For this shoot, I went into another natural environment, however, this time I focussed more on landscapes. I want to show my grandparents relationship through nature, and I think I captured some images which hold a lot of significance. I once again used a slow shutter speed to cause any movement to blur, causing the photos to have a timeless appearance.
While looking through archives and talking to my grandad, I noticed how him and my grandma felt very connected to nature. Therefore, for my first shoot I decided to take my pictures on a beach, one of the places where my grandparents had many of their photos taken. I even recreated some of the archives. Moreover, I decided to focus on the environment itself. I took some of my photos of the ocean on a slow shutterspeed, allowing the photo to blur from movement. I think those pictures are a good portrayal of memories, the soft, dreamlike look of them being a interpretation of nostalgia.
For my project, I wanted to explore the relationship between my grandparents in the years before my grandmother passed. I think it is important to look back at the past instead of just focussing on the present, which is why I looked into the achieves my grandad still stores in his home in Jawor, Poland. The pictures of my grandparents show many different emotions, not just happiness like typical family snapshots tend to. I noticed that many of the pictures were taken in natural places, outside, which inspired me for my photoshoots.
->Karpacz, Summer. the year 1970The way my grandparents look very serious in their individual photos contrasts with the way they look in their picture together, which I find very interesting. The individual pictures were years after their photo together.->Gosia’s full smile with mummyDespite this project being about my grandparents, I wanted to include this photograph of my mum and grandma. The happiness on both their faces shows the happy times they had together, before my grandma’s passing, when my mum was just 16 years old.
who: I will be interviewing my grandad, as he plays a major role in my project.
what: I will interview him about the memories he has of my grandma, who passed on the 29th of August 1992. I want to find out more about their life together so that my project can be more personal.
where: I will complete the interview at home, as this will be most comfortable.
when: I will do it during the Christmas holidays, when my grandad comes over.
how: I will note down questions that I will use as prompts, and then record the interview so that I can transcribe and translate it.
why: It is important to get my grandad’s own views and memories written down as they can be used as inspiration for my photoshoots and photobook. It will help my project become richer and more detailed.
Inspiration for my interview- Yury Li-Toroptsov interviewing his mother about his father for his project: Deleted Scene
who: The pictures will be of my grandad, portraying the impact of my grandmother’s passing in 1992.
what: I will also take pictures of the beach itself, since my grandparents loved the outside and therefore nature will be a good portrayal of their relationship.
where: I will be going to the beach since it is a place that is present in many of the archives.
when: I will complete this photoshoot on a day where the light is soft, during the Christmas holidays.
how: I will use a digital camera and a slow shutter speed at times, causing the photos to have a dreamlike appearance to them.
Photoshoot 2:
who: The pictures will be of my grandad, portraying the impact of my grandmother’s passing in 1992.
what: I will also take pictures of plants and the environment, as the woods is a place where my grandad spends a lot of his time.
where: I will go to a reservoir to take my photos, allowing me to photograph both trees and water.
when: I will complete this photoshoot on cloudy day, perhaps when its raining, during the Christmas holidays.
how: I will use a digital camera and a slow shutter speed at times. I might also use flash to cause the photos to look sharper, especially when capturing details in plants.
He was born in 1974 in a rural community near Vladivostok, Russia. Yury Li-Toroptsov is a visual artist, a certified professional coach, and a practitioner of arts-based coaching for individual and business clients. Toroptsov lives and works in Paris.
In 2003, he opened a new professional path and established himself as an artist photographer. Nourished by his Far Eastern origins, his American stays and his residence in Europe, Yury Li-Toroptsov works on what constitutes the common denominator of distant cultures: the relationship of humans to their own identity and the permanence of myths. He used his interests to even explore the life of his father, who passed when he was a child.
Yury Toroptsov
His Work
His work consists of coloured images, depicting both objects and landscapes, which all relate to the same topic. He creates both professional- looking photos and more amateur- looking photos, however, both are effective in portraying the story he wants to tell through his work. All his photos are brightly coloured and include many different patterns and textures, causing his images to be very interesting to look at.
Yury Li-Toroptsov: Deleted Scene
published in 2015
On a mission to photograph the invisible, with Deleted Scene photographer Yury Toroptsov takes us to Eastern Siberia in a unique story of pursuit along intermingling lines that form a complex labyrinth. Archival documents, old photographs, views of the timeless taiga or of contemporary Siberia, fragments or deleted scenes are arranged here as elements of a narrative.
He returned to Russia to visit the scattered remnants of his father’s memory. His father died when he was two, meaning Toroptsov has no memories of him. Almost none of his possessions were preserved by his mother, except his father’s camera. When Toroptsov was 9 he found it and look it apart. Unknowingly, he destroyed the last object that could help him recall his father. Now, the only thing left over are his photos since he was am amateur photographer.
Toroptsov describes his father as ‘an abstract character, a shadow at the gates of nothingness’, which explains the thought behind his photos. Toroptsov found it hard to complete his project since his father has almosty been forgotten, and all he knew about him was from stories that knew he told him. His father is simply a memory, and I think the way Toroptsov put together this project is a very effective way of showing his relationship with his father, being so close to him despite not knowing him at all. The project was based on three different events, all somehow linking his father. His father, along with his mother and Toroptsov himself, came accross Japanese director Akira Kurosawa shooting his Oscar-winning film “Dersu Uzala” in a forest while driving past, From there Toroptsov based his project on this event, and others linked to it.
Location of film set.
This crossing of paths marked an important moment in Toroptsov’s life, the film being a short of reminder of a time when the Toroptsov family was happy. The name Deleted Scene compares the event with his father.
A video further explaining ‘Deleted Scene’
Image Analysis
This photo consists of a stuffed tiger, a direct representation of the movie set that Toroptsov encountered as a young child with his family. The photo is a portrayal of one of the moments Toroptsov has with his father, despite not remembering the event take place.
The black and white photo has a simple composition, the area of focus, being the tiger’s muzzle, being in the middle of the photograph. The white tones on the tiger’s muzzle is what draws the viewer’s attention to the image, since it contrasts with the otherwise greyscale picture. The photo has a shallow depth of field, causing it to be quite a flat photograph. I think Toroptsov took this photograph as a representation of his father, not only linking the tiger to the movie set they saw but also to his father’s amateur photography hobby. All the photos throughout the photobook appear as though they lack a link, which shows just how significant context is, and how photos don’t always have to be obvious and literal. The viewer is encouraged to see each photo as a clue or part of the story, which they slowly collect as they go though the book. This photo is a powerful message of how important memories are, even if they seem insignificant at the time. I think Toroptsov is trying to show how his project doesn’t need a obvious link to his father to be about his father, causing this photo (like every other photo featured) to be very personal.
“From my early age I knew that imagination is a powerful transformational force”
-Yury Li-Toroptsov
This quote shows how Toroptsov believes in freedom of interpretation, which is clearly suggested through his work. I find it very inspiring that he uses places as a way of discovering his father, which is unlike other artists who tend to use archival imagery.
Yury Li-Toroptsov’s link to Nostalgia
Despite not having any personal memories of his father, Toroptsov clearly incoorperates the feelings of nostalgia in his work. Without knowing his story, any viewer can tell that his photobook is about memories or something in the past. I like how Toroptsov utilised important events to portray his father, through nature and objects that linked in with the movie set they saw on that one day. He presents both positive and negative aspects of nostalgia, causing the project to be a realistic take on how memories make us feel.
Jessa Fairbrother is a British award winning artist with a practice focussed on feelings and the body, using photography, performance, and stitch. She enitially trained as an actor in 1990s and completing an MA (Photographic Studies, University of Westminster 2010) underpins her knowledge of how artwork and audience collide. She often incorporates elements of self-portraiture and explores themes related to identity, femininity, and the body.
Fairbrother gained attention for her series titled “Body of Work,” where she used her own body as a canvas for intricate embroidery and documented the process through photography. This series has been celebrated for its innovative approach to the intersection of traditional craft and contemporary art.
However the work that is her most popular, as well as the one that intrigued me the most was “Conversations with My Mother”
she said that this specific photographic module explores the relationship she had with her mother. as she is unable to conceive she was cut of on shaping a material role that she was hoping to form.”Neither daughter nor mother”. It all started when her and her mother did a joint photographic work, where they would send back and forth a disposable camera in the post, recording both hers and her mums life from their own point of view. What changed this was that Jessa found out she was unable to conceive, and not long after that she found out her mum was dying of cancer. her mum was the second parent to get cancer and the only one still living, so Jessa decided to take the role of a “carer” and left behind her present life and joint her mum to be with her through the last moments of her life. The photographs she produced were portraits of her mother, as well as portraits of herself with her wig after her mums passing. another set of images are destroyed to represent she was destroyed inside.
Bellow is talk with Jessa, where she explains methods,processes, reasons and meaning behind the images as well as talking about the exhibition and the gallery they are stored in.
In this project she produced many outcomes with a variety of methods used. these processes enabeled the final effect of the images to not only be interesting to look at but also they show the inner meaning to why they are done is such a way.
For example the bellow images are done by using tissue and layering it on the image and gently buring each layer. Overall to achive this all she needed was a lighter to burn the edges of the photographs. as thheres a build of of layers this elevated the photographs and makes it 3D. this effect makes the photograph more interesting to look at then if it was a plain photgraph, without the alternations done to it.
Another fascinating series are the 2 portraits, one of her mum and one of her, when put next to each other they hold a massive significance. these too have been altered in another way. She has stitched into them, following a similar swirly pattern, but changing the colours of them. this once again adds more meaning to the photographs themselves as they arise questions like; what does the colour of the thread symbolise?, what does the placing of the stitched pattern symbolise?, what does the pattern of it represent?
Within the Book the layout of the images varies, but it rakes a shift when it comes to the montaged page, which is a spread across 2 pages of a collage of 14 images. the theme of them are mainly of nature, which is her mums garden, but there are also other photographs which appear older and could be of her childhood or her mums, then the biggest image being a pregnancy test, all the pictures combined in such a way create a story, in this case everything has importance, if is’s not for the viewers it is definitely for her. The pregnancy test might symbolise her infertility, where as the other pictures might be moments of her life and her mothers.
this image is one that helped me find Jessa Fairbrother, the one that caught my attention the most. At first glance, there’s nothing unusual to notice, however, once you look deeper into the image, something feels odd, you become to realise that in the centre of the image, although the colours match the surroundings, they seem in an unusual place unlike the rest of the photograph that makes sense, but that specific area doesn’t. It appears as a circle, or a sphere made out of glass in the centre of the image, but then once that catches your attention, you realise what this sphere is made out of. They are tiny flower or star like patterns made out of thread, with colours matching the surrounding shades of green, yellow and white. This is why it sort of blends in to the rest of the image, but this area is a perfect circle. Inside, not every space is filled with this textured detail. However, within that sphere in the centre there is a forearm with a hand that has a yellow glove on this gives us a clue that the surrounding textured stars are semi covering a person. Doing the research on the photograph. I now know that that person is Fairbrother’s mother, doing her gardening. Why I liked this photograph more than the rest that I saw, is because of how simple yet thought out this picture is, the colours altogether have a great harmony within the image as well as technical skills like the depth of field that is by Jessa and her camera. The significance of The circle itself might be of many meanings, a circle, as a shape can represent wholeness as it represents new beginnings, and no end, making the shape infinite. Maybe this is how Jessa wanted to capture her mother. She is to her, all she knew, and all she will know until the end of her time. It shows how important her mum was to her, but again, it also separates her mum from the physical world. In the image, the ordered circle or bubble that her mum is within, could be a metaphor of her mum being like a ghost so slowly disconnecting from the real world. This may mean why she decided to picture her mum in whiter shades of the thread. like I said before from far away, this picture doesn’t look any different than ordinary landscape pictures or pictures representing a person gardening, but it is the fact she manipulated the image and alternated it taking time into sewing each star and also thinking in how to match the colours and what shape to create with them that make this image so breathtaking.
WEEK 11: 20-26 Nov 1. REVIEW & REFLECTION > overview of past projects
WEEK 12: 27 Nov-3 Dec 1. RESEARCH & EXPLORE > ‘NOSTALGIA’ – produce mindmap & moodboard 2. STATEMENT OF INTENT (500 words)
WEEK 13: 4 – 10 Dec 1. ARTISTS REFERENCES > case-study 1 2. PLAN & RECORD > creative responses
Week 14: 11 – 17 Dec 1. ARTISTS REFERENCES > case-study 2 2. PLAN & RECORD > creative responses
Week 15: 18 – 19 Dec 1. LITERARY SOURCES > select 3-5 key texts for essay
What you want to explore? night photography and abandoned or rundown buildings and places
Why it matters to you? when I look at photo of this genre I get a feeling of nostalgia
How you wish to develop your project?
Which form you wish to present your study (photobook, film, prints etc). photobook
When and where you intend to begin your study? I believe I will try and find some other photographer and see what they have done and try and do something that’s different and what I consider better
Make sure you describe how you interpret the theme of ‘NOSTALGIA’ and any specific subject-matter, topic or issue that you wish to explore, including references to artists, art movement and any other inspiration. Revisit your mind-map and mood-board and hone in one or two ideas. For example, you may wish to consider:
How you wish to photograph places, people, objects – carefully selecting your point of view (framing), composition and lighting. places and objects I will try and get a sort of landscape photo
Will you be making images outside or inside, shooting on locations or use the studio. I will be shooting on different locations
Will your images be documentary (observational), or tableaux (staged) in your approach, style and aesthetic look? my photos aesthetic will be sort of adventurous, mysterious I don’t really know the them but something that I believe looks good
What will you include?
What will you leave out? I probably wont have people in my photos maybe a couple however I wont do it unless the photo needs it
How will you present these images to the viewer?
In a book, a film, or prints on the wall? book
With or without accompanying text? I probably write a bit why and where i took the photos however I don’t want to write much as its a photo book not something people pickup to read they want to look at good photos
In a grid, typology study or a linear sequence?
Will you be manipulating images using montage/ collage techniques or apply AI technology? i might consider ai however I wont set out to use it but I might play around with ai
Will you be using any specific photographic technique, process of software (Photoshop, Premiere, Audition, Blurb online book making) photoshop
What difference do these decisions make to the meaning of your images?
My initial thoughts are to photograph abandoned buildings and night life in jersey the reason for this is because it links to my youth when I was younger I always went and explored abandoned places and old German bunks and castles I believe this could shows my curiosity to explore the unknow and look at places that haven’t been looked at in long time I also want to give the person who is looking at my photos the feeling of nostalgia
I will also be trying to make the photos unique to me I don’t know how I will do this but I will try and do something for my final project I will be making a photo book.