planning- NARRATIVE

STORY: What is your story?

  • 3 words- just being myself.
  • A sentence- some may say that my rebellion is limiting me, but my rebellion is more about bettering myself.
  • A paragraph- I spend a ridiculous amount of time surrounded by horses, and doing my school work, that I have in some ways forgotten to be a teenager. I don’t go to parties or even stay up late, because I know that in the morning I will have to be up by 5am as my horses rely on me to feed them and put them out in the field. I chose this for myself and I wouldn’t change it for the world. But just because I have this hobby doesn’t mean I don’t express myself with fashion, hair and makeup.

NARRATIVE: How will you tell your story?

  • Images > self portraits in different locations that relate to the subject matter (yard, charity shops, home), landscapes (yard, beach) and surrounding (my room)
  • Archives > old photos of what I used to look like, show how I have changed
  • Texts > poems I have written in my notes, text message from dad and mum
  • Visuals > quick snippets of myself at the yard, picking what I am going to wear, putting make up on, doing my hair, helping my sister with her hair for gym, doing my school work etc
  • Sound > sounds around the yard and home, chats with friends and family, spoken words of poems from my notes
  • Archives > old videos from mine and mums phone

PERSONAL STUDY – STATEMENT OF INTENT

Why Toxic Masculinity is a Problem that Affects Us All | Alban Huber

Idea – The Modern Virtruvian Man/Adolescence

I plan to create a photo book following the theme of masculinity and exploring the way in which most men naturally desire to be the “alpha” during their phase of adolescence. I want to highlight that the male body image pushed by magazines, reality shows and so called “experts” are largely unachievable and doesn’t just effect women, when I’d argue the matter affects men to the same degree. Thinks links to love and rebellion as I am trying to push for men to love themselves as their own rebellion towards their own bodies should come to an end.

Vitruvian Man — SHELLEY LAKE
The Vitruvian Man (hence the name of my project/photo book) is a drawing made by the Italian polymath Leonardo da Vinci in about 1490. It is accompanied by notes based on the work of the Roman architect Vitruvius. It demonstrates the ideal proportions based on science, maths and the golden ratio.
The Theme From "James May's Man Lab" - My Interpretation (720p HD) - YouTube
A title sequence for the TV show “James May’s Man Lab” (2010-2013) inspired by the original ‘Virtruvian Man’ drawing. The use of the word “man” further demonstrates the theme of masculinity. Overall the image is quite farcical and is an example of genius design, especially considering the face is that of James May himself.

The Vitruvian Man (a key inspiration for me project/photo book) is a drawing made by the Italian polymath Leonardo da Vinci in about 1490. It is accompanied by notes based on the work of the Roman architect Vitruvius. It demonstrates the ideal proportions based on science, maths and the golden ratio. The whole theme of the “ideal” body and body image is the perception of the aesthetics or sexual attractiveness of ones own body. It involves how a person sees themselves, compared to the standards that have been set by society, standards I both agree and disagree with. In order to tackle this, I will delve into the struggles men face on a daily basis in order to feel excepted in society, the need to fit a stereotypical mould that is the muscular, fearless, heroic type of male that has perfect proportions to which almost all men feel pressured or almost forced to fit into at some point in their lifetime. The book I hope will show struggles of adolescence in young males and insecurities brought up as a result, leading to me to also delve into the world of body dysmorphia, highlighting mental struggles brought up on body image associated with men which unfortunately often isn’t mentioned in main stream media and the likes. Furthermore, I will also explore gym culture and the taboo world of bodybuilding and the need to “better” ourselves and how many of us, (myself included) feel a great need to improve our body image and presentation towards others. I will also touch on lesser talked about topics such as steroids, sarms and other performance enhancing drugs that many men worldwide feel the need to abuse in order to fit that “mould” i mentioned earlier.

ATLAS OF MEN | Kirkus Reviews
The book, ‘Atlas of Men’ was originally published in 1954 by the author William Herbert Sheldon and analysed different male body types and compositions in their hundreds and does a really good job of highlighting the differences between all male physiques and how everyone is truly unique.

The reason for me exploring this theme and basing my photo book on it is because this is a topic I as well as many other men are or were deeply affected by at some point during adolescence, which means by having so much emotion towards this topic and own experiences, I believe I will be able to create a better quality and more understanding final piece, utilizing skills learnt during my Zine and Film project previously made. All men at some point have strive for perfection in something, many in their own appearance, both mentally and physically. This need for perfection comes as a sort of validation, a purpose. I want to highlight these struggles but also highlight other struggles and negative mind thoughts men face during adolescence, the need to fit a certain mould, look a certain way, act a given way, and the aspiration to achieve certain things in order to prove to themselves that they are male. Is this necessary? Should men face these mental struggles? Or is it a natural part of life? What does it mean to be male? I will also explore the mental health aspect men face, as well as promoting self love and rebelling against the expectations of appearance on social media also being key themes in my photo-book.

Charles Atlas America's Greatest Builder of Men | The Index
A classic advert portraying men to be masculine.

What does it mean to be male? Being a man to me means being uniquely you. It means not being afraid to show the world who you are, exactly as you are. Being a man is never being afraid to show your emotions, to ask for help when you need it. More commonly however, it refers to your biological complexion, how you are made, your DNA makeup, which chromosomes you have, what genitalia you were born with and thus is a title you are assigned to at birth, unlike a man which is who you develop to become over many years of growth, both physically and mentally. Furthermore, being a male has a socially defined role, often to be the bread winner, the alpha, the protector, however, this can be argued isn’t always the case. Should males accept these roles? Is this the correct definition? What does the ideal male look like? What are the mental challenges adolescents face? I will explore this further throughout my project.

NEW CLASSIC PHYSIQUE CHAMPION 🏆 CHRIS BUMSTEAD - MR.OLYMPIA 2019 - YouTube
Classic Physique Mr Olympia (Champion) Chris Bumstead who won the Mr Olympia in the Classic Physique division in 2019 is the embodiment of the virtruvian physique, however on a sh*t load of steroids

Narrative

STORY: What is your story?

Describe in:

  • 3 words
    • What’s left behind
  • A sentence
    • A story about the legacy and memories that my GrandFather (Papa) Terry Batho left behind.
  • A paragraph
    • This story is about looking to into the life of my Grandfather (Papa) Terry Batho (My Mother’s father). Terry Batho was quite a quiet man who. was extremely kind and loving, he was the handy man around the house and and worked for his brother in law driving trucks. However, he had a passion for engines and mechanics. Over the years, Terry Batho had many classic Mini’s. He was a one of the founding members and chairman of the Jersey Mini Club and went to many classic car and mini meets and car shows. He won medals and awards for his cars. In October 2010 Terry passed away because of a very aggressive cancer. At his funeral there was a driveby of many Mini’s from the mini club. In the emotional drive by, was my dad and my uncle driving my papa’s latest and most prised mini (it was a limited edition 2000 Mini Cooper works). I was also sitting in the back of the car. This was the first time I remember being in the car. I remember 10 year old me falling in love with the classic interior and from that day on I have in love the with cars aswell. When I passed my driving test in November 2020 just over 10 years after the passing of my grandad I bought my own classic mini. This story is about documenting the legacy that he left behind, I will be documenting his wife that still lives in the house, the garage that still has all his tools in and the car that is still owned by my Aunty.

NARRATIVE: How will you tell your story?

  • Images > new photographic responses, photo-shoots
    • A photoshoot of his car, the details inside.
    • The home garage.
    • The home and his wife, my nan.
    • The mini club and his friends.
  • Archives > old photos from family albums, iPhone
    • Archive images from mini shows.
    • Wedding photos
    • Old images of him with us as children
  • Texts > letters, documents, poems, text messages
    • Wedding certificate
    • Vows
    • letters between my nan and my papa
    • Statements, quotes from his friends and family

Narrative

STORY: What is your story?
Describe in:

  • 3 words – Male Identity Story
  • A sentence – a story of someone trying to fit in / belong to a group
  • A paragraph – I am going to take multiple staged shots of a ‘lads night out’ using only one protagonist repeated throughout all the shots. Some of the photos will be simple and represent a nigh out whereas others will have a deeper meaning emphasizing the powerful moments among friends on a night out.

NARRATIVE: How will you tell your story?

  • Images > photo-shoots, heavily edited
  • Archives > old photos from family albums
  • Texts > Paul m smiths blog / book, websites and books with relevance to Robert Cappa, ‘Photography and truth’ post

Edgar Martins

What Does Photography Have in Common with an Empty Vase?

“My work uses the social context of incarceration to explore the philosophical concept of absence,”

-Edgar Martins

Edgar Martin’s project “What Does Photography Have in Common with an Empty Vase?” links into the idea of loneliness and has a representation of emptiness, linking into my idea of dissociation nicely. In this project Martin’s has tried to recreate something missing within a photograph, but how do you take a photograph and try to create meaning out off something that doesn’t exist? The project is a collaboration between Martins and some of the inmates incarcerated at HMP Birmingham, the largest privately-run prison in the Midlands, United Kingdom. In order to add different perspectives into his photography Martin’s talked frequently with the inmates and their families to also add a depth of meaning.

In each of his photographs the photographer has tried to cut something out of the photo whilst he’s taking the photo or after he has take it e.g. he may outline a figure as if it was meant to be there, therefore creating a sense of loneliness and detachment, as well as a feeling of nostalgia as the viewer will want to see what they think they may have had. In some of the photographs, this vacancy is explicit: in one still life photograph, a single child’s shoe is presented plainly on a light pink background, a label declaring “DADDYS GIRL” pasted across the toe. In others, a feeling scratches the back of our mind, edging us towards the thought that something/or someone is missing especially when Martin’s takes two photos where one off them has no subjects and then he takes another photo where he’ll ease the viewers mind by then putting two people in the middle of thew same photograph from before but doesn’t give the observe the satisfaction of showing their identities.

My ideas that are influenced from this photographer are to do with the feeling that something is missing; not necessarily the layout of the photographs or the composition/style. The reason why I’ve linked dissociation and anxiety to this photographer is because they have similar feeling and views towards life which are similar to my own. Something missing in the world around us and knowing it should be there as well as not knowing whether we have control over these issues or not. The anxiety part of my idea links in due to the loneliness and vacancy that appears in Martin’s photographs, the feeling of not having support or what you hoped for links into the nervousness and paranoia linked to anxiety.

“From a humanist perspective, the work seeks to reflect on how one deals with the absence of a loved one, brought on by enforced separation.”

– Edgar Martins

The photographs shown below link to my layout more than my concept of my zine/film compared to the photographs above. more specifically the phots that have a composition where there is a small subject and a big area around them. There is various different types of portrait photography I’m able to link to Edgar Martins work e.g. street, environmental, traditional and possibly fine arts.

Personal Study Plan

TITLE: Wake Up

THEME: Dreams/Surrealism (Rebellion)

INTENTIONS: to express life where someone may be experiencing poor mental health to do with anxiety, dissociation and nihilism. In the film/zine, dream-like springs to mind when I’m thinking of what I visualise for my project. I will link my film to rebellion and how mental health rebels against its subject. I also want to demonstrate the main character rebelling against society norms; to think that life is just a game or that nothing that you do has much meaning behind it which relates to nihilistic thoughts.

SUBJECTS: dissociation/anxiety/mental health/nihilism/isolation/togetherness/art/identity/unawareness/dream/fantasy/realism/reality

TECHNIQUES: Tripods, personal perspective, specific editing to put my point across, transitioning from different scenes by using objects and shades which are similar to each other.

VISUALS: What a person with these issues may see in their life and how their mental affects them and the people around them. The effects I will use to edit the film/zine will show people and objects fading away as the person is quickly becoming somewhat nihilistic and unaware of their surroundings. I also want to try and do a lot transitions that interest the people watching to make the viewer feel more immersed in what they are watching and make them feel like they’e coming back to reality after they’ve stopped watching.

SOUND: A lot of eerie sounds to symbolise dissociation and how the person may feel like they’re in another world. The phrase “zoning out” relates to this and is the easiest way to describe what dissociation may be like; the person becomes unaware of the world around them and goes in to a state of day dreaming of some sorts. When thinking about what music I might put in the background I was thinking of putting the start if bohemian rhapsody by Queen at the beginning of the film, as it has lyrics that may relate to my project.

INSPIRATION: My own life and what I’ve experienced or heard from the people around me with their own mental health issues. I also think about the film split when it comes to the conceptual and contextual side of the film/zine as the main character in the film has a disorder where he dissociates himself from who he truly is and the life he is living, although I am not basing my project off of a personality disorder and I am basing it off of thew dissociation dude of things. As well as David Lynch’s work and Chris Nolans work, more specifically the film -Inception.

STEP BY STEP:

The Reality:

  • Filming me sitting on the sofa
  • Filming the tv and putting on creepy 50’s tv shows on the tv
  • Flipping back and forth from the shots
  • Show glitching on the tv and start to add UP music to the scene to transition into the first day.

First Day:

  • My Room – Filming waking up from two different angles and flip between them making sure to get good lighting – around Golden hour.
    • Film daily routine of getting dressed, doing make up and brushing teeth.
    • Leaving the house – filmed from different angles, and then walking into school with a friend.
    • School- looking in the mirror and washing hands and sitting with friends also filmed from different angles.
    • Going home- walking out of school with a friend and then walking back to my house.

Second Day:

  • My Room – Filming waking up from two different angles and flip between them making sure to get good lighting – around Golden hour.
  • Film daily routine of getting dressed, doing make up but taking out brushing teeth to make the day slightly shorter but overall showing the same thing but a different day.
  • Leaving the house – filmed from different angles, and then walking into school with a friend BUT starting to show a sense of there being something wrong by adding glitching graphics and filming me walking by myself then editing the two scene together to make it look as if my friend is disappearing.
  • School- looking in the mirror and washing hands and sitting with friends also filmed from different angles but do the same glitching as last time as well as myself disappearing to make a pattern of something going wrong. As well as making thew audio glitch to have the full effect.
  • Going home- walking out of school with a friend with the glitching again and cutting out walking home to shorten the day.

Third Day:

  • My Room – Filming waking up from two different angles and flip between them making sure to get good lighting – around Golden hour.
  • Film daily routine of getting dressed, doing make up but taking out brushing teeth to make the day slightly shorter but overall showing the same thing but a different day. As well as starting add glitches within my house and cutting out scenes to make the day shorter.
  • Leaving the house – filmed from different angles, and then walking into school with a friend and adding glitching graphics and filming me walking by myself then editing the two scene together to make it look as if my friend is disappearing again but again making the day shorter.
  • School- looking in the mirror and washing hands and sitting with friends also filmed from different angles but do the same glitching as last time as well as myself disappearing to make a pattern of something going wrong. As well as making thew audio glitch to have the full effect.
  • Going home- walking out of school with a friend and then walking back to my house but filming from different angles and standing in different places to edit me glitching into different places.

Final Part:

  • My Room – Filming waking up from two different angles and flip between them making sure to get good lighting – around Golden hour but adding glitches right from the start to show that nothings right.
  • Starting my daily routine but adding glitching and other shots of me wearing white contacts and looking possessed and staring to add colour to the black and white movie to show reality come back into place. As well as adding demonic sounds to make the viewer feel more disturbed.
  • Adding the shot of me having white eyes with a lighter and then glitching back into reality.

Back to The Reality:

  • Transitioning out of the glitching screen
  • Filming me sitting on the sofa and then fading into the title screen – WAKE UP

ART MOVEMENTS AND ISMS

Below are two art movements that inspired me to do my project, in which I will aim to adopt such styles and techniques in my own project…

PICTORIALISM

Time period

1880s-1920s

Key characteristics/conventions

Pictorialism is an international style and aesthetic movement that dominated photography during the later 19th and early 20th centuries.

Methods/ techniques/ processes

Vaseline on lenses to have foggy smudged affect, and chemicals or scratches on developing negatives. Made the images look like paintings, with depth and sketchiness through human interaction, not just the mechanical use of the camera

Artists associated

Abelardo Morell – modern contemporary. Uses old keyhole method to project outside scenes into rooms, no other interference so the light projects the image upside down. lengthy process

Alfred Stieglitz – New York in 1890 promoted idea that photography was a medium as capable of artistic expression as painting or sculpture, created photo succession group (important group in solidifying the pictorialist movement) Alfred used compositional choices and use of natural elements like rain, snow, and steam to unify components of a scene into a visually pleasing pictorial whole.

Julia Michael Cameron – pre-Raphaelite style, fairy light, unfocused. Creates angelic scenes with woman, white clothing and soft finish to present innocence.

Emerson’s Naturalistic Photography – promoted photography as art rather than science, natural and aesthetic depictions of (famously) wheat workers workers

REALISM / STRAIGHT PHOTOGRAPHY

Time period

1830/40s – 1920s

Key characteristics/ conventions

Pure photography or straight photography refers to photography that attempts to depict a scene as realistically and objectively as permitted by the medium, renouncing the use of manipulation. The West Coast Photographic Movement is best known for the use of this style. The term ‘realism’ can mean to depict things as they are, without idealizing or making abstract. It is also a 19th-century art movement, particularly strong in France, which rebelled against traditional historical, mythological and religious subjects and instead depicted scenes from life. The fathers of photography, Louis-Jacques Mandé Daguerre (1787-1851) and William Henry Fox Talbot (1800-1877), both described it as a medium that allows nature to represent itself, seemingly without the intervention of the artist.

Methods/ techniques/ processes

Methods include using tripods and natural light facing the subject in order to create still, focused and detailed images of a subject, often a person.

Artists associated

Paul Strand – Paul Strand was an American photographer and filmmaker who, along with fellow modernist photographers like Alfred Stieglitz and Edward Weston, helped establish photography as an art form in the 20th century. In the 1930s, he helped found the Photo League.

Paul Strand Photographer | All About Photo

Edward Weston – Edward Henry Weston was a 20th-century American photographer. He has been called “one of the most innovative and influential American photographers…” and “one of the masters of 20th century photography.”

Edward Weston 1886–1958 | Tate

Walker Evans – Walker Evans was an American photographer and photojournalist best known for his work for the Farm Security Administration documenting the effects of the Great Depression. Much of Evans’s work from the FSA period uses the large-format, 8×10-inch view camera.

Walker Evans | Photographer's Biography & Art Works | Huxley-Parlour Gallery