My narrative is the story from the Perfect Fantasy to being awake and aware and pulling and from it and feeling acceptance. As a person I always feel like I have to be perfect, perfect being what the world around me tells me is thin enough and pretty enough. The narrative with represent my struggle to acceptance and to realise that this fantasy that’s been created by society is always going to be slightly out of reach and obtainable because it’s always changing.
A Sentence:
The struggle to overcome society’s expectations of beauty.
Three Words:
Dangerous beauty standards
Beauty expectations, unrealistic body expectations, Society
How you want your book to look and feel– look like an old fairy tale book. Hard cover
Paper and ink– normal paper
Format, size and orientation-A5 portait
Binding and cover- an image
Title –
Structure and architecture
Design and layout– I want a mixture of double page layouts and just normal pages.
Editing and sequencing– all my images from different shoots mixed up. more shocking images towards the end.
Images and text– images with text
My Photobook
I added a poem to go along with my images, it’s a poem that I wrote from my own experience. It was to add more meaning and narrate the story.
I chose to start the book with ‘the beginning’ and finish it with ‘the end’ in order for the book to seem like a story book which relates to innocence and childhood.
I changed the text from fancy to creepy to show the transition from childhood to womanhood and the mental and emotional transition between. Also the types of images shift as well.
Final Layout
In the end I decided to keep the font all the same size and type of font because of consistency. I then switched my last page image with the one before it because the one before it. Now the two images with vignetting are next to each other which aesthetically looks better.I’ve also rearranged the pages with the portrait images just to add variety to my layout.
Book in hand: how does it feel? Smell, sniff the paper.
The book has a sort of musty smell, almost mirroring the contents and obvious context thats being portrayed in the book. Initially, the book is weighty in hand, considering the average amount of pages it possesses
Paper and ink: use of different paper/ textures/ colour or B&W or both.
Throughout the book medium to heavyweight paper is used, probably around 100 – 110 grams, and there is no change in this. It creates some form of structure, unlike the the book where the time frame of images jump from 1998 to 1995. Most, if not all, images are shot in coloured film with the majority having a slight cold colour undertone – perhaps it was the type of film used, perhaps she edited them or maybe it was the the surroundings fault that cause this to occur.
Format, size and orientation: portraiture/ landscape/square/ A5, A4, A3 / number of pages.
The book is roughly A4 and portrait, although most images inside are landscape. It consists of 112 pages, with images both on the left and right hand side with handwritten subtexts and dates – very brief but effective.
On the front of the hardback cover there is a solitary image bang in the middle, a portrait of Tara St Hill, an upcoming model at the time and who is the main feature in this photo book. Below the photograph there are handwritten words that write, “Corinne Day Diary”, which is the title. Although the text is handwritten, it has obviously been scanned onto a computer and been inserted digitally. This happens to be the same on the back of the book where she has written a short message predominantly directed towards her close friends, and signed it off with her name. Her handwriting is also prevalent on the back inside page where she has written a thank you, who it was edited by and the copyright and publishing text that goes along with any book that is published. In a way, Tara using her handwriting to write seemingly unimportant things such as copyright information could be seen as comical, but mostly it made me feel like I was almost snooping at her most private of creations. This creates a bond with the viewer from the very beginning
Title: literal or poetic / relevant or intriguing.
Whilst the title is pretty relevant and obvious, “Corinne Day Diary”, the context of the book is soaked with an unconstrained aura of a poetic nature. There is no beating around the bush when it comes to the context of this book, as all images look unedited and somewhat candid, but at the same time Day manages to incorporate
Narrative: what is the story/ subject-matter. How is it told?
No doubt there is a narrative to this book, but it does not follow in the order of events which occurred. Day had given the impression of making her own narrative out of a group of photographs taken between 1990 and 1999. There is no linear sequence to these group of photos: they simply jump time frames on almost every page.
The word tableau is defined by The Oxford English Dictionary as, “a picture; a picturesque or graphic description,” and the word “vivant” is derived from the Latin word meaning “living.”
Tableux vivants originated in the medieval era. Actors would re-enact famous bible scenes during mass, this then evolved into actors creating live versions of famous paintings during the Renaissance era. These actors reacted paintings of Greuze, David and Isabey. Tableux viviant acting was also popular at weddings and other events. Tableux viviants became less popular in the early 19th century due to the realism movement. However, in the 20th century, actresses re-enacted nude classic paintings but then tableaux started to die out because of the invention of film, however, became popular within photography. In terms of photography, Jean-Francois Chevrier as the first to use tableaux in association which was during the 1970’s and 80’s. Photographer’s then began replicating famous paintings in constructing new meanings. Previously in my coursework, I studied Tableux viviants and reconstructed fairy tales with modern day twists. The difference with this project is that I won’t be doing it with real people but with dolls and doll house sets.
The Manniquin Challenge
The Mannequin Challenge was a viral internet trend that became popular in November 2016. It was a challenge where people would set up a scene and remain frozen whilst moving the camera films. The song “Black Beatles” by Rae Sremmurd often playing in the background. It was a new form of tableaux viviant and became a trend causing thousands to get involved. Before film and camera killed tabeleaux viviant and made it unpopular and now it’s being used to explore it in a whole new way.
In this draft I focused on only including the black and white portrait images of my family members without including any of my landscape images as I would like my book to relate to my essay as much as possible. In some of the blank spaces, I have some Polaroids of family members and important objects to me prepared to be stuck in on some of these blank spaces to fill up the pages. I’ve decided to for the title of ‘Home is where the family is’ for this book draft as it is focusing specifically on my family members.
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2nd idea :
For my second idea i’ve kept it similar to the first with keeping only portraits bases off of the photographers Walker Evans and Latoya Ruby Frazier but I rearranged the images. I started with a group image which includes multiple people but seems to only focus on my uncle to introduce my family. It then goes onto my brothers, and in the blank space next to my brothers there will be a Polaroid stuck in to go with the image. In page 6 my father is introduced into the book and the page next to his image will be kept blank. The next two pages that are left blank for a Polaroid to be placed. Towards the end of the book i’ve circled back around and included images of the family members who I included in the beginning of the book.
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3rd idea :
For this draft I will be playing around with the different types of layouts that Lightroom offers and will be adding some landscape images to brighten up the book. I aimed on pairing each of the places with certain people depending on how they relate to that area. For example the first place image is of the River Thames and you can faintly see London in the background, in the image on the next page is of my uncle who was originally born in London and therefore has a personal relationship with that area. On some of the blank pages I plan to stick in some Polaroids I took in preparation for the photo book. I also changed the colour of the front book and the colour of the font.
For this photo shoot, I have focused on the interior aspects of one of the andium homes which I was able to see and visit. With the imagery which I am creating, I have much less focused on the aesthetics and imagery quality but the contextual integrity, show casing the conditions of the homes as a prospect buyer visiting these homes. Another contributor to these images being rather bland and simple is again the fact that when viewing these homes, I had to pretend and put up a facade of being a possible buyer for these homes.
Andium homes, estate home, unoccupied
One of the most significant aspects of these homes is the cheap and low cost installations. Speaking to the estate agent, a lot of these fittings, such as the windows, kitchen and bathroom would have to be refitted within the next 5-7 years, a comparably short life span for these appliances. Appearing as relatively cheap housing in comparison to others, in the long term these homes require a lot of investment in order to upkeep and make them livable.
In terms of the visual aspects of these images, I feel as though the film style quality of them adds a significant point of interest as the warm light coming in through the windows creates a sort of nostalgic feel to them.The empty rooms are illuminated in a way which feels inviting and warm instead of the cubist forms of the outside, the terraced planning making them feel cramped and claustrophobic.
EXPERIMENTATION:
CONCEPT/THEMES:
Making these spread sheet type images is key to one of the concepts which I have been exploring whilst looking at Andium homes, repetition and continuity of these homes which very clearly follow the same structural plan from one home to the next. With this set of images, I am aiming to display this theme as a large repetition of previously taken images.
In architecture and city planning, a terrace or terrace house (UK) or townhouse (US) is a form of medium-density housing that originated in Europe in the 16th century, whereby a row of attached dwellings share side walls. They are also known in some areas as row houses or row homes (especially in Baltimore, New York City, Philadelphia, Boston, and Washington, D.C.).
Terrace housing can be found throughout the world, though it is in abundance in Europe and Latin America, and extensive examples can be found in Australia and North America. The Place des Vosges in Paris (1605–1612) is one of the early examples of the style. Sometimes associated with the working class, historical and reproduction terraces have increasingly become part of the process of gentrification in certain inner-city areas.
I needed to find a way to incorporate my essay in a visually appropriate and practical way, while not taking away from the main purpose of the book (the photos). In order to do this, I pasted the essay into Light-room, and from there I experimented with the placement of text, titles and photos that I would use to layout my essay and present it at the back of my book. My first draft of organizing and layout of the essay in my book was as below:
With this initial layout, I placed the essay in paragraphs, and tried to make sure each paragraph was written with a corresponding image on the page next to it, this way I could maintain the viewers attention, and give examples of the concepts and works that I was referencing in the essay. As my historical context paragraph was longer than the others, I gave that section of my essay a double page spread, and decided to include 2 images over the following 2 pages to present examples for the viewer to better understand the contents of the historical context portion of the essay. This double page of images also allows for a split in the essay after the 2 whole pages of text, therefore I find it important to add in order to split the essay into manageable chunks.
After placing my essay using the initial layout, I decided to restructure the layout so that it fit more flush with the pages, and the size was small enough to fit and work on the page, but large enough to be read without issue.
Firstly, I decided to keep the title at 12 pt, and move it into the middle of the page. I felt like this allowed for the title to stand out against the essay, and gave the reader a clear beginning to start reading. I differentiated from the title by placing the essay in 11 pt (a size large enough to read but small enough to fit on the page). Furthermore, I increased the padding from the left and right sides of the page to 26 pt, as I did not want the text to spill out into the gutter of the book (where the paper begins to bend over) as I felt that this would make it difficult to read.
I used the same 11 pt font and 26 pt padding across all of the pages with my essay on (to ensure continuity). I feel like this layout gives the essay pages more structure, and I am happy that the text does not come too close to the edges of the paper, or the gutter of the book.
Below is the final layout for the essay portion of my book:
When comparing between my first and second draft, I fee like my second layout has a lot more structure to it, and allows the reader to navigate the essay much more easily.
For my personal investigation I intend to create a photo-book project around the theme of documenting the youth of today and our culture, which is rarely portrayed accurately in the media, this may also include certain subcultures that I could decide to delve into. I will try the best I can to capture and achieve a realistic portrait of each individual person. The question then arises, ‘What does a ‘real photo’ even look like: is it something you can hold? Is it something you can see on a screen and alter?’ (Bright, S. and Van Erp, H. 2019: 17.) I hope to answer this question throughout my efforts of trying to capture a ‘real’ portrait of an individual. How much can you really tell about a person through looking at a mere photograph of them?
Throughout my research I have looked at a few documentary photographers who I think have been close or have achieved an almost perfect, realistic representation of an individual. An example of this is Jim Goldberg, an accomplished photographer and creator of the renowned photo-book ‘Raised by Wolves’. Published in 1995, this was a decade long project for Goldberg, in which he documented a factual representation of the youth living on the streets of California and San Francisco; at the height of the AIDS epidemic and surrounded by drug abuse and violence.
USA. Hollywood, California. 1989. “Hollywood Freeway #1.” Napoleon plays chicken, hanging over the wire guardrail of the Hollywood freeway.
A key aspect of ‘Raised By Wolves’ was that it did not only include straight up photographs of the individuals, but it also included drawings and writings by them. Many photos in the collection have been scrawled with their own mini biography, such as Dave: an important character in ‘RBW’, in a double page spread featuring him (below), the words ‘I’m Dave, who the fuck are you? You need me to feel superior. I need you to laugh at’ are featured in his own handwriting. This has definitely impacted the authenticity of the images and made a bigger impact. This has provided another layer in which Goldberg has allowed these individuals to tell their own story through his efforts.
“I had the idea of having people write their stories on the photographs and, although I didn’t really know what I was doing, that turned out to be something really integral to my practice for 40 years. I just saw something that I felt I needed to try and make sense of. And using text enabled me to do that. ” (Jim Goldberg, ‘Raised By Wolves’, Huck 52 – The Documentary Photography Special 3)
Key Image Analysis: Dave, nicknamed ‘Tweeky Dave’, appeared as one of the most charismatic and sympathetic characters in Raised by Wolves. His early childhood had been plagued by abuse from his parents, addiction and constant violence. At the heart of the book is his doomed ‘love story’ between two 16-year-old runaways. Tweeky Dave and Beth, known as Echo, share an appetite for heroin but not much else. He moons after her, proposing marriage and children, fueled by impossible, sweet bravado as he walks, half-starved, down Hollywood Boulevard with his bedroll. She recognizes him as worse than a bad risk and dumps him to run with other boys, who abuse her. She becomes pregnant, has her baby, then returns, broke, to her mother’s home. The photo above is in my opinion one of the most disturbing in the book, it depicts Dave, the 16 year old runaway’s malnourished body. His scar from where his father shot him in the gut at ten years old is very apparent, he almost shows it off to the camera in a model pose-esque manner. Dave is dirty from his years spent on the streets, his hands and nail permanently tarnished, as well as his teeth covered in plaque and falling apart, from years of drug abuse and lack of cleanliness or medical care. Technically the image in itself is split into two sections, one a main body shot showing his clothing, scars. The other, a white page with a note saying ‘I’m Dave who the fuck are you? You need me 2 feel superior I need you 2 laugh at.’ Like most of the images in the book, it is black and white against a white background, this allows more emphasis to the tone, texture, line, light, and the balance of the composition. Goldberg hasn’t prepared this image at all, which is obvious: natural-on the street lighting is used, the image has in no way been staged and was most likely taken in the moment.
When discussing documentary photography I think one must also mention the photography movement which was Realism/Straight Photography. This is a concept of photography in which the reliance is on the camera’s technical ability to produce an image in sharp detail and without manipulation. Straight Photography images ‘depict the scene or subject as the camera sees it.’ These approaches to photography continue to define contemporary photographs, while being the foundation for many related movements, such as Documentary, Street photography and Photojournalism. Straight photography is often described as a ‘snapshot in time’ or a moment frozen in time, as it is a process and time based approach. ‘It represents immediacy, the passing of time as in history, or the freezing of time as in a snapshot. As Henri Cartier-Bresson once stated “we work in unison with movement as though it were a presentiment on the way in which life itself unfolds. But inside movement there is one moment in which the elements in motion are in balance.” This notion of the “decisive moment” defined much of the Straight photography of the mid-20th century. ‘ (The Art Story- Straight Photography Movement). This movement relates completely to my study on Goldberg’s work. There is a sense of realness and immediacy within every photo in RBW. One in particular which I find to be the most genuine and ‘in the moment’ is the image of 14 year old girl, pregnant with triplets eating out of a box of cheerios in an empty kitchen. Alongside a drawing from a notebook of her father supposedly having sex with her. If the question we are asking is: are we capturing reality? Then I think that the answer is clearly yes, however every person will always react or interpret an image differently. ‘Photography merely depicts bodily functions: sex not love, violence not hate.’ (Eric Margolis: ‘The Matter with Kids Today’:98) A person’s thoughts, feelings and experiences will most likely always manipulate their view of a photograph. At the end of the day, the girl is still just a child caught in a world where she will have to grow up quickly and Goldberg has captured this in one telling image.
Another Photographer who was criticized for his controversial career was filmmaker and photographer Larry Clark. 18 year-old Clark began his career photographing the daily lives of his friends. Over the next several years, he revisited the project that ultimately culminated in the 1971 publication of the book Tulsa. This iconic and controversial book sparked the beginning of the world-renowned photographer / filmmaker’s creative journey. These photographs launched both Clark’s career and a new style of photography ‘marked by equal parts intimacy and objectivity, treating shocking images of sex, violence, and drug use as ordinary occurrences alongside pictures of friendly parties and moments of solitary contemplation.'(Phil-brook Museum of Art: Larry Clark, Tulsa).
Similar to Goldberg, Clark seemed over his career to have a growing obsession for documenting the lives of teenagers, both photographers documented the lives of the teenagers in very similar ways, through black and white straight photography and immersing themselves in their subjects. This is an element which I tried to re-create in my own photography, although it is of course different as I am one with the group already: I know all the subjects well and my photos were in a sense planned, as in most occasions, I went out specifically to take the photos. Clark and I also have this in common, as he (in the making of Tulsa) was among those he was photographing, they were his everyday friends and it was his everyday life back then. Below are some of my own images and responses to the various photographers I have looked at throughout my personal investigation.
To conclude, Jim Goldberg and Larry Clark both effectively capture the lives and routines of teenagers living on the streets the 70s,80s and 90s in the US. Through their documentary photography showing sex, drug use, pregnancies and the abundance of drug use and poverty surrounding their lives. Their method of straight photography clearly shows this without any manipulation to the stories or images included and brings into discussion challenging aspects of the morals and ethics of representation in this genre of photography. Both photographers have been able to tell “their truth”, whilst carefully avoiding elevating the subjects to the status of folk-hero. Its seems that navigating these tricky waters can change the outcome of any photographers work, so that we end up with different versions of the same truth.
Lissy Elle is a self made photographer and art director living in Brooklyn, New York, and Los Angeles, California.
She grew up in rural Ontario, Canada, where her passion and interest for photography started emerging at age 12, spurred by an obsessive and uncontrollable fear that one day she would forget her entire life if as she weren’t to document it. Her body of work is often inspired by this compulsion to photograph, as well as by the vivid colours of early childhood, recurring dreams, there blurry way we see things when we are either too happy or too sad, and the soft hands of the high renaissance.
For me, Elle truly captures the idealistic perception of not wanting to grow up, and finding it hard to let go of familiar things and simply having to deal with change – regardless of wether the changes are positive or negative. Her images create compelling perceptions of nostalgia, almost as if she’s yearning for the emotions she felt in the times she’s documented. This is shown through dream like imagery she creates, using warm, muted colours mixed with pastel palettes and incorporating surrealist elements into her works.
As a further investigation into the low cost housing market in Jersey I felt as though viewing the housing estate provided by Andium homes was an important part of this as their main mission is to help struggling families in Jersey to rent and purchase homes. It was extremely import to me to shed a light on these homes as they are typically associated with the lower income classes of Jersey, bringing with it many stereotypes about the sort of people who live in these homes. I wanted to display the cookie cutter type stylistic design of these homes, their simplicity meaning they are cheap and easy to build, despite their uninspiring facade, a lot of these homes still go for upwards of £400,000. I was also able to look inside of these homes and witness how little you can get for your money when it comes to the Jersey housing market.
SUCSESSFUL OUTCOMES:
As a major aspect of my project is to retain the privacy of various people that live on these estates, I decided to only capture images of homes which were unoccupied and therefore did not posses peoples personal belongings. I was able to enter these homes and witness the bare bones of the home and the sort of conditions which they were in to begin with. The most interesting part of these photos are the continuity and pattern of the homes, all being in a continuous manner.
IMAGE ANALYSIS:
After adding a variety of post production editing to these images, I was able to produce a somewhat retro looking image which showcases a film style photo. Upon first glance, the entire estate was drab and uninviting. The streets lined with homes comparable to the mass housing style of post soviet 1990’s Russia, with the cubist style architecture and close living quarters. It was undeniable that a lot of these homes are the epitome of social housing troubles, coming with them the notion that the next generation of drug abusing, gang related youth would be spawned from them, “home sweet home” being the last description coming to my head, yet none the less it is a safe heaven for those in need. The terraced style arrangement of these homes means that there is an ever lasting repetition from the first house to the next, very little privacy is to be expected by living here. Much like the outside, there was again the cookie cutter style home on the inside, zero character or stylistic integrity to be held with it, simply the cheapest and simplest methods of building a home have been applied. Rooms have been sized to the smallest possible fraction before they could be named a cupboard, most likely leading to over crowding to any family deciding to reside here . All in all this description seems harsh and unfair for these homes which at first glance, apart from the lack of character and structural integrity, seem to have nothing wrong with them, yet taking into account the £425,000 price tag into account, the story shifts quickly. Value versus product far outweighs what money can get you, and even a public government agency is unable to truly provide affordable housing for the large variety of people that call Jersey home. As a stylistic extension from the start of my project I have continued with the film style imagery which I have produced, and even within this context it fits in well stylistically and metaphorically as these homes are comparable to housing estates from post war Britain.
ADDING GRAIN EFFECT ON DIGITAL IMAGES:
When zooming in and inspecting these images, I have added a very apparent noise filter to these images in order to get rid of the crisp and sharp nature of the digital images. Film images are also typically very warm toned, being saturated with reds, oranges and yellows and therefore I did the same with my imagery. Adding a gradient map which encompasses these colors. It was also important to add relevant contrast and highlight within these photos as film images typically look fairly washed in brighter weather conditions, and extremely dramatic in darker ones. The combination of these two factors means that these images are fairly similar to the results of normal film images.
How do Nan Goldin and David Kirscher’s photographs represent the concept of Love?
“A lot of people seem to think that art or photography is about the way things look, or the surface of things. That’s not what it’s about for me. It’s really about relationships and feelings… It’s really hard for me to do commercial work because people kind of want me to do ‘Nan Goldin’. They don’t understand that it’s not about a style or a look or a setup. It’s about emotional obsession and empathy.” – Nan Goldin (1)
My intention for my personal study is to show the pejorative and ameliorative sides of a romantic relationship. I am going to investigate what a ‘healthy relationship’ and an ‘unhealthy relationship’ is as I want to show the contrast of the two. I also want to investigate the intimacy of young love and show the difference of different relationships within my friendship group. Another idea that I want to investigate is the relationship between myself and my boyfriend, as I have never looked at myself and used me as a subject
This area of work interests me as I am in a relationship myself and would like to show people what my relationship is like. I would also like to show other relationships as every romantic relationship is special and different. I want to challenge the idea of teenagers thinking love is ‘weird’ or ‘strange’ as I have seen this myself amongst my peer group. Especially in Britain, we do not like to talk about the subject of death, love and intimacy, but I wish to talk about this and convey this in my essay and my photographs.
I am going to experiment my camera skills by using the manual mode setting and aperture mode on my canon 1300D camera to capture my images for my photo book. I am going to be using ISO, white balance and shutter speed to experiment with how the photos are going to look. In light room, I will be experimenting with different presets such as ‘Colour’, ‘Creative’, ‘Grain’ and ‘Sharpening’. I will also be experimenting with photo shop to edit skin complexion and other things that I can edit out of the photos. Additionally, I will be experimenting with ICM (Initial Camera Movement) to achieve a blurry and distorted image and to make the image abstract and unique.
The photographers that I would like to analyse are Nan Goldin and David Kirscher. I am analysing these photographers because they both work with the ideas of love and intimacy Goldin’s work portrays a more pejorative view of relationships as she tackles abuse from her boyfriend and shows the life of the LGBT community in the 80s and the prejudice they suffered. Whereas, Kirscher’s work portrays a more ameliorative view of relationships as he follows couples around different cities and photographs their intimate moments such as cuddling in bed and lounging around the house.
Goldin is a contemporary American photographer known for her gritty, intimate and chaotic images of friends, lovers, and herself in the Boston queer and party scenes of the time. Goldin has helped the public to understand that universal human experiences of desire, love, violence, and death are shared between all of us, and to create understanding between mainstream and sub cultural societies. She was very influenced by cinéma verité and was no doubt aware of the work of American photographer Larry Clark.
Larry Clark
Goldin took up photography about 1971 and her first published works (1973) were black-and-white images of transsexuals and transgender individuals. In 1974, she began to study art at the School of the Museum of Fine Arts, Boston, where she embarked on an enormous portrait of her life, making hundreds of colour transparencies of herself and her friends lying or sitting in bed, engaged in sexual play, recovering from physical violence against them, or injecting themselves with drugs.
Kirscher is a photographer based out of Paris and Madrid. His work is very diverse ranging from fashion and editorial work with models to even just photographing his friends in different situations. His passion for photography started when he was 15. Whether he is shooting with professional models and artificial light or with friends and natural light, he says “the bottom line is always the same: how to tell a story with pictures”. Kircher (2) He says he likes to play with the boundary between fiction and reality. He likes to photograph travels, parties, love scenes, black and white or colour photography, mostly analog, but also digital.
Realism is a 19th-century art movement, particularly strong in France, which rebelled against traditional historical, mythological and religious subjects and instead depicted scenes from life. The movement began in the 1830s and 40s and photographers and viewers of photography marvelled at photography’s ability to capture an imprint of nature. Louis-Jacques Mandé Daguerre (1787-1851) and William Henry Fox Talbot (1800-1877), both suggested that it is a medium that allows nature to represent itself, seemingly without the intervention of the artist. Photography’s ability to depict people, objects and places realistically made it suitable for trying to record and document scientific discoveries and foreign places. From the early 20th century, photographs were regularly published in newspapers as part of the representation of local and national events. The main concept that Realism photographers tried to show were taking photographs which in stark contrast with Pictorialism, and shows real life. They moved away from trying to make photographs look like paintings and focusing on detail, shapes and images. Realism captures real life society and changes the public’s opinion. This then influenced the movement of photojournalism and documentary establishing them as recognised genres.
Lewis Hine‘s 1908 collection of photos for the National Child Labor Committee
Nan Goldin:
Nan and Brian in Bed, New York City. 1983.
Since the 1980s Goldin has changed the nature of art and documentary photography. By taking her camera everywhere she goes and shooting intimate photographs of otherwise invisible, underground moments in her community, she has turned photography of everyday people, of parties, of sexual moments, and private events into something important to explore as an artist. The Ballad of Sexual Dependency is a deeply personal narrative which portrays the artists’ life events. This project was formed out of the artist’s own experiences around Boston, New York, Berlin, and elsewhere in the late 1970s, 1980s. Within the project, she includes photographs of herself, her friends, her lovers and other close relatives in intimate moments of love and loss. These people experience ecstasy and pain through sex and drug use. They rejoice at dance clubs and bond with their children at home and they suffer from domestic violence and the ravages of AIDS. Goldin states “The Ballad of Sexual Dependency is the diary I let people read. The diary is my form of control over my life. It allows me to obsessively record every detail. It enables me to remember.” Goldin (3) In later work she expands her interest in desire, violence, and shows viewers that these interests have always been important to us, whilst also unsettling the languages of desire in paintings by male artists, through her own complex visions of sexuality, gender, and intimacy. The photo above depicts a dark scene of Goldin and her boyfriend after an argument. The tone of the photo shows how severe the conversation was as the image is dim and gloomy, again depicting the severity of their interaction. The fact that “Brian” is looking away from Goldin shows that there is tension between the couple and that he is obviously angry or upset at Nan. Additionally, this image conveys the abusive nature and environment that Nan was in at the time. A quote that portrays her ideology of relationships, ” I often fear that men and women are irrevocably strangers to each other, irreconcilably unsuited, almost as if they were from different planets. But there is an intense need for coupling in spite of it all. Even if relationships are destructive, people cling together. It’s a biochemical reaction … love can be an addiction. I have a strong desire to be independent, but at the same time a craving for the intensity that comes from independence. The tension this creates seems to be a universal problem: the struggle between autonomy and dependency. ” Goldin (4). Also, Goldin looking at Brian shows that even though they had a heated argument, she was still feeling love and fearful emotions towards him. This photo also shows the negative side of relationships and how dark and emotionally painful they can become.
David Kirscher is a photographer based in Paris and Madrid whose work is mainly surrounded by intimacy and emotions. Kirscher works on the assumption that if a picture doesn’t make him feel any emotion, it won’t to anybody. Kirscher also says to create a safe space for his models, communication is the key. Kirscher always explains what he’s doing, and tries to go step by step, and never forces anybody to do anything. When working with couples his main idea that he wants to portray is “definitely intimacy”. Kirscher (5). Kirscher states that he projects his imagery by writing every day, writing ideas, phrases, watching a lot of movies, going to the theater, gossiping on Instagram, going out, listening to music, etc. When he prepares a photo shoot, he takes that mass of information to create visual environments and images. He says that his intention is not to stimulate anyone’s sexual desire and what interests him is to provoke reactions from his viewers. A quote that hones in the ideas that David shows what I would like to present in my photographs is, “I honestly think that love is what we are here for. Not to accumulate more and more belongings, running from one meeting to another, to spend hours in a traffic jam to get to work, first to throw things away just to buy new ones, at the expense of us all, nature, people, animals, the earth. Our home. I honestly think that we are here to love. One person. Many people. The nature. The earth. Our home.” Kirscher (6). The photo above shares an intimate moment with the lovers Mateusz and Giulia. “This set is about heat, longing and trustful love…” Kirscher (7). The light nature of this photo portrays a positive scene and shows the love and relationship between two individuals. It also conveys a sense of trust and loyalty as the two models are holding one another and are close to each other, which also shows intimacy. Additionally, Giulia is smiling at Mateusz which shows her affection towards him and her love for him.
To conclude, I think that both artists show love and intimacy differently, one pejorative and one ameliorative. The contrast between the two are very present and by showing this contrast, I can display the different types of relationships people have. Even though both artists take very different approaches at technique and the overall aesthetic of their images, they still both have the main idea of intimacy. Additionally, both artists display a level of passion in their images, which also greatly inspired me to be more passionate and personal with my own work. Nan Goldin’s eerie and ominous approach really helped me take photos that were more dark and gloomy, portraying a more negative feel to the photos. David Kirscher’s caring and loving approach helped me take more luminous and light photos, portraying a more positive feel to my images. I think I was able to successfully present the ideas I had for my photo book in this project as these artists really inspired me to go out of my comfort zone. Furthermore, by experimenting with my photo shoots I was able to figure out if I wanted to do just me and my boyfriend or other relationships, and I settled with photos of me and my boyfriend. Lastly, I am very satisfied with the outcome of this project and the overall aesthetic of the images I produced and how the layout looks for my photo book.
This is one of my favourite images from my first photo shoot as I think it captures the idea of young love and intimacy perfectly. I think by having Jack and I staring at the camera, it makes the photo more intense and personal as it is including the viewer of the photo as well as me and Jack. Moreover, I think this photo portrays an ominous feeling, similar to Goldin’s photos. This image is quite dark and melancholy as neither of us are smiling, just staring straight at the camera with a blank expression. This could be interpreted in many ways by the viewers of the image, which makes them think more about the idea behind the photo. Furthermore, I am placing my head on Jack’s shoulder, which shows my trust towards him. Both of us are also in our underwear, which further conveys our comfortableness around each other as we are not afraid of how we look to the other person. This photo is at the end of my photo book as I think for the narrative, it looked aesthetically the best. Additionally, I have interpreted the concept of love by showing both sides of ‘love’, good and bad. Not every relationship is perfect and there won’t always be happy times, but, as a couple there must be trust and you should communicate with each other. I wanted this ideology to be shown in my images and I think I have successfully illustrated this in my work. I think my work was quite similar to both Goldin’s and Kirscher’s work as they were my main inspirations for this project. I really enjoyed their very intense and passionate work and that really aided me with experimenting with self portrait and work including my boyfriend.
