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3rd essay draft

How do Diana Markosian and Rita Puig-Serra Costa express the notion of family history and relationships in their work?

"If manipulation is the first thing someone thinks of in connection to photography, what does that say about the value of the photograph as a reflection of reality?" (Bright and Van Erp 2019:17) 
The notion of family is a subject that has been thoroughly explored by photographers such as Rita Puig-serra Costa and Diana Markosian. My personal study is focused on my family's history; more specifically the story of both my parents and important events in their life which lead to me being where I am today. I have chosen to analyze Markosian because her project "Inventing My Father" contrasts directly with Costa's study "Where Mimosa Bloom" which I will also be referring to throughout this essay. I like the way Markosian explores the absence of her father in her life in such a personal and raw way. In her project she explores the absence of her father, which eventually leads to a reunion which she captured through images. The photographs along with the context she provides into her life, makes this project very interesting. Equally, I think the way Costa explores her family through the use of archival images and objects was very effective as it really conveyed a sense of love and importance of family.I specifically loved how her entire project was an homage to her mother as it further shows how fond she is of her family when paired with carefully photographed objects, a thoughtfully taken portraits. These two photographers were particularly interesting to me as I felt I could personally relate to both bodies of work. Due to my portuguese heritage, family is a of great importance to me and is valued highly in my family’s culture. However, my parents choosing to separate also led to the lack of a parental figure in my life which will be included in the narrative I intend to tell. In this essay I will be discussing the notion of family and relationships, loss and hope in the works of both these artists.
Realism is the concept of capturing things in their natural element. This genre of photography is most useful when trying to capture something such as family history, as documentary photography allows us to be able to see someone's real life situation through a photograph. Photographers such as Dorothea Lange and Paul Strand focused on documenting the effects of urbanization and industrialization on working class Americans. This was something very prominent at the time of this movement, as the great depression in 1929 left a lot of people struggling. We now see this type of photography as realism. I feel as if this movement fits in well with my personal study as it recognizes the importance of capturing raw, documentary style images which I think is important when exploring something as personal as a family’s history, especially when it involves immigration and the struggle surrounding that journey. Images of this sort are characterized by having a wide depth of field and having sharp focus which contradicts the pictorialist style. The movement away from creating a painterly aesthetic ultimately opened the door to a more forensic approach but also one that is open to distortion, manipulation and the notion of narrative. This will ultimately depend on the agenda of the artist, their integrity and skill in delivering a message, story or sequence of events.
Markosian’s “personal exploration” (Fiona Mackdonald 2019) can be seen as a  non-traditional method of exploring the family concept. Instead of portraying a sense of happiness and love, which is typically associated with family relationships, Markosian chooses a more raw and honest approach highlighting how she grew up without her father figure and turning that into the foundation that her project is built upon. I believe this makes her work stand out amongst other artists exploring this same theme, since “the camera is an instrument of evidence” (John Tagg:1988) a certain truthfulness radiates from her images which goes against the dominating stereotype that every family is perfect, leading to more contemporary outputs that appeal to modern day people. This view is put across quite skillfully and subtly through the use of black and white images which puts forward a sense of emptiness since the monotone theme is often associated with despair. This means that the audience will be able to feel a sense of coldness and the lack of emotion, while also simultaneously feeling a surge of emotion through the scenes and objects depicted in the images leading to an interesting contrast that is highly effective throughout her work. The use of archival imagery is complementary to Markosian’s photography since by itself it would usually portray a sense of happiness, however with the context, it is instead replaced with a slight sense of resentment, especially the archival image showing her dad cut out

Resultado de imagen de diana markosian photography
I believe the image above to be one of Markosian's best not just due to its impeccable technicality, but also because it is rich in context. This image shows a suitcase belonging to her father containing things such as undelivered letters, newspaper clippings, and a shirt he was saving for her brother’s wedding. This image is in black and white making it more emotionally detached yet since the objects are sentimental it creates an interesting juxtaposition, as it shows the photographer is conflicted over her feelings.I believe Diana Markosian represents a modern wave of photography where beauty can be found in imperfections, and still appreciated.
“where mimosa bloom” by Costa takes the completely opposite approach into the exploration of family culture. It becomes obvious that the entire project is very thoughtful and the audience can almost feel an overpowering sense of the love Costa has for her family. Although Costa focuses on the positiveness of relationships with family, I believe it is the underlying theme of her mother’s death which makes her work particularly stand out as she alludes to it in a respectful way, while also exploring important people, objects and places that play a significant role in her relationship with her mum making her work more original. This notion is put across carefully through many aspects such as a light colour scheme throughout the book conveying a sense of delicacy through pastel shades and also the metaphorical link to mimosa, a tree that blooms bright, yellow flowers in Spring, in Barcelona, where Costa is from.
This image is one which perhaps conducts the most emotion. In this double page spread we see Costa clutching a premature bird in her hand. Costa said,  “When she died, I felt like a bird whose mother had abandoned the nest. I had to learn how to fly on my own,”. The context in combination with the image show a real sense of vulnerability, shown through the bird,  that Costa is feeling in relation to not having her mother anymore. I think that using the bird as a medium for her own feelings, further shows how much thought and care was taken into each image as this has deep metaphorical value. I think that Rita's work is a more traditional way of portraying family as she utilises portraiture and archival objects in a positive way. I believe Rita Puig-Serra's work represents positive sentiments towards relationships giving a romantic representation of a typical family unit.This book exudes closeness and sentimentality, a kind of poetic bond between her relatives. However, it has been said “photography is a system of visual editing” (John Szarkowski:1976), which suggests that some work may be refined and tailored in order to portray perfectionism.
To conclude, both Markosian and Costa have created very emotional pieces of work based on their own personal family stories and journeys. Although we do get a sense of love from Markosian's work, I believe this sentiment is often fighting against a feeling of hatred and resentment towards her father, whereas we purely get the feeling of love and closeness from Costa's photo book with hint of sadness due to the loss of her mother. Costa's photo book contains a very unique color palette containing light, delicate, pastel colors which is expected as her images are delicately framed and excrete fondness towards her family. On the other hand, Markosian's body of work contains a lot of black and white images which shows that there is a lot of distance between her and the subject, yet all the things she photographs are of rich sentimental meaning to her. Both photographers also make use of archival images and objects, Costa utilises this to show a deep connection to her mother whereas due to the nature of Markosian's work, her archival objects are used to show her father as being someone she is detached from.

Bibliography:

Bright, S. and Van Erp, H.(2019). Photography Decoded. London: octopus Publishing House

Mackdonald, Fiona (2019).Diana Markosian: A father cut out of a family album”. BBC culture

Szarkowski, John (1976), William Eggleston’s Guide. New York & Cambridge, MA: The Museum of Modern Art & The MIT Press

Tagg, John (1988). The Burden of Representation. Basingstoke and New York: Palgrave Macmillan

Francesca Woodman Shoot #2:

Shoot #1: Click Here.

Final Edit.

Over all Context/Concept:

Like Francesca Woodman, I took all my images as self-portraits. This was partly out of convenience, but also to give my images a more personal feel to them. Mental illness is a very individual thing in the sense that everyone experiences it slightly differently. I felt that self- portraits would be a good way to show this. I wanted my images to show a certain ‘madness,’ while also showing the severity of a mental illness such as depression. I want people to see how unpredictable mental illness can make you, which is why the images show a clear darkness, but some also show me having ‘fun.’

Similarly to Woodman, I wanted to show the lack of identity that is often felt by those who suffer from depression, myself included. I remember feeling like I just blended in with everyone else and while people heard me they never really listened. This led to my decision to imitate Woodman by using long exposure times to blur any movements I made whilst in front of the camera. This often gave me a ghostly look that frequently blurred my features, such as my face, resulting in the somewhat removal of my true identity.

Technical:

To capture the images I used a long exposure time of 2 seconds. I set my camera to capture 9 images with 2 seconds between each one.

During editing, I wanted to give my images a ghost-like look. To do this I adjusted to exposure to as high as I could and adjusted the blacks and shadows to make them stand out more and look more harsh. Finally, I made the images black and white. This was again to mimic Woodman’s work, but to also add to the darker tone of the images.

Image One:

Context/Concept:

The key feature of this image is the belt wrapped around my wrists. This is to symbolise feeling trapped or imprisoned. More personally it relates to the phrase, ‘my hands are tied.’ This means that a person is unable to act freely due to being restricted by a rule or law. While I was not restricted in this way, I felt that I couldn’t do certain things because my anxiety told me that I couldn’t. I felt that I couldn’t get better because I didn’t know how or felt that I didn’t deserve to. Similarly, I was also exhausted all of time due to lack of sleep which often prevented me from focusing on my school work. This was something that I felt I had no control over.

Visual:

This image is a self portrait in which my face is obscured by my raised hands. This reflects a behaviour often displayed when a person is experiencing an intense emotion. Socially, this behaviour could be to try and cover up the emotion as it can make other people uncomfortable. This is what I wanted to show here. Mental illness is still a somewhat taboo subject and it is undesirable to express the negative emotions that come with it. I remember feeling like I couldn’t talk about it and I had always tried to hind when I’d been upset.

Image Two:

Context/Concept:

This image was about escaping. It represents both trying to escape from my negative feelings and making it out the other side the whole thing.

Visual:

In this image I can be seen trying to climb out of a large picture frame. The frame represents a cage that I felt I was trapped in. Overall, the images shows that I am finally escaping that cage. My face is also blurred in this image. Rather than suggesting a lack of identity, this shows a change in identity suggesting that came out the other side as a different person.

Research

http://theoccupationdetectives.com/Jersey/Jersey%20Artillery%20Batteries/Batterie%20Lothringen/

This website has lists of weaponary used within Batterie Lothringen. This could be useful for anotating my book and showing the importance of the bunkers at Batterie Lothringen during the occupation. These weapons were mostly used to take down planes during the war. Information about the command bunker is also shown. Mostly shows the information of things such as location rather than historical information.

https://www.jerseybunkertours.com/3d-bunker-scans

This website has scans of the inside of lots of bunkers within Jersey. I may be able to use these within my photo book to show what they were used for and what they look like more closely.

Archival images 2

For my second shoot on this project based around my parents divorce I continued to explore archival images and have found some images of them together. I also decided to gather the court order papers and gather a couple images from the hard evidence that they are not together anymore. In some of those images I managed to find dates that explicitly say when it was filled and dates that show how long the process was. Additionally, I found gifts that my dad gave my mum when they got married at the civil partner ship in Madeira, with these I found images of their first home together and the place which I called home before moving to Jersey.

Because my parents were together for the best part around 15 years a lot happened during their marriage. Like for example the gifting. The rings above are the rings my dad gave my mum as part of a tradition in Madeira where sometimes people gift gold for special occasions. I chose to photograph this as it will always be something she has as a gift from my dad.

NEXT:

For the next shoot I am going to continue to gather images from the times they were together and images of me and my dad. The reason I am going to do this is because i live with my mum me and my dad aren’t as close anymore and I wanted to create that element of absence through these images.

I am also gather images of my dads side of the family like his new girlfriend and my nearly one year old little brother. This is because I want to incorporate them into my personal study because although I might not see them as much they’re still family. As I am from Madeira and we have quite a few celebrations and traditions I am going to take a similar idea like Diana Markosian and experiment knitting and binding together my book by hand or have a couple of pages being bonded together with maybe notes or anything meaningful to when my parents were together.

EXPERIMENT: 2

This is the image in full. I have also edited it in photoshop into black and white to add the idea of an olden day image. Although this image was most likely taken in the years of 2002-2006 before my younger brother was born I wanted to include it and play around with it as their both quite happy in this picture. In the example above that I have cropped it and split it into half which I think adds the element of separation I am looking for. The white line in the middle is actually a set out from the blog but I like how it sits perfectly in the centre.
After having cropped his face out of the image to show “absences” I decided I didn’t really like the idea of not being able to see his face. Therefore I am going o experiment using the blur tool and see if It makes a difference. Another thing I didn’t really like was how it cropped and changed to white. I think because his face looks white its too striking and draws attention away from the main focus of the image which is my mum. However, I did like how it adds an element of curiosity and it makes the viewer want to know what he looks like.

I have also began using the snipping tool and began experimenting cutting out my dad’s face in some old archive photos. However, after having experimented with one I decided that I’m probably not going to do a lot of these examples as I don’t want my project to become one sided. Although I am focusing on my parents divorce as I live with my mum I want more of my project to focus on her. I’m going to do that by using some old archive photos and I am going to gather images of her from now.

For my next couple of experiments I have decided to gather more images of them together and create quite a blurry effect over a few examples.

Blurred all the images slightly to create a sense of confusion ,absence and tiredness.

The inspiration of cutting out someones face came from Diana Markoisan’s work. I also experimented using the blur too and the sharpening tool to give another effect on the image.

Planning my Photo shoot

For this photo shoot, I am going to take photos of people who are close to me (friends and family), and have them do specific things in which I can alter them to show how I represent mental health.

An original idea I had was to write words which are a typical response when people are asked ‘how are you?’ or ‘how are you feeling?’. So on their hands I wrote ‘I’m OK’. I feel like this is powerful as it has a connection to mental health, due to being used so much when talking about opening up.

The reason I used their hands as a canvas for my writing as they are easy to maneuver to create more emotive movements and expressions. I have ideas to write them on the fingers and have my model make fists and point them towards the camera in front of him. The other idea I had was to write again on the fingers but this time in a way so that they could be seen when he has his head resting in his hands, or his hands covering his face.

I decided that this photo shoot would be best in a studio as I could adjust the lighting and set up the camera stationary to get the best possible shots of the models.

Photobook Design Progress

This is my layout of my photobook so far, including my 6 shoots. I have left blank pages for my quotes and essay, as well as aesthetic. I am planning on printing the colour images in the glossy printer and sticking them on with tape. Some of my images aren’t central others are, I went for this un-repetitive structure as it mirrors the period of time where I was going through constant change.

Image Analysis

Image 1

This image by Leif Sandberg is part of a series of images in one of Sandberg’s books called “Beyond The Mirror“. Sandberg has stated in the past that his inspiration for starting photography was due to a cancer scare, which had several lasting effects on his mental health. Many of his images in this series revolve around anxiety, panic attacks, depression and the omnipresent nature of death. The Image I have chosen represents not only Sandberg’s style, but also the conceptual themes and ideas mentioned previously which are common throughout his catalog of many images. The image uses several photographic techniques, combining multiple exposures and a slow shutter speed to create a ghost like appearance.

This is also a way to help show show the intangible nature of emotion and this image definitely shows all of the emotions that Sandberg says he wants to portray. Sandberg’s use of shadows and shading helps to make the subject more anonymous (which was most likely an intentional decision by Sandberg), and not only opens it up for interpretation to the reader, but also adds to the idea of aging and the thoughts that surround it, making the subject look decayed and rotting. This can be linked directly to the Vanitas still-life paintings of the 17th century, especially in the way it tackles the somewhat taboo topic of death.

Sandberg’s images feature heavy elements of surrealism (which is connected to the forward thinking avant-garde movement), as they try to explore ideas around the mind and emotions which cannot be traditionally photographed, but rather must be represented in other ways such as through objects and concepts. Sandberg’s image could be interpreted as a representation of death itself, and how his cancer scare made him come “face to face” with it.

Image 2

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This image is taken from Sandberg’s first book “Ending” which focuses more on the emotions surrounding life before death, instead of the more abstract concepts which feature in his second book “Beyond The Mirror“. This means that his images from this series are much more grounded in reality. Despite this, Sandberg still creates emotions and feelings which cannot be traditionally photographed. This photo contrasts the previous image as it is much more personal than the first picture as it focuses on Sandberg’s own mental state, rather than exploring concepts in a specifically abstract way.

This image feels more personal than the previous photos, as you can fairly clearly identify the man in the photo as Sandberg, where as the other image is up for more interpretation and encourages people to think and question themselves, rather than view the images as Sandberg’s personal experience. Location also grounds this photo in reality, as opposed to the indeterminable blackness of the first image. This helps create a sense realism which is missing from the other photo, and which can be described as completely surrealist, however despite having surrealist elements, it is clear to see how this image is meant to be a retelling of events from Sandberg’s life, or perhaps more accurately, feelings from his life.