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Planning for my final photo-book: Laporello in the style of Lina Hashian and Ed Templeton

Project Specification:

I am going to be creating a Leporello in the style of Lina Hashian and Ed Templeton, to show the dual sides of love from a contemporary and not contemporary perspective. This will include other material such as photographs from my family archive, as well as images I have kept of my friends over tine. I feel this aspect can help level out the narratives presented on this leporello and can depict certain  stories that people can relate to or empathise with.

Specification statement and algorithm:

to use Appropriation as a source of manifesting profiles of people usually perceived and associated on Social Media against those considered ‘normal‘ ways of courting love.

Final Images for my Photo-book (Traditional)

These are my final images for the traditional side of my Leporello:

Mum and Dad

The first series I have selected are my family archival photographs. I felt using these was a really important aspect as my project as a reader can follow the journey of their relationship just by giving them a selection of photographs. The first two images inspired me as I felt this could be a good comparison towards the works of KesslesKrammer’sUSEFUL PHOTOGRAPHY 010“. Krammer’s ongoing use of typology has inspired me as repetition is an ongoing theme. With this in mind this is why I have included two images of the wedding cake of my mum and just by itself as I think during a wedding, the cake is one of the most notorious features in a traditional marriage.

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The image of my parents above I thought was important as it makes it clear what the celebration is really about. However, I think this image also poses an important argument that even though finding love is alternative in contemporary society, the celebration of your wedding has pretty much always stayed the same.

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In the style of Ed Templeton, I have included material such as this envelope to make the reader get a more personal response to this project. This letter was written to my mother when she was very young, and indicates the time and the place of production  and destination. I felt this was an important feature in order for the reader to feel a sense of background within my family, therefore empathising with the images more easily.

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This image which I have captured is a contemporary representation of how my parents are still in a very happy relationship. I want the reader to understand my parents relationship like a story and how it unfolds over time. This is why I have captured an image so recently in order for this narrative to progress.

Nanny and Pops

For my investigation on my grandparents, I have used various recourses in the style of Ed Templeton, in order for the reader to get a better sense of context, and how important it is and has been influenced upon my grandparents.

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This image shows the poster our family used during the celebrations of my grandparents diamond wedding anniversary. I felt this aspect was extremely important in a way in which it allows people to get a sense of how long they have been together. The reader, this way, can step back and compare this with contemporary relationships, as 60 years ago was a very different era and time surrounding an allot more diverse and social culture; such as, World War ll.

 

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In conjunction with the images I had used before of my mum and dad, I felt using this photograph alongside the others was important as it can be used as a follow on to KesslesKrammer’sUSEFUL PHOTOGRAPHY 010“. This way, the reader can almost see my leporello as a small typology, as I will fit the images in a grid like form in order to replicate the works of Krammer and how significant it can be.

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Including images of my grandparent’s wedding day is also a good way of showing parallels between my parents, as this tradition is shown to have been ‘passed‘ on through generations. Below is also an example of a contemporary photograph of my Nanny as well as my Pops, in order to show how they are very much together. Even though I have captured them in two different frames, I feel like the narrative has flowed by incorporating previously the archival material that I’ve extracted.

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Below shows how I have incorporated images that I have screen-shotted from google maps, in order for the reader to locate and trace back memories just by single images. Alike what I did with my parents, the uses of letters and other sources of material transgress the boundaries of how events over time have seriously effected the relationship of my grandparents, in this case however, for the better. With the deportation of my Grandfather to Bad Wurzach, and my Grandmother remaining in Jersey, this liberation post war shows how their relationship can be too, using these sources of material as a metaphor for how love is ‘united’. This can also be empathised with the works of Templeton, as I’ve used various mediums in order to narrative this passage of time.

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Paula

My final reference which I have used for the ‘Traditional‘ side of love is my family friend, Paula.  I though it would be nice to get an alternative outlook on relationships that I am not aware of as much, like my grandparents and my parents. Because of Paula’s Portuguese   heritage, this dis-farmilularality made me interested into how her relationship with her husband, Joseph, may differ to ours. This in itself, can create a dual between the differentiation of languages and culture, as well as comparing contemporary with the non.

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My archival research for Paula was me extracting an image of Paula and Joseph, taken about twenty years ago. This vague and delicate aspect can drive the reader to interpret it for themselves, almost in the style of Lina Hashian.

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Final Non-Traditonal Pictures

For my final images for the Non-Traditional side of love, for all the images I have included my edit of the ‘Tinder‘ frame. I felt this was  a good way to get a modern perspective on how Love in influenced by social media, and in particularly mobile apps and website like Tinder which promote the act of Online Dating.

William

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This images shows how I have endorsed the image of William into the Tinder Frame. Using only once image per person, I thought this image was most dominating out of the series I took of will because of the overly vibrant, red colour. This aspect can relate to love in a way which overpowers the readers eyes, allowing them to empathise with how the colour of ‘red’ can relate to love.

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I have included these portraits of William also, in order for the reader to get a closer, more in-depth insight of his interests and hobbies. These images promote a more realistic side to his character, juxtaposing with the Tinder frame and comparing with the Traditional side of love.

Holly

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This is the image of Holly in the Tinder frame. I felt this image I have used is the most strong as it is a full body shot. This image can be seen as truthful as every aspect of Holly is included in this image.

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I have also included this image (pictured above) to show Holly’s natural setting. I feel this image contributes importantly to the images flow and journey as the reader gets a closer insight into how Holly is as a person, and how her personality can therefore be interpreted. Below shows a set of images that I have extracted from my own archive. Taken at Reading Festival in 2015, I thought these images juxtapose with the ones previous. This continuously follows the theme of duality, and how this can be metaphorically symbolised throughout my project.

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Alex

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This is the most prominent image of my boyfriend, Alex, whom I captured in order to make my project feel more personal. This image which i have super-imposed into the Tinder frame describes him as himself – in a realistic perspective. The setting around him suggests how he is alike a typical and stereotypical teenager which is something I wish to establish, especially with the comparison with other images in order to maintain a rounded and realistic perspective.

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Above are some of the images which I have extracted from my own personal Archive. Taken also at Reading Festival 2015, I wanted to show how Alex’s personality is well rounded. Depicted as someone who is quite timid and shy, to someone who is fun can show that on Tinder profiles, depictions are most usually false.

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Myself

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Using a blank tinder frame which i will eventually overlap using assotate, and draw on top of it masking its true identity. Because I don’t actually have a Tinder account, I feel like I am manipulating truth by creating my own fake profile, twisting reality as it wouldn’t happen in a real life situation. This is all a response to the MTV TV Show: Catfish
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This image shows the overlapping of what my blank Tinder frae will look like on my leporello. I feel this is interesting at the viewer starts to question what the situation is. This could be a response to Lina Hashian as the reader is left to interpret the narrative for themselves.

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This is my cousin Will’s picture which has been imposed into the Tinder Frame. I feel this image is different to one you’d typically see on an online dating forum which is why i thought it would be significant to use.

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Including aspects of Will like his shoes can give response to Ed Templeton, as he has influenced me to show a different side to a character by objectifying certain things.

Freddie

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This is my final image of Freddie amidst the Tinder Frame. I Like this image of Freddie as I feel this represents his character. By including his setting, his clothing and his stance, I feel this representation is valid and is truthful, if it was to be used on an online dating Forum.

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These images above which I have taken recently I feel represents Freddie’s character further, as it shows his interests in a clearer light. The photographs of his music equipment and the images of him smoking, shows to the reader a more realistic approach to just one single image. This is because Freddie’s picture in the Tinder frame presents him as quite a smart and well-ordered person. So I feel like I’m questioning the truth of Freddie by showing him realistically through photographs.

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These images above show my use of archival material. I have references images I feel reflect Freddie’s personality, yet as well including images that me and Freddie are featured. This makes my project more personal to me with the hope people will then empathise with it.

Emma

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This is my friend Emma’s picture which I have put in a Tinder frame. I felt this image reflected Emma realistically and shows her interests and personality.

Creating my own fake Tinder profile

As I don’t own a Tinder account, I thought it would be an interesting idea to manipulate truth by creating my own profile in order for me to delve into this world of Online Dating. Prior to this creation, I have done some research and have looked at both sides of the online dating world, from adaptations of TV Programmes to Documentaries all centralising the apps attractive and addictive features.

My Interpretations of ‘Creating’ a new and realistic Profile

For my own interpretations, I have drawn over a blank tinder frame and profile in order to ‘create‘ my own interpretation. I have written on top of images like the style of Ed Templeton, to allow the reader to understand a narrative in a more clear and flowing way.

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This is what the Tinder blank background looks like. By drawing over this, I feel I am creating my own truth by making what seems realistic false but at the same time truthful because of what I am stating. This concept acts as a metaphor within itself as the reader is drawn into questioning what ‘real’ love is.
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In this frame, I have drawn over a fact in order to represent a photograph of someone. Around the image I have used quotes such as “Beauty is everything on here”. I feel this blank portrait could remise to how a person’s personality is not shown vividly throughout the Tinder algorithms as the first thing a person see’s is their profile image.
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On this frame I have written only text. I have included quotes like “Just because I’m smiling doesn’t mean I’m constantly happy” and “A vortex of perception” as I feel this contradicts the way Tinder users are forced into only including four images of themselves. This narrowing of choice dis-broadens the way in which people see that person, instantly labelling them as a ‘type’ to decide whether they approve of them in a quick and efficient way.
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In this frame I have included outlines of two people. Because many Tinder users include images of their friends, I thought it would be a good influence to show how using pictures with their friends present may subvert the viewers eye onto likening the person that isn’t yourself. This can change the way we see the app as truthful as in real life this mistake wouldn’t be made.

Case Study: Catfishing 

Urban Dictionary definition –

“to lure (someone) into a relationship by means of a fictional online persona.”

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MTV’s Catfish: the TV Show 

Catfish is a 2010 American documentary film directed by Henry Joost and Ariel Schulman, involving a young man, Nev, being filmed by his brother and friend, co-directors Ariel and Henry, as he builds a romantic relationship with a young woman on the social networking website Facebook. The film was a critical and commercial success. It led to an MTV reality TV series, Catfish: The TV Show.

Examples of episodes:

The Mobile Love Industry

This  this episode of Love Industries you look at the ways in which mobile apps have become an essential part of our search for the next hook-up, true love, and everything in between.  Karlie Sciortino manipulates this industry by placing herself into it by creating her own Tinder profile. This allows her to try online dating herself as well as seeing if the truth behind people profiles are really what they say they are.

Shoot 6: Investigating non-traditional Love: William

My next shoot I did was focussing on my friend, William, and his alternative lifestyle. I wanted to compose these images of William at his home, as he spends most of his time there. My main aim was for the reader to understand how William’s character can be asserted if these images were to be used on an Online Dating profile, such as Tinder. I have composed these images of William wearing his usual wear, smart wear as well as laid back wear, in order for the reader to elaborate upon his well-rounded and significant character.

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I composed this image of William in his back yard. I felt this was a good location to capture ambiguity as I felt the palm tree really illustrates how William can be seen in a different place to that of reality. For instance, a palm tree is usually accosted with tropical or hotter climates. Being this element the first thing the eye sees, the reader can work their way down to William to show how the ambiguity is shifting, as the reader is unaware of who  this character might be.

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I then began to take a range of closer range shots, yet drew the ambiguity in a different way by covering the way in which setting isn’t very clear, as the sky doesn’t give an indication of where the location could be.  I felt if the image below was used to document William on an online dating site such as Tinder, the reader would feel confused as to what he personality is like. Because the image is set in a mundane mise-en-scene, the connotations a reader can draw from this are simply sparse, dictating this as an ambiguous representation of his person. By capturing other images alike this one, I felt the significance of his personality would simply end up becoming more rounded, as the reader is able to relate to him more.

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Smarter Wear 

I captured this image in William’s bedroom because I really thought the dominating red colour could be used in order to signify how ‘red‘ is usually associated with ‘love‘. Red is the overshadowing element within this image and I thought I could contextualise with theoretical stereotypes in which people are able to characterise him through his appearance and the setting that’s around him.

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I prefer the above shot to the one below as the reader gets more of an insight into what William is really like; his bedroom is quite messy so it could show the ironic juxtaposition between his smart appearance to his messy actions. If William was to upload a realistic image like this one, people might be turned off by the fact he shows his messy lifestyle, which is in fact, his real one. What I tried to pursue the most out of these shoots was definitely the masking of people’s profiles on social media and online dating websites.

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William’s Laid Back Approach

I composed these next images to show more of a background into William’s teenage lifestyle. Using his car as an example shows his independent ways could be shown by his freedom to do whatever he desires. This aspect, however, could come across as misleading; The approachable attitude can show he is mature as well as a teenager. This whole concept I feel has helped to capture William in various lights in order for the reader to critique him as no necessarily a ‘type‘, but a well rounded and a multi-visual character.

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With the images I took from this Daria inspired shoot, I decided to merge and blend images together in Photoshop on order to explore the idea of the subject being hit. A friend of mine (different from the other situations I’ve talked about) explained to me how she was once in a situation where her boyfriend came home drunk, and he was already angry because he had been kicked out of the pub he normally visits. He began to hit her and eventually grabbed her neck and he was suffocating her.  Just as she was about to pass out, he let go abruptly and she ended up banging the side of her head on the bedside table, and because of the force she hit her head at, it started to bleed. She tells me how she has this ‘safe place’ at the back of her house where she goes and waits for him to cool off, and on this occasion, on her way to it, she leaned on the wall and saw blood left behind. It was after this she decided to go to the hospital. She explained to the nurse how she fell down the stairs and with the nurse believing her cover up story, she had to get four stitches and she had a concussion.  This body of work pretty much represents this in the style of Daria.

Here is a print screen that shows how I combined two images to create an outcome:

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By using the brush tool in Photoshop, I was able to merge the images together. After editing the blurred hand into the back image of the subject,  I adjusted the levels slightly to created a darker tone throughout the image so that it fits well within the context and within the style of Daria. I also experimented with this images by using different blurred movements from the subject to see which looks the best. Here is a gallery of the edited images from the shoot :

 

 

Locked Up Zoetrope | Experimentation

As a final little experiment I have decided that I want to attempt to make a zoetrope and I think that I can do it well. I have chosen from my mini series Locked Up as I feel this one has jus the right amount of images to create a zoetrope with and it will look good. I don’t think that it will particularly be a working one but I feel that when I get the basis of it all it will be fairly straight forward. I feel that this could be a really great idea as this is something that the Victorians used before there was the invention of cinema and moving image. I feel that this could bring my work to the next level and add on to the whole idea of having my work look like it is from the late 1800s as well as the images being based in the same time period. I watched a few YouTube videos on how to actually make a zoetrope and think that I pretty much get how I could go about making my own one. This is just going to an experiment and see whether or not it looks good enough to make it into my little box filled with late 1800s inspired work.

How To | Make A Zoetrope

Here is how I made my mini zoetrope. Firstly, I got my images onto one A4 piece of paper, printed them out and split them in two. I then backed each of them on some black card using the spray mount. After this I made the slits at the top of the card using a standing knife, this took me about half an hour but has actually turned out better than I had expected.  I stuck the images to the card and then curved it round to create a circle, it didn’t turn out too perfect but I don’t really mind that. I have also painted a chop stick black to use as the twirling part of the zoetrope. I have cut another piece of card to use as the bottom of the zoetrope and need to cut it in a circle so that it fits on the inside of the whole thing. So far it has turned out better than expected. Something that I realised is that the images are possibly too low down and the slits aren’t long enough but that’s ok as it is supposed to be from the Victorian times and I don’t mind if it is perfect or not. I added a little bit of foam board and cut it into a small circle underneath the whole thing just so that the stick wouldn’t more around too much and painted it black, I also made another small one and put it onto the inside using a glue stick and a hot glue gun. This just made the stick more secure in the whole thing. Overall I am happy with how it has come out especially as it was a first attempt and I basically just went off of intuition for the whole thing. The end result is a bit rough around the edges but I really don’t mind as it was a last minute idea which turned out better than expected.

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Locked Up | Inside the zoetrope

Jerry Uelsmann – Experimenting

Jerry Uelsmann has a very abstract thinking in his photos, he usually tends to mix 2 photos together which is what i’ve tried to do here. I have taken one of my photos of glass windows and mixed it into the building , it makes the photo seem like a landscape but also an abstract at the same time. This photo follows both Matt Crump and Jerry Uelsmann because there is still that fantasy coloured theme but then there is that Jerry Uelsmann feel to it with the abstract building.

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Photoshoot

For this final shoot, I took photographs of my dad when he had arrived from the pharmacy which I hadn’t planned to do, however the outcomes were good. I think these photographs were important to include in the book because they are a big part of his life. I also took photographs of my dad and my brother interacting to show the male bond, which I had intended to do. At first they were both resilient, however after they agreed  to let me photograph them. I didn’t take many photographs as I could feel that they were uncomfortable with the situation.  Although I think I was able to capture their bond with the few photographs.

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I choose the best photographs from the photo shoot to include into my photo book. Before this I edited them by decreasing the brightness and increasing the contrast. I also experimented with different tones, I then added some more blue to some of the photographs which were a little bit yellow. I decided to put the photograph of my dad holding the pharmacy bag in black and white, because although it looked good in colour I thought that the black and white in this image could represent the thing that is holding him back (his illness) from working and doing the things that he wants. I tried to make the photographs of my dad playing football with my brother the same colour so that I could use them as a sequence in my book. I am happy with the overall outcome of the photographs below.

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Shoot 3: Investigating traditional relationships through Family Part 1- Nanny and Pops

The next shoot I made was of my Grandparents. I felt it was a good idea to make portraits of them to distinguish the relationship they’ve had for the last 60 years. Recently celebrating their Diamond Wedding Anniversary, I thought it would be a great opportunity to show to a viewer that with the new developments  of social media, it is still possibly to withstand such a lasting and traditional relationship. This is also viable to the words of Steven Gill, in particularly “Hackney Kisses“, as my grandparents relationship occurred prior to the effects on World War ll.

I started to compose both images in their bedrooms. My Grandparents use separate bedrooms as my Grandma prefers to sleep without my Granddad, having no particular reason but the fact he snores in his sleep. The first portrait I made was of my Pops, in reflection of Gill, I wanted to use an important feature in their lives in a repetitive way yet somewhat differentiated. Composing either of them in their bedrooms suggested a connection yet also a difference.IMG_0815

My grandparents go against the normal stereotypes and traditional norms of the modern era – couples who are usually considered ‘sleeping in separate rooms‘ are usually considered a couple with differences, ones who are usually in conflict, and ones who are usually unhappy with their relationship. Capturing this feature made me to combine the importance of conflict in a traditional and contemporary mind set – in this case, it would probably be considered a normal thing for couples to opt out of sharing a room with their partners.

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My Own Archival Research of Nanny & Pop’s Traditional Relationship

When interviewing my grandparents, I felt it was vital to still make contextual connections between the old and the new, yet still withstanding in the frame of how their relationship can be seen as ‘traditional‘.  These black and white images where taken during my grandparents wedding in Jersey in 1955.

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I thought this image above was particularly significant, as it sprung back earlier connections with KessleKrammer’s series “USEFUL PHOTOGRAPHY 010“. Using the possible idea of the form of typology in the exam, this could be a good way to surface the way relationships are ‘celebrated’ and the truth behind that in contemporary and in traditional relationships.

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Bad Wurzach and War Imagery 

I felt it would be a good idea to include other archival material such as data response media such as maps. My grandfather was held captive in Germany under the Bad Wurzach Concentration Camp. My Grandmother, was left in Jersey. During my grandfather’s return to Jersey in his late teens, this is when they met and became as they are now. I felt including materials like this it would also give me the opportunity to draw on these maps or annotate them like a sort of ‘sketch-book‘, analytical work piece, allowing the reader to interact with it more and therefore understanding the relevance to its personal foreshadowing. This could be in the style of Ed Templeton, who frequently uses writing as a source of narrative in a different form.

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Freedom Tree | My Experimentation

For this shoot I took inspiration from one of Tom Killick’s photographs that he made down at the abandoned Jersey asylum. There was one particular image of a drawing that a patient did of a tree and it really intrigued me and made me wonder what this person must have been doing through at their time in the asylum. I decided to interpret my own story as I would never be able to find out the real story. So I created a troubled persona, one that wants freedom. I know this shoot could come across as cliche but obviously this person had a troubled mind and their only way of expressing themselves in the asylum was to illustrate it, to draw pictures of things that they imaged. To me the tree symbolises freedom and hope as they are always out in the open. I created a story whereby my persona draws a picture of a tree to escape and to sit and look at when she feels lost or lonely. Something that I also found very interesting when looking at the actual image was that the drawing was unfinished which makes me think that this patient was one of the last to be living in the asylum before it was abandoned or that maybe this patient passed away before they could actually finish it. lunacy freedom treeblog

I am not too keen on this shoot. There is just something about it that I don’t like and I am unhappy with how it has turned out. As I am rubbish at drawing the tree didn’t turn out well at all and I just don’t think the chalk came out strong enough in the final images as well as it not really showing the state of mind that my character was in. I have no interest in this series as it is quite boring and basically just someone drawing a rubbish tree on the wall. I feel that I needed to get more into the character and to really show the state of mind that my character was in. I feel that this could have worked out better if I got someone else to be the subject and so I would have creative freedom to walk around and get better shots and different angles of the subject drawing. This shoot is a bit too simple for me and doesn’t really stand out as strong images to me. I’m not really feeling it with this shoot and know that I can do so much better than this but as an experiment it is fine. I just feel that there is a lack of expression and emotion in this series as the spectator isn’t really able to see much of the subjects face or how they are possibly feeling. I made this series from recording myself in the car park of my apartments. A man actually came in a couple of times and asked if we lived here but obviously I do and I explained that to him too. After making these photographs I went and got buckets of water to wash all of the chalk off and I actually cut my finger trying to scrub it all off. This is most likely the cleanest those walls have ever been as even when I was younger my friends and I used to draw along the walls with the dirt that covered the walls and the floor. Anyway, in the end I cleaned everything off the wall and it now looks as good as new.

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This is my favourite still from the shoot as it shows some expression and emotion in it. I like how strange my subject looks in this photograph and her whole body language. She is slightly slumped over, holding the chalk in an odd manner while looking demonically over her shoulder. This part of the photograph shows the most emotion and the possible mind state that my character is in. I like the composition of this photograph too and how my subject is slightly off centred with the tree in the background. I wanted all of my images to be in black and white to represent the time period of the late 1800s in which it would be based as well as it being a bit more poetic than a basic coloured image. I don’t think that this image would look as good in colour as the light wasn’t very good and was more yellow because of the lighting of the car park.

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Scared Sh*tless | My Experimentation

This project is based off of research that I have done into lunacy on the island. I got this story from an article I read on cases of people loosing their minds, lunatics, back in the late 1800s. One case particularly interested me and it was one where an apprentice jumped out in a white sheet at his boss who was so shocked that he never recovered. I found this story to be really strange as you would never think someone could go mad from another person walking up to them in a sheet but then I guess back in the late 1800s people scared easier and there was no CGI or special FX that could create fictional beings, monsters and ghosts which we seem to have become accustomed to in the modern world. I wanted to re-stage this scenario as it intrigued me so much and so I decided to take on a new persona and become this petrified man. I recorded myself reacting to the ghost as well as putting my friend under a sheet and recording her too. I found this shoot fun to do. I decided to add in the video I recorded as I feel it just adds a bit more depth to my project. I made it black and white as well as sped it up a lot so that it wasn’t too long to watch. I think that it has worked well and the stills I got from the video look good together.

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final series

Here is the final series that I have created for this project. I like how it has turned out as it is simple yet tells the story nicely. The one thing that I don’t like about this series is the location and the right side of the subject surroundings, it doesn’t look as good as I would have hoped but it looks fine for these photographs. I like them all together and think that they mesh well. I wanted to create a kind of story board as I wanted it to look like stills from a film and these particular images look best when they are together as one individual one on its own wouldn’t stand out as much and wouldn’t make much sense compared to the series as a whole. My favourite still is the medium shot of the person in the sheet as I like the detail that the black and white gives, adding shadows. I also like the expression on the subjects face as he sees the sheet come closer and he starts to get really freaked out. I like the simplicity of this shoot too as it is fairly obvious what is going on and why the subject was scared silly. The only thing about this project is that I wanted to title it ‘Scared Sh*tless’ but I feel that it may be slightly inappropriate to have as a series for my exam project. I do think that title flows a lot better but as it is for exam work, don’t think that it would be the best title to have. I will also be writing on the physical copy of this series and will add a caption underneath. I think that I want to caption it Ghosts Aren’t Real. I feel that this could be quite ironic as obviously this man sees what he thinks is a ghost before him when in fact it is just his apprentice. I quite like this caption as it does tie in quite well with the entire project.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yuuB9_CPtyY

Above is the short film that comes with the series of images. This is a behind the scenes look at how I make my images and how I stage them. I have put the video in black and white and sped it up so it isn’t as long to watch but I’ve ended up really liking it as it makes me think of an old black and white silent film comedy as the mannerisms of my subject resemble that of one of those over theatrical and dramatic characters. I also like how the sped up audio sounds as when the ghost (person under a white sheet) appears a high-pitched sound comes out making it seem more scary for the subject and adds a bit more context to the whole thing too. I like this mini series as it is simple to follow and easy to understand without my spectators having to know anything about local lunacy in the island or even without any background knowledge. I enjoyed making this video as it was quick and easy to do. I like that it is straight forward and easy for my spectators to be able to follow.

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Scared Sh*tless | Final series

Not My Wardrobe | My Experimentation

For this mini series I decided to focus in on the research that I have done on local islander Colonel Victor Barker. For this I went back to basics and make my series as simple as possible and so in my images, as my own subject, I stood wearing a dress with my long hair and I then pretended to cut my hair and from there I changed into one of my dad’s suits. I thought that this would be the easiest way to show what I was trying to show and also made it more obvious that this was a transgender transition with the bandage going across my chest area to get rid of my feminine figure. I think that this shoot worked out really well and was successful. I decided to do it with the window in the background so that the spectator isn’t able to fully see my face as I wanted it to be more mysterious and not look obvious. I think that this has worked out well and the exposure of light is just how I wanted it to be. I also only had the side of a wardrobe showing as I wanted this added touch to show where the clothes came from and also just those there wasn’t any dead/empty space. I am unsure what to title this shoot but was thinking of making it a quote from Victor Barker himself as I did read a book all about him entitled Colonel Victor Barker and His Monstrous Regiment. In this book there are accounts from those that were there when Barker was arrested and they said he was saying ‘This is it, I’m done’. He was arrested because he owed money to a shut down restaurant and was only found out to be a woman when he went down to the police station. I think that this is a really amazing story and don’t want to ruin it or turn it into a cliche and so just stuck with the simple changing of the clothes.

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stills from film

To create these images I literally just set up my tripod in my parents room and had it positioned on their bed with my camera recording on top. I then got myself into a position that looked best in the photographs. After filming this I put the video into Adobe Premier Pro, made the entire thing black and white and took screen shots from there. I am now editing together in Photoshop a small series of images that tell the basic story so there will be one shot of each stage of getting changed into a man. I am pleased with how these images have turned out as I like the entire mise-en-scene of the images and how the silhouette looks. I like that the spectator is able to see part of the subjects face but only larger features and they are unable to completely see everything. I kind of used this as a metaphor as often we look at people but we can’t see everything about them and everyone, not only transgender people, have or have had something to hide. This particular series is a reflection of how Victor Barker was hiding his old identity as a woman to lead a better life as a man, he made up a lie that his bits/manhood was blown off during the war and that was the reason why he couldn’t have sexual relations with his wife. I think that this series of images reflects this idea of mystery and not really being able to see everything about a person.

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final series

For this mini series I decided to make 12 images as it needed just a few extra shots to add more context and detail to the entire project. I like how they have turned out and think that it works much better in black and white than if it was in colour. I like how the natural light isn’t too overpowering but also creates shadows adding more of a sense of mystery to the whole series. I thin that these images are interesting to look at and do look good together. Once I have printed this I need to write a caption/comment onto either the top or bottom half which I have left space for when editing in Photoshop. The caption that I want to add to this is ‘That’s it, I’m done’ as this is something that Barker actually said and I think that this could be a good way of intriguing my spectator into wanting to find out more about the story behind the mini series and possibly look further into the story itself as it is so captivating and interesting. I enjoyed doing this shoot and am happy with how it all turned out. I like the harsh lighting coming in from the window as it makes the images more dramatic and makes my spectators want to look deeper into the images and want to see every detail of them. 

https://youtu.be/jz2UeugFYKA

Not My Wardrobe | Final series
Not My Wardrobe | Final series

Locked Up | My Experimentation

Here is another behind the scenes video of a shoot that I have done as part of my A2 photography exam. I wanted this shoot to make my spectators slightly uncomfortable and to really get them to wonder what is going on. This particular project is based off of a local case of lunacy. This shoot is based on a story I have read about in an article of a woman named Jane Le Maistre, who was living in the late 1800s. She was deemed insane and locked up in an outhouse where the people that, supposedly, cared for her neglected her. Here she was left tied up and naked with only a small coarse sheet to cover herself with. She was in a state where she was stuck positioned like a monkey and had no use of the bottom half of her body. This obviously meant that she was surrounded by her own faeces and the living conditions were awful and dirty. This particular lunatic became known by the community and so attention started to come her way and people found out about the inhumane conditions she was left in. Inspectors were sent to investigate but upon their arrival Jane had been washed, hair cut, floor cleaned, given blankets over her naked body, a bucket put by her side and her legs moved. Her carers knew that these inspectors were coming and so then they decided that they needed to cover up their acts of neglect. I find this story extraordinary and how someone battling with a mental illness was just locked up and left to rot. She couldn’t use her lower body and so she wouldn’t be able to go to the toilet and she seemed to be lost to the world. I feel that her mental and physical state would not have been as bad or as extreme as it was if she was given the proper care. When people don’t understand something they tend to just lock it up and pretend that it isn’t happening. This is something that I wanted to show in my images. As the spectator goes through the series they can see my subject slowly changing and looking in a better, more clean, condition. I wanted to make sure that there were no other people in the shots as I wanted it to look as if it was being done like magic as is similar to the actual story of how miraculously Jane Le Maistre was clean and in a much better state than people had speculated. It astonishes me that this happened in Jersey as I never really think much happens here but obviously in the late 1800s, and even today, a lot goes on behind closed doors that we may never find out about.

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I do like this series as I have the contextual knowledge behind it and think that it does tell the story well. I wanted this series to stand out and be in a way slightly confusing for my spectators as it is odd. I feel that it looks like a bit of a spot the difference and I like that as I do want my spectators to think about what has changed in each image. I made it all black and white to go along with the theme of the late 1800s where there were only black and white cameras to capture images. I also chose to make myself the subject as this was easiest as I knew exactly how I wanted to position myself and the expression I wanted on my face. I also think it was a good to bring out a new persona in my photography work and become yet another person. The final image in the series is actually two images put together in Photoshop. When recording this I left the camera going, got changed and then went round the other side and stood looking down on the area that my subject had been pretending to be looking at her. The two sets of legs at the end represents the professional inspectors and how they only see her after her carers have changed and altered the reality of her living conditions. This blends in with the theme of truth as those people bent the truth and altered Jane Le Maistre’s reality. I wanted to look into how society treats people with mental illnesses and how lunacy was dealt with on the island before the creation of the Jersey asylum. Although all of my work is staged and as such becomes a form of fiction it is still based on a true story and how an islander was actually treated back in the late 1800s. I feel that this is an extraordinary story that not many people living on the island nowadays would know about. I want to bring the talk about mental illness into the main of society as we still tend to ignore it and not quite understand those struggling and dealing with it.

https://youtu.be/xxO1FINV17s

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Locked Up | Final series

Mother Where Are You | My Experimentation

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outtakes

For this shoot I decided to move a chair into one of the corners of my living room as I found this area to to best the location that didn’t show too much of anything modern. I chose the corner as in the original Victorian portraits of hidden mothers they aren’t perfect and fairly obvious that the mother is there so I didn’t want to try to blend it in too much as the amateur approach jells much better with this project. When making these images I just pressed record to get more of a cinematic feel to them and thought that this would be much easier to edit from as I would be able to get more stills from this than if I had tried to take a load of photos. I enjoyed this experiment and it only took me a couple of minutes and we did it for as long as my niece wanted to stay in my mum’s lap. I think that these worked out well and I much prefer this experiment to the one that I had previously done before this one. There are shots of my sister putting my niece on my mum’s lap as well as a couple of shots of me putting the sheet over my mum’s head. I wanted this shoot and series to act as a kind of behind the scenes of what goes on in making a hidden mothers portrait. I do like this idea and think that it has worked out well.

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final series

I first put my video footage into Adobe Premier Pro and took screenshots from this and decided to edit my photos in Photoshop. I made them all black and white as for my entire project I have decided to make all of my images black and white as it makes my spectators focus in on the subject and what they are doing rather than being distracted by anything else. I cropped each of the images a little bit as I feel that they were too panoramic looking. I do like this experiment and want to have it printed as an A5 photo and I also want to write on top of it but I am unsure what to caption it as of now. I also want to age the image so I think that I will soak it in coffee or tea overnight and see how that works out, otherwise I will just caption it and have it looking new. This is my final series for the hidden mother’s shoot. I do really like this series as the main part of this shoot was so that the spectator is unable to see the bare face of the mother. I thought that this added a sense of mystery as well as no one’s faces being shown accept from the babies face (my niece) as this is what it would have been like in all of those Victorian images. I feel that I could do much more with this and want to work on it. I will be adding a caption to the physical copy of this series and write on it myself as well as attempting to age the series in coffee overnight. I think that this series does work well as it is simple and very straight forward.I want to add the caption Mother Where Are You underneath the series image as I think that this could work really well. I think that this could be interpreted well as it is obvious where the mother is but maybe not so much to the baby in the photograph.

MVI_4385.00_00_35_05.Still008editblogThis is my favourite image from the series as the expression on the subjects face is perfect and quite like that of the Victorian children. I also like the outfit of my subject as she is wearing a cute little dress with bows on the front that also slightly reminds me of the Victorian children’s images. On the day I just decided to make these images and hadn’t planned it but it all worked out really well with my subject already wearing this outfit and her being in a better mood than she was in the first time I attempted to photographer her. I do think that this is a good image as the spectator is able to clearly see the mother underneath the sheet with her legs and feet being exposed in the photograph as well as the mother holding the subject in place that the spectator is able to see. I think that this experiment has worked out a lot better than the original one as filming has helped a lot and I have managed to get a lot more stills from this. I think that the composition of these images are good as I decided just to center it all and made everything black and white to ensure the focus is maintained on the subject and what they are doing.

I have decided to make a flip book as part of this experiment as I think that it could work really well and look great if I do it right. In the stills the spectator would be able to see my mum’s face and so I have taken on another idea from the Victorian hidden mother’s photographs and just put a blob of paint over the top of her face. I think that this could work really well and add a sense of mystery to the images. For this experiment I will have to make a short video of the finished flip book itself that I will add to this post. I have put all 312 images into 13 A3 sized Photoshop images and will be printing these, cutting them out and putting them all together with a clip. I feel that this could work out really well and stand out as a final piece, I want it to be strange and different as I feel that this particular project is very much like that. I feel that the flip book will really bring the whole project together and add more detail to the time period it is based on in the late 1800s.

https://youtu.be/Nse7nVrDZ84

Mother Where Are You | Final series
Mother Where Are You | Final series

A Note On Mental Health | Short Film

Yesterday I decided that I wanted to make a short film to contextualize the ideas behind my work. Last night I sat down and came up with a short little speech on mental illness that I decided would be good as a voice over on top of the films that I have made for each of my projects. I wanted to do something with my short films and not just have them as behind the scenes looks on how I create my stills so this was the perfect opportunity to do so. It may come out as a bit cheesy but I don’t mind that as I like what I have written and think that all the shots blend well into it bringing the visual aspects to what I am saying. This was just a quick little add on that I have decided to do but I do like it. I also filmed some extra shots of myself in front of the camera just so I have some shots that really correspond to the audio and so my audience aren’t just seeing the same repeated shots over and over again. Something that really intrigued me into basing my project on lunacy was how society tends to outcast them and banish them almost. I started off my project looking on outsiders and those that don’t fit in with the norm of society so I looked into local transgender cases from back in the late 1800s as well as witchcraft in the 16th and 17th centuries. I wanted to look into lunacy as I found so many cases in the late 1800s of neglect and how poorly treated these people were. It really interests me on how people can’t understand mental illness and seem reluctant to find out as I say in the video they can’t see anything physically wrong and so assume everything is ok when obviously it is not. The message that I wrote is quite short and is only about a minute long but that’s long enough as I want to keep it to the point that I am trying to make and I don’t want to drag it out too long as that will bore the audience. I want to use this as a way for my audience to be able to actively engage with my work and get more of an understanding of what my different series of images means.

Audio: 
Mental health. It’s something we don’t tend to talk about and when we do it always seems to be at the expense of those struggling with it. Something that mainstream society doesn’t understand automatically makes you an outsider. We tear a part mental illness and brush it off because we can see no physical scars. We don’t understand what we can’t see. People we don’t understand seem to get shut out, taken away and left to let their sanity consume them. We choose to ignore them because it’s easier than helping. How can you help fix someones mind? Their bones aren’t broken, they aren’t bleeding but the pain is still there. It’s just not as easy to access. 

https://youtu.be/-kFyc4erTMI

Flip Book | Experimentation

Here is a short video of the six flip books that I have created. Originally I wanted to make one flip book but this would have been way too big and wouldn’t really work considering the size of my photos and that it would be too difficult to flip through. When filming I only went through the first flip book and the fifth as these were the most important ones showing the process of the mother sitting in the chair to when the child is sat in her lap and she has been hidden by the white sheet. This process took a while to make and in the end I stitched all of the books together, this took longer but I feel that it made the final outcomes look a lot better and they flow more with the whole theme of it being based around the Victorian period. I am happy with how they have turned out and think that the black and white works really well.

https://youtu.be/H41Y3PdBPlY

Making A Flipbook

For this project I have decided that I want to create a series of images that will be put together to create one image, looking like story boards. Each series will have a caption either on top or underneath them, I feel that this personalises the images a bit more and adds in some more context to them. I was also considering soaking each of them in coffee overnight to make them look brown and more like film reels from old film cameras but am unsure whether or not this idea would work out and I may not have time to do this. For one of my series I have decided to go a step further and create a flip book. I thought that this would be a good idea to take my love of film and incorporate it into my photography work. I feel that this method is a whole lot more interesting for my spectators to be able to look through and see a match-on-action series. I really like this idea as it brings my story to life and adds more to my final project.

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The first flip book was made back in 1868, a time period in which most of my own photographic series are based so I thought that it fit in quite nicely. This ties in with my work on the hidden mother’s and how the Victorians always seemed to be finding new ways of experiencing images, hence the creation of the praxinoscope and zoetrope. I wanted to bring this flare to my photos and create something that would have been around at the time period that I have focused on. The flip book was invented by John Barnes Linnett and it was given the latin name kineograph which means ‘moving picture’. Simply a flip book is a series of images all stacked on top of one another that slightly vary as they go down making it look as though the images are moving. I really do love this idea and think that it could work out really well if done successfully.

Creating My Own Flip Book

I decided to only make one of my series into a flip book as I had an idea before hand of how time consuming it can be so I decided to focus on my hidden mothers inspired series that I recorded and took stills from. For this I put my film into Adobe Premier Pro and paused and took screenshots at every snap so I ended up with 311 photographs in the end. I then took to Photoshop and lined them all up on A3 sized sheets 5×5. I thought that this would make it easier when it comes to printing and cutting everything up. This took some time to get each and every one at the same size and length. I took these files to Jersey Archisle where I have been doing work experience and printed them all out which took a few hours as they needed to be printed on Matte A3 paper which needed to be put into the printer piece by piece. I think that this process went well and the images have turned out really great. They looked really good and it made me keen to see the end result. I then went back to school and started to guillotine each sheet individually just so I could get the perfect measurements. I have been busy cutting out each photograph individually and want to make them the exact same size. Something that I have realised that I will remember for next time is that I didn’t leave any space at the top for the holder and so I will loose some of my image but I don’t mind so much about this as there is a bit of blank space on the top as the recording gave the shots more of a panoramic feel to them. I do think that this will work out really well in the end and make for some good final outcomes. I have also realised that I am going to have to make a few flip books as they won’t all fit into one, this is fine and I have started to separate them all up into packs of 50 images each with the final series having a few more images as there is an odd number of images. After getting them all together into each series I went and got tiny holes drilled into each one of them but when taking off the masking tape the image on the top and the bottom were ruined and so each set has now got 48 instead of 50 with the final set having 59 as there were extras left over that went best with the final set. I then decided to just feed thread through each hole with a needle and basically went round a few times and made sure that it was all secure and together. This took some time but I do think that it has worked out better than a clamp would have done and it also goes better with my theme of having everything based in the late 1800s.

Zoetrope and Praxinoscope 

When looking into the idea of flip books it was suggested to me to look into zoetropes and I found them really interesting. These were also around in the late Victorian period and would have been a really awesome idea as a possible final piece but I feel that the flip books work so much better for my projects as they are so long and it wouldn’t really work too well. I could however make a zoetrope out of one of my series as a little added experiment. I feel that this could turn out to be a really great little experiment as I could have this to add to my box which could work out really well. I would only make a small one out of card and stick the images around the inside. I am filling an old box with all of my ideas into it and think that this would bring a nice added touch to it and bring it all together.

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Experimenting – Colour

This photo specifically caught my eye because i felt like it had the Matt Crump feel to it with the simplistic colour and use of reflection, much like the one i have taken off his website below.

 

Matt Crump’s Photo

 I then experimented in Photoshop with the use of different layouts and colour schemes, this is what i came out with below, i like the pattern that the mirrored photo gives however it changes colour when it crosses each border, it makes it look like one big photo.

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This collage i thought went well together as the colours mix well and the way that the roof of the building flows helps you follow the 4 pictures with your eyes and compliments the photo in a nice manner .

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Experimentation – Matt Crump – Candy Photos

The idea behind these photos is that Jersey can be a gloomy place and when i look at Matt Crumps photos they are so eye catching yet so simple, almost like a fantasy world, which made me want to recreate a fantasy feeling in Jersey. The majority of this shoot was taken in cloudy weather which made it a lot harder to edit however they have came out okay.

These are my photos that i have experimented with and tried to give the candy coloured feel that Matt Crump does in all his photos, his photos are very minimal and the composition feels very empty and simple. I have tried in some photos to give the minimal feel to it but others i have given my own twist and tried to experiment with filling some things with bright colours and leaving certain parts such as the road.

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Reflection pink

This photo above in particular i feel looks a lot like the work of  Matt Crump, he usually frames his photos into a square to make them look more minimal. Just like his i have tried to colour the sky and because the windows reflect the windows have been made pink as well, it is a very minimal photo but catches the eye well.

Here are some others that i experimented with, some have worked better than others but they all have the candy coloured effect:

Green flatsColoured Buildings Market pinkPink sunset blue buildings

Edits

This shoot was quite interesting to conduct as this series represents a situation (I was told about) in which this woman would frequently receive beatings from her fiance. On most occasions, she said  it would normally be on the weekend as that was the time he would go out to the pub and come back drunk. When he was drunk, she said that it was always worse because  he would be more ruthless and it was harder to get him to stop because he was just so angry. She said at least when he was sober, he knew when he was going to far and would just walk away, but when he was drunk, he would go to far and this was when she would end up with bruises and marks all over her body. On one occasion (the situation I am representing), her fiance came home, they argued, he hit her a couple of times and walked out, but only to come back hours later completely drunk and “ready for round two”. She said she was asleep on the sofa, and was dragged into the corner of the room by her hair, and he started to smack and pinch her skin, which then led to punching and kicking  her. She would scream for help, but realised too late that it was a bad idea in the long run as instead of using her body as a punching bag, he would use and beat her face to ‘shut her up’ so to speak. This incident, she said was the worst one and she dragged herself into the bathroom – after he passed out on the floor – to clean herself up. She was horrified at the reflection staring back at her. She said the bruise was already evident on her eye and her lip swollen and chin bleeding. When discussing this situation together, I asked her whether she had ever thought about leaving him, to which she responded that she already tried to, but when he figured out what she was doing; he forced her into their bedroom, and explained how if she ever leaved, he would ‘make her pay’. Also, she explained how he had grown quite close to her family and she feared that he would go after them or make them suffer in her place. She said that no matter what, she was not going to marry him and she stuck to her word. In the end, she fortunately got away and moved here to Jersey (her parents where moving house so she didn’t have to worry about her ex-fiance doing anything to them). From old friends, she found out that he had actually got another girlfriend, so that definitely eased her mind and sort of assured herself that he would never go looking for her.

The model I used for this shoot was not the actual person who had been in the abusive situation and I applied make-up in order to replicate a bruise (similarly to how she had described it to be). It was very convenient that she already had a bruise on her arm from an accident at work, thus I used that to my advantage and used it it quite a few of my shots. A way that I could have improved these images was to perhaps include more of the environment around her, she (the victim) explained to me how messy the place would get and how she would spend hours cleaning up. I could have incorporated this to create more of an authentic feel throughout this body of work.

 

 

 

A Series of Staged Images | Ideas

For my final project I was thinking of creating a couple of series of images for each topic that I have researched. I want to do two separate series for my work on lunacy as this is the one that I have looked at most in depth and is the most interesting to me. I also want to create a mini series influenced by Victor Barker and make it seem like stills from a silent film. I also might do something on witches or on hidden mothers. I have drawn my inspiration mainly from Duane Michals series that he creates, they are very simple but the entire mise-en-scene of his images makes them so intriguing. I have also taken inspiration from other photographers that I have researched for each individual series. I want my work to have a clear narrative and I feel that making mini series of staged images will be the most effective way of presenting my work. I want to make my images black and white as I feel that this will make the images stand out a lot more and they will look a lot better too. I will experiment with colour and black and white to see what looks best in the end. I want to make all of my mini series seem film-like as that is something I have a real interest in and want to incorporate this into my photography work. I feel that this will give an overall better effect to the images and make them more visually pleasing for my spectators to look at.

Series 1 | Lunacy

The first sequence of staged images that I have created is based on a story that I found out about a local lunatic that lived on the island in the late 1800s. The woman’s name was Jane Le Maistre and she was kept chained to an outhouse and neglected by those who were supposed to look after her. She sat in the stance of a monkey and could not use the lower part of her body, meaning that she was in some ways froze in her position and could not go to the toilet for herself. Even with this those who were supposed to care for her left her naked with a small coarse sheet over her. I wanted to recreate this to show the harshness and neglect that this woman faced because people didn’t understand her and they did not understand her illness. I also found out that she became very known by other islanders and professionals were sent round to check on her and when they arrived she miraculously had cut hair and was clean, covered in plenty of blankets with a bucket next to her where she went to the toilet. I wanted to create a series of staged images where my subject starts with nothing and with each photograph a new item appears or something about her appearance changes slightly. I wanted to put emphasis on how suddenly everything was fine and she looked a lot healthier than the actual conditions she had been left in for so long. For this series I took inspiration from Duane Michals and the series he makes as they are so simple yet effective. I also took inspiration from a photograph of Mary Ellen Mark that really stood out to me and helped me to adapt to the persona that I have created.

Series 2 | Lunacy

When I met up with photographer Tom Killick to look at his asylum images I found came across a really interesting on. I also thought that there wouldn’t be much point in trying to go to the asylum to make images as the building is a lot more modern than anticipated and is off limits to the public anyway. The one image that I found really captured my attention was one of a drawing of a tree that a patient had drawn in their room. I found this so intriguing and it really made me wondered what kind of troubled soul lived inside that room. As there would be no way to find out who lived in that room and what their mental illness was I decided to create my own narrative and come up with a story myself. I want to recreate this drawing of the tree in a plain and dirty room. I want to record this process of how this persona has created their art work. I will be staging this and dress as the subject. I think this will work out well and I could even make a little short film from it as well as take stills away too. I find it so interesting how this person felt the need to express themselves and their feelings in some way that they decided it would be best to draw all over the walls. Something about Killick’s image that also interested me was that the drawing wasn’t finished, it was as if the person maybe died or gave up or that could have been the time that the asylum was left and abandoned. I am aware that I could produce something almost cliche or cheesy with this which I do not want to do but again this is what the patient was drawing and I can only try to imagine and express what they must have been feeling. To me this drawing is a sense of freedom, they want to go to a place where their mind can be free. I did notice that the tree has no leaves and doesn’t look particularly bright or uplifting but then again the drawing was never finished so I can’t possibly guess whether or not the patient was going to add that in or not. I really do love this image and want to create a decent body of work to go with it and to really have a great series for a final outcome as well as possibly making a short film.

Tom Killick photography
Tom Killick photography

Series 3 | Lunacy

I wanted to put a lot of focus of my work on lunacy and the research that I have done for this particular subject. I have found it to be the most intriguing and so want to make this series of images. I read about a story of a man whose apprentice appearing in front of him in a white sheet and the man was scared out of his wits and never recovered. I found this to be a really odd situation but I guess it was in the late 1800s and people weren’t really as exposed to horror or anything like that but again it is strange. I wanted to recreate this with myself as the subject as I think that this could work out well. It will be a very simple series taking influence from the simplicity aspect of Duane Michals. This could work out really well, I will be making the images black and white also.

Series 4 | Colonel Victor Barker

For this shoot I am still unsure as what to do but I think that I want to base a mini series on the story of Colonel Victor Barker who lived on the island in the early 1920s. I think that I will make a simple mini series where I am the subject. I will be dressed in more feminine clothing and then change into a suit and put a pillow under my belly to make myself look bigger. I think that this could be an interesting shoot and brings a visual representation of what kind of transition Barker went through as he never actually had the surgery to get the right bits. I want to do this shoot next to a window but have the entire mise-en-scene of the series to be very minimal so that the focus is maintained on the subject and what the subject is doing rather than anything else. I think that this shoot could work out well as I have taken inspiration from Duane Michals and how simple his images and sequences are. I don’t want this shoot to seem like I am taking the mick out of transgender people because I am not. I am trying to create a simple series based on the story of Victor Barker and how the transition of someone in the early 1900s differs from that of modern day. I find that transitions back then were really difficult as less people understood transgender people and so it was more hidden and new identities were made and people had to try and change their own voices and clothing without any kind of medical procedure as there wasn’t anything available for them to go through the full transition.

Series 5 | Hidden Mother

I really like the idea of Hidden Mothers and find it so strange and creepy but it intrigues me. I want to venture into this further but am unsure how I would do so successfully. I don’t want to make rubbish images that aren’t strong enough but think that a series would look good if I figure out what to do. I am unsure how I could stage a series of images for this shoot as often the portraits are just one image but I have just thought that maybe I could make a series of the behind the scenes process of making one of these images and have the whole set up and the before and after making the image. This could be really interesting for the spectator to see as they get a glimpse of what goes on behind the scenes. I feel that this could look really good as a mini series for a final outcome.

Series 6 | Witchcraft

After researching into witchcraft I figured that I could make a mini series on one of the methods that people used to use to be able to tell whether someone is a witch or not. I feel that this could be really interesting to visualise instead of just having it written down or as research. I want to create a mini series of images where my subject is being trialled as a witch. I think that I want to reconstruct a scenario in a woodland area of a with being trialed and attempted to be drowned. I want to make a series of images that tell the story showing one of the ways that people were trialed for witchcraft as I find it so strange. I wanted to focus on one particular method, the drowning one. For this series I want to start off in a woods were a woman’s head is being dunked into a river as her hands are tied behind her back and after a few different shots and images I want to have a shot of a cliff from far away were the spectator can just see the silhouette of the woman and someone holding her at the edge of the cliff as if they are able to push her off.

Photoshoot

I think these two photographs are the best ones from my photo shoot, which are of my dad and the company delivery van and the building where he used work. Unfortunately, the focus on these photographs weren’t very good so in Lightroom I used the clarity option to make the photograph more defined and more in focus. I also lowered the exposure and highlights on the photograph because it was a sunny day it gave the photographs a lighter almost white look. I then also experimented with the different levels of contrast until I was happy with them. I have only picked two photographs from the shoot because although it was an important part of my dads life it doesn’t reflect where he is now.

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Photoshoot

I have selected my favorite photographs from my third photo shoot which was a mixture of objects that represent my dad and photographs of him. I have experimented with them in lightroom. Below are my outcomes. I experimented with different techniques such as the contrast exposure and saturation to find what looks best. I also experimented with the colors on each of the photographs individually to make sure they stood out. I then also changed the photograph of my dad in his car to black and white because I think it works better and makes him the main subject of attention where as before the blue from the car was distracting. Finally, I also had to crop some photographs to get rid of too much background. I am happy with these photograph and intend to use them in my photobook.

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EXPERIMENT – STUDIO SET-UP

As part of my photo-book, I want to create a section which is directly linked to challenging the idea of the ‘advertising language’ used to advertise products, locally and also in a wider, more general sense. Whilst I have touched upon this idea through photographing somewhat in the style of Martin Parr. I wanted to take this a step further by copying the more controlled, studio style images seen regularly to advertise food in the most attractive and enticing way as possible.

In order to achieve this I will firstly have to create a mini-studio set up at home. I will do this by using pieces of cardboard paper to create a plain base to then place the product on. If I am taking a photograph of a box of eggs for example, I will place the box so that it can only be seen in the context of the background. I am going to experiment with different background colours along with shooting in different ways: experimenting with angles, composition, form and lighting.

This process will very much be an experiment because I have had no previous experience setting up this a studio environment to take images. Furthermore, I believe that this process will be in many ways challenging because it is pushing me out of my comfort zone in terms of the sort of images I usually produce, based more on instinct and what I see. I will instead however be required to take a step back and carefully consider composition.

My main focus will be however to make best use of lighting. I am considering using chiaroscuro lighting to create strong images with a high level of contrast, a feature I admire in the work of British photographer David Bailey. However at the same time I will need to be careful in the fact I am trying to create bright and colourful images, and using such a lighting may in fact be too strong, cancelling out the power I believe colour will deliver. I will therefore experiment with this chiaroscuro lighting to create black-and-white images, it I believe this is effective I will inclue some of these images in my edits, before attempting the same lighting with the colour images, and if this is not successful, then I will consider another form of lighting which would better suit colour images.

I hope to create images which are done so exactly in the style of an advertising product that it serves to mock it. It  order to distinguish my opinion with the images, I will need to include in the images a clear barrier which makes the sense of parody and mimicry I am trying to evoke more obvious. One way I may be able to do so is through taking the packaging off my images, for example including a raw steak on its own rather than being either in it’s packaging or cooked and on a plate. This, I believe will simplify my concept and make what I am showing visually, more raw. It will also show local Jersey produce in a way which is in many ways is more revealing by the simple act of not including any advertising in the images. This will give the viewer the opportunity to access the product without the distraction of any manipulating factor.

Therefore I believe that such a style can be considered in many ways a mockery because I am effectively satirising the role of advertising images by showing seemingly ‘normal’ and ‘uninspiring’ images in a way which is usually considered to achieve the exact opposite. This sense of conflict I am trying to create will invite the viewer to consider the deceptive nature of advertising images, which I believe will link very well to the entire theme of the project.

I will take a series of 30-50 images before producing a contact sheet and editing. After viewing my images I may consider evaluating what went well and perhaps what didn’t go so well, and if I need to – produce another shoot to make these corrections.

Simplicity will be the key to this shoot. There will also need to be a sense of control to the images, showing the same background all of the time. One influence I have taken from this is the extremely interesting series entitles “No Seconds” series by American photographer Henry Hargreaves. In this controversial series he captures the haunting images of death row inmates’ last meal requests. He believes food preferences speak volumes about a person’s character and personality in any setting. Death row choices are an extremely powerful example of that theory. This story shows this sense of ‘rawness’ in perhaps its greatest detail. Although I would simply not be able to create a mood in such an effect, it is this sort of concept of simplicity speaking great volumes which I am trying to get across.

The Lady Vanishes | Hidden Mothers

When down at the Archisle I was introduced to the idea of hidden mothers. This was a craze during the Victorian period where families wanted their photographs to be taken of their children. The mother would hold the baby still with a sheet over their head so that they would not be seen. Looking at the images is hilarious as it is so obvious that there was a person behind the sheet. I find this idea so strange but it also really intrigues me. I feel that I would be able to link this to the idea of witchcraft and how they were set aside from society. I also just find this particular ‘style’ of photography very strange and something that I want to know more about! It is so odd but it somehow makes a lot of sense to just hold the baby and cover yourself with a blanket, I guess it would have been the Victorian’s way of PhotoShop. This also reminds me of Francesca Woodman and how she makes images and doesn’t retouch them afterwards, she does it live. I like this sense of making an image that is actually there in the present. It almost brings an element of truth to them, in that nothing was ever retouched or edited afterwards. It was raw, then and there and so they worked with what they had.

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When looking at the images of the mother’s with their children I am actually surprised at how the children aren’t actually crying or smiling, they don’t seem to have any emotions. I find some of these images really obvious and the spectator is able to clearly see that there is a person underneath the blanket but in others it actually blends well and the mother looks like a chair or something because of the way she is positioned. I do like these images as they are so strange but something about them really interests me and I want to know why other than the obvious reasons they chose to photograph them in this way. I could see if the mothers was hidden away off to the side or something but the photographers chose to just have the child sat on her lap and simply put a sheet over her. When reading more about the Hidden Mothers I found out that it used to take a minute and a half for the image to register so the subject would need to remain still for that period of time which was obviously harder for a child/baby to do than that of an adult. Often photographers would be female as by the late 1800s it was seen as one of the more respectable jobs for middle-class women. Something else that I found out was that the babies weren’t allowed to smile in the photographs as this would mess with the exposure and leave it blurred in the final photograph.

Experimentation

I tried to recreate this style of photographing with my sister and niece but it didn’t really work out as my niece wasn’t in the right mood to sit still and wait for me to make a photograph of her. I have however taken inspiration from the idea of Hidden Mothers and am thinking about doing an experiment with my mum and having her pose with a blanket over her head. I came up with a spin off idea of the hidden mother and how they are supposed to blend in with the scenery and be invisible. For a shoot  that I have done with my mum is that the expected role of women is often overlooked and is almost unspoken about that we almost forget how much mothers really do. Their everyday house chores become the norm and they seem to do everything without ever being noticed. I wanted to explore this in two different ways so I decided to make some images of my mum with a sheet over her head and others where I have edited out any bare flesh and just left her with clothing. I want to show how sometimes mothers are invisible and everything that they do for their families isn’t always acknowledged. These images aren’t good at all and I am not happy with how they have turned out. I have now changed my mind and am going to leave this experimentation as it isn’t to the standard that I want and I just don’t like them.

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This was the only decent image that came out of the mini shoot I did with my niece as she wasn’t in the best of moods and didn’t really want to do it. I could try and do another shoot with her but I am unsure whether or not I like the images and how it all looks. I feel that I wouldn’t be able to get a good location where the mother (my sister) would be able to blend well and make it look somewhat like a studio like the ones in the Victorian times. I do like that my nieces foot is moving as it looks as though she is some sort of ghost with it looking blurred which is what would have happened back in the Victorian times due to the long exposures they needed to use. Part of me likes this image and thinks that I could maybe work on it more and see what happens with it but I don’t want to make my niece do something that she doesn’t want to do. However, after she decided she didn’t want to sit still she put the sheet over her own head and started walking around wearing it which I captured and it looked quite funny. I don’t like the background of this image as I had to quickly set everything up and make do with what I had as there was a limited time that my niece was round and again she was in a bad mood.

I also tried to do a bit of experimentation with my mum but it was difficult as my mum isn’t the best at getting into all of the odd poses and positions I asked her to do as she obviously isn’t used to my obscure style of photography. I think that I could re-stage this and remake it myself as I have made images where the bare flesh on the persons body is taken away to just leave the image with their clothes and what they are doing. I think that these images are ok but I know that I can do a lot better than what I have produced so far. I might mix this into some kind of narrative and try to create more of a series in the theme of surrealism and narrative photography combined. This idea was interesting and I do think I could expand on this project some more to make stronger images. I only managed to get a few images out of this as it was just a quick experiment that I didn’t want to spend too much time on before fully committing to the idea. I now know how long each one would roughly take to edit and think that I would have plenty of time to get a mini series of possibly 8 to 12 images. The only thing about this particular set of images is it is very similar to that of my coursework as I wanted to create it as a kind of expansion onto it as I got my subject to wear the same dress and it follows the same theme. The images below aren’t the best and I can definitely do a lot better but just as a starter of experimentation they are fine.

Shoot 2: Appropriation in the style of Richard Prince – using Tinder to manipulate images to signify couples choosing online dating as a source to find love. 

Idea:

To use images screen-shotted from the Tinder app to use as a frame for separate portraits. In the style of Prince, this could empathise similar to how he manipulated his own Instagram feed. Using friends accounts, or even creating a fake one for myself, allows me to delve into the world of how people mask themselves for love and how I can manipulate myself to become apart of it.

Concept:

To establish the role of images in online dating and how images influence people to be attracted purely by their first sight. This will exaggerate how the comment of ‘truth‘ lies purely in the eye of the beholder.

Below are some examples of my friends Tinder profiles. As you can see, the information states the factors of your Name, Age, Location in comparison to yours, as well as offering you to display a range of images which feel represent your true self. The most eye-catching feature of this is predominately your profile picture as its the largest subject on the screen. This could suggest an un-reliable source of finding romance as the person is only viable to ‘match’ you unless you fill the box for looks when satisfied. In conjunction, the person they haven’t decided to give matches to could be someone they seem to get on well with, initially finding it more difficult for them to maybe find their perfect match.

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As displayed above, you can see a range of interests of people inhabit, something I wish to portray during my creation of a photo-book or study. I think incorporating peoples interests / lives through a collection of images is something I wish to portray in a sequence or dichotomy of images.

Edits

I have selected my favorite photographs from the photo shoot and I have begun to edit them in Lightroom. I edited them by changing the saturation and exposure of most of the photographs because they seemed to look a bit yellow or blue. I then used lenses correction and cropped some photographs to make sure the photographs were all straight. Finally, I also experimented with different levels of contrast to find which one looks best on each photograph. From this photo shoot I think I have a few strong photographs, however I found that some photographs were a bit blurry this could be due to the shutter speed being too slow. For my next photo shoot I am going to make sure I increase the shutter speed.

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Environmental Shoot | Experimentation

Here are images of the experimentation that I have done so far for my project. I found these to be fun and interesting to do as they were more experimental and different to the kind of images that I usually create. I wanted to challenge myself and try to bring in new materials into my work. I have managed to create a few different kind of images and am happy with the outcomes. I have specific ideas in mind but do find myself changing and adapting new ideas when it comes to being on location. I want my images to stand out and make an impact, something I think I have with these images. I wanted to create something that would be fun for me as well as a bit of a challenge and something that will really get my spectators thinking. I want my work to stand out. In order to do this I got experimenting with layers and introducing different materials into my work so that it is not just a flat piece of work. Incorporating different techniques from different realms of creativity has really helped to bring my project to life.

After looking at my photographs I found that I really do not like them and they are boring. I want my images to be different and exciting for the spectators to look at. At present I find the images quite mundane and think that I can do much better. I will try and experiment with them to see if I can make them any better and more interesting. I think that I am going in a different direction with my project and no longer want to do this topic but I’m just going to experiment a bit more and try it out to see if it all works. I’m going to be doing other experiments and different topics just so I have more than one thing to fall back on if this particular project doesn’t work out. I prefer to have a few different ideas so that when it comes down to it I will have plenty of options to choose from.

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I had such high hopes for this photo and had a really great plan of how it would turn out but I don’t really like how it looks and know that it is not as good as I had hoped and imagined it to be. I think it looks alright and that there could be potential for it to look at lot better but I don’t want to mess around with it and for it not to work out. I also made some other images that look alright but I don’t think that I want to experiment with them any further. I have now changed my ideas and plans for this exam project and want to try out something different.

Above is the experimentation that I did a couple of weeks ago on an environment shoot. I went round the area where I live and made photographs of all of the litter that had been left and discarded on the ground. After making each image I did go and put the litter in the bins that were literally about 10 steps away from where they were left. It really makes me sad to see how people and how we as a society treat the natural world and don’t care about what the effects are. I do think that these images are quite boring but in a grid could be more effective. The only reason that I’m not going to be doing all of this is because I have changed my ideas and want to try out a different kind of project. I like the images as I feel that, as a series, they give a clear and strong message to my spectators. However, I know that I can do better experimentation and have venturing into a different idea for my final project. For each photograph I wanted to originally just get images that were more close up and abstract but when photographing I found that it looked a lot better when I had a little bit of the environment that it was in, in the photo too. I think that this looks a lot better and shows more context and allows the spectator to see what we are doing to our natural world.

 

Shoot Planning

This week I plan to start getting some shoots together and start producing some work towards my photo book. I definitely want to create a photo book as I have a strong idea of what kind of images that I want to produce for it as well as a front and back cover. I have begun some experimentation and have brainstormed most of my key ideas. I feel that I have enough ideas currently to make an effective book and want to add to the book as I go to see whether or not I need to make anymore images or whether some need to change to fit in with the aesthetic of the rest of the images. I have decided to focus in on surrealism within photography as I have, in the past, really enjoyed this topic and found it more fun and exciting with outcomes looking more unique. I want to be able to put my own stamp on my images and make them stand out so experimentation with surrealism will really benefit my project. As previously stated in a blog post I am going to focus my work on the environment and how we as a society treat our natural world. I really feel passionate about the environment and the way that it is treated and want to enlighten people, to get my spectator to think more carefully about how they treat that environment. I’ve come up with a few interesting ideas that I need to do some more figuring out about as I want to make them as good as they can be. I have decided to make all of my images portrait as I want to make my photo book portrait and make everything look complete and together. I am also thinking of making some landscape images that can be used as double page spreads just to add more dimensions to my work and to make it more appealing visually for my spectator to look at.

Shoot 1 | Ideas

For this shoot I want to go around the streets of Jersey and take extreme close up photographs of rubbish that has been left around. I want to make the images more abstract and close up to make them more interesting and to add in layers to my photo book. I want to add a few of these images into my photo book as extras to bring in the more real and truthful side of our society. I came up with this idea a few weeks ago as I looked outside my window and just saw an abundance of rubbish all around my area. I was so frustrated that I went down and picked up all the rubbish and threw it in a bin that was about 5 steps away from where the rubbish had been left. I just don’t understand how people can be so lazy that they are unable to walk over to a bin to get rid of their waste. I want to bring this to light in this shoot and make those close up photographs purely to make the images more abstract and interesting rather than just photographing a boring piece of rubbish left on the ground. This is quite experimental as it might not work out as well as I am hoping that it will but I want to try it out and see whether or not it does work out.

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Shoot 2 | Ideas

For this shoot I want to make surrealist images similar to the ones that I have previously made in the past. I really like this style and want to experiment with it further. For these images I will take a photograph of the plain background of the woods and then another with the subject stood in front of the camera to make it easier when editing and rubbing out any bare flesh that is on show. This time when editing I want to make my images very sharp and spend more time on getting the edges sharp and making it look as professional as it can be. I also want to make images like this in town and again have a plain background image with the next one being one filled with people with their faces and any bare flesh being rubbed out. I really want to experiment with this idea as I find it so interesting and unique, making the spectator wonder what is going on and why they can only see their clothing. I think that these images will work well and I want to use some of them as double page spreads in my photo book. This is something I really enjoy doing as it is different and strange making it more interesting for the spectators to look at and interpret.

Shoot 3 | Ideas

I have an idea for this third shoot but I am unsure whether or not it is going to work out. I want to try it and experiment and to just try it out and if it doesn’t work out it isn’t a big deal. Basically I want to use the woods to create a sort of thrown for Mother Nature. I want to dress my subject up as Mother Nature and have a strong image of her looking into the camera. This is just to add another layer to my photo book to make it more intriguing as well as adding in the fantasy aspect of the exam theme to my work. I think that this experimentation could work out really well if I organise it and plan everything well. I really want to make this particular image/set of images mystical and really interesting to look at. I think that this is going to be one of the most challenging shoots for me to do but I if I organise everything and plan it all out before hand I think that I will be able to do it successfully.

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