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I am an A Level student currently studying at Hautlieu School. My subjects include, Media Studies, Photography and History. My blog includes updates of my current work in both media and photography where I am able to show research, planning and experimentation. I update this blog weekly with different posts relating to my subject topics.

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Final Outcomes

The Box

For my final piece I have decided that I want to put everything inside a small box that looks like it is from the Victorian period. I wanted to do this as all of my work and images are based in the same time period of the late 1800s and so I thought it would all fit in quite nicely. For my final piece I have printed out 5 series of images that each have a caption on them with their titles, I wanted to make these images small as I thought it would be a good idea and they would all fit nicely into the box. The idea of the series was also to make them look more like film stills which is something that I have an outside interest in and wanted to incorporate my love of film into my photographic work. Another added element to my final project was that I created six flip books from one of my shoots based around hidden mothers from the Victorian period. These flip books are basically behind the scenes looks on how that kind of image is made and what goes into making them. A last minute final touch that I decided would be a good idea to add was a zoetrope. I made this all by hand and made it quite small so that it would also fit nicely into the box. The idea of the box was to basically make it seem as if it was a found memory style box filled with a load of old stills and showing the first forms of moving image before film and cinema were actually invented. I thought that this would be a good way of bringing everything together as I felt it was all a bit like odds and ends and didn’t really look much but now that I have come up with this idea for the box I think that my work looks more complete and put together nicely. This whole project can link back to the exam title of truth, fantasy or fiction as I show the truth behind how local islanders used to treat outsiders and those that didn’t fit in with the norm. I wanted to focus on lunacy within the island and how those struggling with it were treated before the asylum was built. I also did a series on transgender and looked into islander Colonel Victor Barker and how he managed to live as a man for so many years. The series I made out of this research was much more simple and basically my subject changed from being a female, wearing feminine clothing and long hair, to cutting her hair and slowly covering her female parts and she finally became a man wearing a suit trying to blend in with the rest of society. I feel that this subject is something a lot of people don’t understand and to help me understand it myself I wanted to do research and a project on it which I actually really like. Overall, my project is based very much on truth and what life would have been like in Jersey in the late 1800s. The element of fiction comes into my work with the box not actually being from the time period and the stills and flip books being handmade by me. For the box I went out and bought a plain brown one and found some old Victorian looking material and glued it to the top of the box with a hot glue gun, this took about 5 minutes and I think that it has turned out well and I am happy with how it looks.

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Inside the box

The Zoetrope

Today I decided to make another little addition for my  Victorian inspired project. Presentation is really important to me and so I wanted to make it look as good as possible and have as many visual elements as possible. I also wanted to add things that relate to film as it is something I love and am passionate about. I made flip books to add moving image into my work that could have been created and used during the late 1800s and I printed out stills and wrote on them for something extra in the book. I then decided to make a zoetrope as these were invented during this time period and I thought it would add something more interesting to my project too. I really like how this has turned out as it was my first time trying this method out and it has worked out well. I chose to use the shoot Locked Up as I felt that this one would work out the best as it was the shortest one and it is also looks good with objects appearing in ever photograph.

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Locked Up Zoetrope | Experimentation

As a final little experiment I have decided that I want to attempt to make a zoetrope and I think that I can do it well. I have chosen from my mini series Locked Up as I feel this one has jus the right amount of images to create a zoetrope with and it will look good. I don’t think that it will particularly be a working one but I feel that when I get the basis of it all it will be fairly straight forward. I feel that this could be a really great idea as this is something that the Victorians used before there was the invention of cinema and moving image. I feel that this could bring my work to the next level and add on to the whole idea of having my work look like it is from the late 1800s as well as the images being based in the same time period. I watched a few YouTube videos on how to actually make a zoetrope and think that I pretty much get how I could go about making my own one. This is just going to an experiment and see whether or not it looks good enough to make it into my little box filled with late 1800s inspired work.

How To | Make A Zoetrope

Here is how I made my mini zoetrope. Firstly, I got my images onto one A4 piece of paper, printed them out and split them in two. I then backed each of them on some black card using the spray mount. After this I made the slits at the top of the card using a standing knife, this took me about half an hour but has actually turned out better than I had expected.  I stuck the images to the card and then curved it round to create a circle, it didn’t turn out too perfect but I don’t really mind that. I have also painted a chop stick black to use as the twirling part of the zoetrope. I have cut another piece of card to use as the bottom of the zoetrope and need to cut it in a circle so that it fits on the inside of the whole thing. So far it has turned out better than expected. Something that I realised is that the images are possibly too low down and the slits aren’t long enough but that’s ok as it is supposed to be from the Victorian times and I don’t mind if it is perfect or not. I added a little bit of foam board and cut it into a small circle underneath the whole thing just so that the stick wouldn’t more around too much and painted it black, I also made another small one and put it onto the inside using a glue stick and a hot glue gun. This just made the stick more secure in the whole thing. Overall I am happy with how it has come out especially as it was a first attempt and I basically just went off of intuition for the whole thing. The end result is a bit rough around the edges but I really don’t mind as it was a last minute idea which turned out better than expected.

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Locked Up | Zoetrope
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Freedom Tree | My Experimentation

For this shoot I took inspiration from one of Tom Killick’s photographs that he made down at the abandoned Jersey asylum. There was one particular image of a drawing that a patient did of a tree and it really intrigued me and made me wonder what this person must have been doing through at their time in the asylum. I decided to interpret my own story as I would never be able to find out the real story. So I created a troubled persona, one that wants freedom. I know this shoot could come across as cliche but obviously this person had a troubled mind and their only way of expressing themselves in the asylum was to illustrate it, to draw pictures of things that they imaged. To me the tree symbolises freedom and hope as they are always out in the open. I created a story whereby my persona draws a picture of a tree to escape and to sit and look at when she feels lost or lonely. Something that I also found very interesting when looking at the actual image was that the drawing was unfinished which makes me think that this patient was one of the last to be living in the asylum before it was abandoned or that maybe this patient passed away before they could actually finish it. lunacy freedom treeblog

I am not too keen on this shoot. There is just something about it that I don’t like and I am unhappy with how it has turned out. As I am rubbish at drawing the tree didn’t turn out well at all and I just don’t think the chalk came out strong enough in the final images as well as it not really showing the state of mind that my character was in. I have no interest in this series as it is quite boring and basically just someone drawing a rubbish tree on the wall. I feel that I needed to get more into the character and to really show the state of mind that my character was in. I feel that this could have worked out better if I got someone else to be the subject and so I would have creative freedom to walk around and get better shots and different angles of the subject drawing. This shoot is a bit too simple for me and doesn’t really stand out as strong images to me. I’m not really feeling it with this shoot and know that I can do so much better than this but as an experiment it is fine. I just feel that there is a lack of expression and emotion in this series as the spectator isn’t really able to see much of the subjects face or how they are possibly feeling. I made this series from recording myself in the car park of my apartments. A man actually came in a couple of times and asked if we lived here but obviously I do and I explained that to him too. After making these photographs I went and got buckets of water to wash all of the chalk off and I actually cut my finger trying to scrub it all off. This is most likely the cleanest those walls have ever been as even when I was younger my friends and I used to draw along the walls with the dirt that covered the walls and the floor. Anyway, in the end I cleaned everything off the wall and it now looks as good as new.

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This is my favourite still from the shoot as it shows some expression and emotion in it. I like how strange my subject looks in this photograph and her whole body language. She is slightly slumped over, holding the chalk in an odd manner while looking demonically over her shoulder. This part of the photograph shows the most emotion and the possible mind state that my character is in. I like the composition of this photograph too and how my subject is slightly off centred with the tree in the background. I wanted all of my images to be in black and white to represent the time period of the late 1800s in which it would be based as well as it being a bit more poetic than a basic coloured image. I don’t think that this image would look as good in colour as the light wasn’t very good and was more yellow because of the lighting of the car park.

https://youtu.be/EuppGzT-dzU

Freedom Tree | Final series
Freedom Tree | Final series

Scared Sh*tless | My Experimentation

This project is based off of research that I have done into lunacy on the island. I got this story from an article I read on cases of people loosing their minds, lunatics, back in the late 1800s. One case particularly interested me and it was one where an apprentice jumped out in a white sheet at his boss who was so shocked that he never recovered. I found this story to be really strange as you would never think someone could go mad from another person walking up to them in a sheet but then I guess back in the late 1800s people scared easier and there was no CGI or special FX that could create fictional beings, monsters and ghosts which we seem to have become accustomed to in the modern world. I wanted to re-stage this scenario as it intrigued me so much and so I decided to take on a new persona and become this petrified man. I recorded myself reacting to the ghost as well as putting my friend under a sheet and recording her too. I found this shoot fun to do. I decided to add in the video I recorded as I feel it just adds a bit more depth to my project. I made it black and white as well as sped it up a lot so that it wasn’t too long to watch. I think that it has worked well and the stills I got from the video look good together.

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final series

Here is the final series that I have created for this project. I like how it has turned out as it is simple yet tells the story nicely. The one thing that I don’t like about this series is the location and the right side of the subject surroundings, it doesn’t look as good as I would have hoped but it looks fine for these photographs. I like them all together and think that they mesh well. I wanted to create a kind of story board as I wanted it to look like stills from a film and these particular images look best when they are together as one individual one on its own wouldn’t stand out as much and wouldn’t make much sense compared to the series as a whole. My favourite still is the medium shot of the person in the sheet as I like the detail that the black and white gives, adding shadows. I also like the expression on the subjects face as he sees the sheet come closer and he starts to get really freaked out. I like the simplicity of this shoot too as it is fairly obvious what is going on and why the subject was scared silly. The only thing about this project is that I wanted to title it ‘Scared Sh*tless’ but I feel that it may be slightly inappropriate to have as a series for my exam project. I do think that title flows a lot better but as it is for exam work, don’t think that it would be the best title to have. I will also be writing on the physical copy of this series and will add a caption underneath. I think that I want to caption it Ghosts Aren’t Real. I feel that this could be quite ironic as obviously this man sees what he thinks is a ghost before him when in fact it is just his apprentice. I quite like this caption as it does tie in quite well with the entire project.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yuuB9_CPtyY

Above is the short film that comes with the series of images. This is a behind the scenes look at how I make my images and how I stage them. I have put the video in black and white and sped it up so it isn’t as long to watch but I’ve ended up really liking it as it makes me think of an old black and white silent film comedy as the mannerisms of my subject resemble that of one of those over theatrical and dramatic characters. I also like how the sped up audio sounds as when the ghost (person under a white sheet) appears a high-pitched sound comes out making it seem more scary for the subject and adds a bit more context to the whole thing too. I like this mini series as it is simple to follow and easy to understand without my spectators having to know anything about local lunacy in the island or even without any background knowledge. I enjoyed making this video as it was quick and easy to do. I like that it is straight forward and easy for my spectators to be able to follow.

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Scared Sh*tless | Final series

Not My Wardrobe | My Experimentation

For this mini series I decided to focus in on the research that I have done on local islander Colonel Victor Barker. For this I went back to basics and make my series as simple as possible and so in my images, as my own subject, I stood wearing a dress with my long hair and I then pretended to cut my hair and from there I changed into one of my dad’s suits. I thought that this would be the easiest way to show what I was trying to show and also made it more obvious that this was a transgender transition with the bandage going across my chest area to get rid of my feminine figure. I think that this shoot worked out really well and was successful. I decided to do it with the window in the background so that the spectator isn’t able to fully see my face as I wanted it to be more mysterious and not look obvious. I think that this has worked out well and the exposure of light is just how I wanted it to be. I also only had the side of a wardrobe showing as I wanted this added touch to show where the clothes came from and also just those there wasn’t any dead/empty space. I am unsure what to title this shoot but was thinking of making it a quote from Victor Barker himself as I did read a book all about him entitled Colonel Victor Barker and His Monstrous Regiment. In this book there are accounts from those that were there when Barker was arrested and they said he was saying ‘This is it, I’m done’. He was arrested because he owed money to a shut down restaurant and was only found out to be a woman when he went down to the police station. I think that this is a really amazing story and don’t want to ruin it or turn it into a cliche and so just stuck with the simple changing of the clothes.

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To create these images I literally just set up my tripod in my parents room and had it positioned on their bed with my camera recording on top. I then got myself into a position that looked best in the photographs. After filming this I put the video into Adobe Premier Pro, made the entire thing black and white and took screen shots from there. I am now editing together in Photoshop a small series of images that tell the basic story so there will be one shot of each stage of getting changed into a man. I am pleased with how these images have turned out as I like the entire mise-en-scene of the images and how the silhouette looks. I like that the spectator is able to see part of the subjects face but only larger features and they are unable to completely see everything. I kind of used this as a metaphor as often we look at people but we can’t see everything about them and everyone, not only transgender people, have or have had something to hide. This particular series is a reflection of how Victor Barker was hiding his old identity as a woman to lead a better life as a man, he made up a lie that his bits/manhood was blown off during the war and that was the reason why he couldn’t have sexual relations with his wife. I think that this series of images reflects this idea of mystery and not really being able to see everything about a person.

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final series

For this mini series I decided to make 12 images as it needed just a few extra shots to add more context and detail to the entire project. I like how they have turned out and think that it works much better in black and white than if it was in colour. I like how the natural light isn’t too overpowering but also creates shadows adding more of a sense of mystery to the whole series. I thin that these images are interesting to look at and do look good together. Once I have printed this I need to write a caption/comment onto either the top or bottom half which I have left space for when editing in Photoshop. The caption that I want to add to this is ‘That’s it, I’m done’ as this is something that Barker actually said and I think that this could be a good way of intriguing my spectator into wanting to find out more about the story behind the mini series and possibly look further into the story itself as it is so captivating and interesting. I enjoyed doing this shoot and am happy with how it all turned out. I like the harsh lighting coming in from the window as it makes the images more dramatic and makes my spectators want to look deeper into the images and want to see every detail of them. 

https://youtu.be/jz2UeugFYKA

Not My Wardrobe | Final series
Not My Wardrobe | Final series

Locked Up | My Experimentation

Here is another behind the scenes video of a shoot that I have done as part of my A2 photography exam. I wanted this shoot to make my spectators slightly uncomfortable and to really get them to wonder what is going on. This particular project is based off of a local case of lunacy. This shoot is based on a story I have read about in an article of a woman named Jane Le Maistre, who was living in the late 1800s. She was deemed insane and locked up in an outhouse where the people that, supposedly, cared for her neglected her. Here she was left tied up and naked with only a small coarse sheet to cover herself with. She was in a state where she was stuck positioned like a monkey and had no use of the bottom half of her body. This obviously meant that she was surrounded by her own faeces and the living conditions were awful and dirty. This particular lunatic became known by the community and so attention started to come her way and people found out about the inhumane conditions she was left in. Inspectors were sent to investigate but upon their arrival Jane had been washed, hair cut, floor cleaned, given blankets over her naked body, a bucket put by her side and her legs moved. Her carers knew that these inspectors were coming and so then they decided that they needed to cover up their acts of neglect. I find this story extraordinary and how someone battling with a mental illness was just locked up and left to rot. She couldn’t use her lower body and so she wouldn’t be able to go to the toilet and she seemed to be lost to the world. I feel that her mental and physical state would not have been as bad or as extreme as it was if she was given the proper care. When people don’t understand something they tend to just lock it up and pretend that it isn’t happening. This is something that I wanted to show in my images. As the spectator goes through the series they can see my subject slowly changing and looking in a better, more clean, condition. I wanted to make sure that there were no other people in the shots as I wanted it to look as if it was being done like magic as is similar to the actual story of how miraculously Jane Le Maistre was clean and in a much better state than people had speculated. It astonishes me that this happened in Jersey as I never really think much happens here but obviously in the late 1800s, and even today, a lot goes on behind closed doors that we may never find out about.

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I do like this series as I have the contextual knowledge behind it and think that it does tell the story well. I wanted this series to stand out and be in a way slightly confusing for my spectators as it is odd. I feel that it looks like a bit of a spot the difference and I like that as I do want my spectators to think about what has changed in each image. I made it all black and white to go along with the theme of the late 1800s where there were only black and white cameras to capture images. I also chose to make myself the subject as this was easiest as I knew exactly how I wanted to position myself and the expression I wanted on my face. I also think it was a good to bring out a new persona in my photography work and become yet another person. The final image in the series is actually two images put together in Photoshop. When recording this I left the camera going, got changed and then went round the other side and stood looking down on the area that my subject had been pretending to be looking at her. The two sets of legs at the end represents the professional inspectors and how they only see her after her carers have changed and altered the reality of her living conditions. This blends in with the theme of truth as those people bent the truth and altered Jane Le Maistre’s reality. I wanted to look into how society treats people with mental illnesses and how lunacy was dealt with on the island before the creation of the Jersey asylum. Although all of my work is staged and as such becomes a form of fiction it is still based on a true story and how an islander was actually treated back in the late 1800s. I feel that this is an extraordinary story that not many people living on the island nowadays would know about. I want to bring the talk about mental illness into the main of society as we still tend to ignore it and not quite understand those struggling and dealing with it.

https://youtu.be/xxO1FINV17s

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Locked Up | Final series

Artist Reference | Cindy Sherman

Cindy Sherman is one of my favourite photographer and I have taken a lot of inspiration from her in my past projects. I wanted to look into her work again but not the famous film stills that she created in the 1980s but to look at some of the work that she created during her time as a student in the late 1970’s. One particular set of images is based on a Hollywood-inspired murder mystery story with a vast amount of characters waiting for the bus. Sherman becomes each of the characters and dresses in different clothes based on people that you would typically see in a 1930s movie. The story behind Sherman’s work entitled Murder Mystery People is an imagined crime movies that features 17 different characters inspired by stereotypical figures in 1930s Hollywood films.

Sherman’s early work: http://www.anothermag.com/art-photography/2451/cindy-sherman-early-works

“I feel I’m anonymous in my work. When I look at the pictures, I never see myself. Sometimes I disappear” – Cindy Sherman

The quote above that I have extracted above really interests me as Sherman states that she doesn’t see herself in her images, which is what I feel in my images too. They aren’t self-portraits, Sherman becomes the character and creates a new persona in her work. I like that she creates new personalities and personas in her work becoming new people and changing who she is by her clothing, props, hairstyles and mannerisms and facial expressions. I find Sherman’s photographs really interesting and I like the way she makes her images as I use a similar method. In her images she tends to be in a studio on her own and have a shutter release to make her images, often we are able to see this in her images at the bottom of the image or to the side.

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This is my favourite out of this series of Sherman’s. I like the composition of this image and how the subject is positioned in the bottom right. I find it interesting to look at how the subject is photographing and the camera with the flash attachment on top as this is what was often used back in the 60s when Sherman made these photographs. I like how Sherman literally becomes her characters and creates new and intriguing characters all the time, something that I like to do in my own work too. I like the added touch of sideburns and other details like the glasses and the hat in this image. I feel that the hat could have been an easy way to hide her hair without having to wear a wig like she often does. In my own images I took some inspiration and have made images wearing a hat and hidden all of my hair inside the hat. I like how Sherman shot all of her characters with the same background and in the same place, this makes it so much easier when shooting to just stick to one location in a studio, where often Sherman would photograph alone. I like that as a spectator you are able to see the shutter release at the foot of this image showing how Sherman would have made this photograph using her foot and I like that it isn’t perfect or that she hasn’t tried to hide it too much but it really manages to blend in well with this image and the character in this image.

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I love this image! I just love how dedicated Sherman is to creating her characters and that she went to the extent of making herself a much darker skin tone than she actually is. I like that instead of leaving this character out, she went a step further and actually created this persona and made an effort to try to look like the woman she had imagined. I like how Sherman never seems to be limited with her work, whether a character is black or white, male or female she no character seems to be out of reach for her. I find Sherman becomes unrecognisable in her images and her characters look so distant from what Sherman herself looks like which I really love. I like the expression on the subjects face as she just stares into the camera. I like the simplicity of the composition and how the subject is just directly centred in the middle of the image. I also like that it isn’t perfect and the spectator is able to see in the background the plugs as well as the wire from the shutter release. Something about this image really intrigues me and I like the shadow in the background too as it just adds a little more dimension to the image. In the right hand corner there is a shoe which makes me think that she was possibly changing all of her clothes just off to the side of the camera and this shoe happened to make its way into the corner of the image.

Mother Where Are You | My Experimentation

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For this shoot I decided to move a chair into one of the corners of my living room as I found this area to to best the location that didn’t show too much of anything modern. I chose the corner as in the original Victorian portraits of hidden mothers they aren’t perfect and fairly obvious that the mother is there so I didn’t want to try to blend it in too much as the amateur approach jells much better with this project. When making these images I just pressed record to get more of a cinematic feel to them and thought that this would be much easier to edit from as I would be able to get more stills from this than if I had tried to take a load of photos. I enjoyed this experiment and it only took me a couple of minutes and we did it for as long as my niece wanted to stay in my mum’s lap. I think that these worked out well and I much prefer this experiment to the one that I had previously done before this one. There are shots of my sister putting my niece on my mum’s lap as well as a couple of shots of me putting the sheet over my mum’s head. I wanted this shoot and series to act as a kind of behind the scenes of what goes on in making a hidden mothers portrait. I do like this idea and think that it has worked out well.

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I first put my video footage into Adobe Premier Pro and took screenshots from this and decided to edit my photos in Photoshop. I made them all black and white as for my entire project I have decided to make all of my images black and white as it makes my spectators focus in on the subject and what they are doing rather than being distracted by anything else. I cropped each of the images a little bit as I feel that they were too panoramic looking. I do like this experiment and want to have it printed as an A5 photo and I also want to write on top of it but I am unsure what to caption it as of now. I also want to age the image so I think that I will soak it in coffee or tea overnight and see how that works out, otherwise I will just caption it and have it looking new. This is my final series for the hidden mother’s shoot. I do really like this series as the main part of this shoot was so that the spectator is unable to see the bare face of the mother. I thought that this added a sense of mystery as well as no one’s faces being shown accept from the babies face (my niece) as this is what it would have been like in all of those Victorian images. I feel that I could do much more with this and want to work on it. I will be adding a caption to the physical copy of this series and write on it myself as well as attempting to age the series in coffee overnight. I think that this series does work well as it is simple and very straight forward.I want to add the caption Mother Where Are You underneath the series image as I think that this could work really well. I think that this could be interpreted well as it is obvious where the mother is but maybe not so much to the baby in the photograph.

MVI_4385.00_00_35_05.Still008editblogThis is my favourite image from the series as the expression on the subjects face is perfect and quite like that of the Victorian children. I also like the outfit of my subject as she is wearing a cute little dress with bows on the front that also slightly reminds me of the Victorian children’s images. On the day I just decided to make these images and hadn’t planned it but it all worked out really well with my subject already wearing this outfit and her being in a better mood than she was in the first time I attempted to photographer her. I do think that this is a good image as the spectator is able to clearly see the mother underneath the sheet with her legs and feet being exposed in the photograph as well as the mother holding the subject in place that the spectator is able to see. I think that this experiment has worked out a lot better than the original one as filming has helped a lot and I have managed to get a lot more stills from this. I think that the composition of these images are good as I decided just to center it all and made everything black and white to ensure the focus is maintained on the subject and what they are doing.

I have decided to make a flip book as part of this experiment as I think that it could work really well and look great if I do it right. In the stills the spectator would be able to see my mum’s face and so I have taken on another idea from the Victorian hidden mother’s photographs and just put a blob of paint over the top of her face. I think that this could work really well and add a sense of mystery to the images. For this experiment I will have to make a short video of the finished flip book itself that I will add to this post. I have put all 312 images into 13 A3 sized Photoshop images and will be printing these, cutting them out and putting them all together with a clip. I feel that this could work out really well and stand out as a final piece, I want it to be strange and different as I feel that this particular project is very much like that. I feel that the flip book will really bring the whole project together and add more detail to the time period it is based on in the late 1800s.

https://youtu.be/Nse7nVrDZ84

Mother Where Are You | Final series
Mother Where Are You | Final series

A Note On Mental Health | Short Film

Yesterday I decided that I wanted to make a short film to contextualize the ideas behind my work. Last night I sat down and came up with a short little speech on mental illness that I decided would be good as a voice over on top of the films that I have made for each of my projects. I wanted to do something with my short films and not just have them as behind the scenes looks on how I create my stills so this was the perfect opportunity to do so. It may come out as a bit cheesy but I don’t mind that as I like what I have written and think that all the shots blend well into it bringing the visual aspects to what I am saying. This was just a quick little add on that I have decided to do but I do like it. I also filmed some extra shots of myself in front of the camera just so I have some shots that really correspond to the audio and so my audience aren’t just seeing the same repeated shots over and over again. Something that really intrigued me into basing my project on lunacy was how society tends to outcast them and banish them almost. I started off my project looking on outsiders and those that don’t fit in with the norm of society so I looked into local transgender cases from back in the late 1800s as well as witchcraft in the 16th and 17th centuries. I wanted to look into lunacy as I found so many cases in the late 1800s of neglect and how poorly treated these people were. It really interests me on how people can’t understand mental illness and seem reluctant to find out as I say in the video they can’t see anything physically wrong and so assume everything is ok when obviously it is not. The message that I wrote is quite short and is only about a minute long but that’s long enough as I want to keep it to the point that I am trying to make and I don’t want to drag it out too long as that will bore the audience. I want to use this as a way for my audience to be able to actively engage with my work and get more of an understanding of what my different series of images means.

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Mental health. It’s something we don’t tend to talk about and when we do it always seems to be at the expense of those struggling with it. Something that mainstream society doesn’t understand automatically makes you an outsider. We tear a part mental illness and brush it off because we can see no physical scars. We don’t understand what we can’t see. People we don’t understand seem to get shut out, taken away and left to let their sanity consume them. We choose to ignore them because it’s easier than helping. How can you help fix someones mind? Their bones aren’t broken, they aren’t bleeding but the pain is still there. It’s just not as easy to access. 

https://youtu.be/-kFyc4erTMI

Flip Book | Experimentation

Here is a short video of the six flip books that I have created. Originally I wanted to make one flip book but this would have been way too big and wouldn’t really work considering the size of my photos and that it would be too difficult to flip through. When filming I only went through the first flip book and the fifth as these were the most important ones showing the process of the mother sitting in the chair to when the child is sat in her lap and she has been hidden by the white sheet. This process took a while to make and in the end I stitched all of the books together, this took longer but I feel that it made the final outcomes look a lot better and they flow more with the whole theme of it being based around the Victorian period. I am happy with how they have turned out and think that the black and white works really well.

https://youtu.be/H41Y3PdBPlY

Making A Flipbook

For this project I have decided that I want to create a series of images that will be put together to create one image, looking like story boards. Each series will have a caption either on top or underneath them, I feel that this personalises the images a bit more and adds in some more context to them. I was also considering soaking each of them in coffee overnight to make them look brown and more like film reels from old film cameras but am unsure whether or not this idea would work out and I may not have time to do this. For one of my series I have decided to go a step further and create a flip book. I thought that this would be a good idea to take my love of film and incorporate it into my photography work. I feel that this method is a whole lot more interesting for my spectators to be able to look through and see a match-on-action series. I really like this idea as it brings my story to life and adds more to my final project.

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The first flip book was made back in 1868, a time period in which most of my own photographic series are based so I thought that it fit in quite nicely. This ties in with my work on the hidden mother’s and how the Victorians always seemed to be finding new ways of experiencing images, hence the creation of the praxinoscope and zoetrope. I wanted to bring this flare to my photos and create something that would have been around at the time period that I have focused on. The flip book was invented by John Barnes Linnett and it was given the latin name kineograph which means ‘moving picture’. Simply a flip book is a series of images all stacked on top of one another that slightly vary as they go down making it look as though the images are moving. I really do love this idea and think that it could work out really well if done successfully.

Creating My Own Flip Book

I decided to only make one of my series into a flip book as I had an idea before hand of how time consuming it can be so I decided to focus on my hidden mothers inspired series that I recorded and took stills from. For this I put my film into Adobe Premier Pro and paused and took screenshots at every snap so I ended up with 311 photographs in the end. I then took to Photoshop and lined them all up on A3 sized sheets 5×5. I thought that this would make it easier when it comes to printing and cutting everything up. This took some time to get each and every one at the same size and length. I took these files to Jersey Archisle where I have been doing work experience and printed them all out which took a few hours as they needed to be printed on Matte A3 paper which needed to be put into the printer piece by piece. I think that this process went well and the images have turned out really great. They looked really good and it made me keen to see the end result. I then went back to school and started to guillotine each sheet individually just so I could get the perfect measurements. I have been busy cutting out each photograph individually and want to make them the exact same size. Something that I have realised that I will remember for next time is that I didn’t leave any space at the top for the holder and so I will loose some of my image but I don’t mind so much about this as there is a bit of blank space on the top as the recording gave the shots more of a panoramic feel to them. I do think that this will work out really well in the end and make for some good final outcomes. I have also realised that I am going to have to make a few flip books as they won’t all fit into one, this is fine and I have started to separate them all up into packs of 50 images each with the final series having a few more images as there is an odd number of images. After getting them all together into each series I went and got tiny holes drilled into each one of them but when taking off the masking tape the image on the top and the bottom were ruined and so each set has now got 48 instead of 50 with the final set having 59 as there were extras left over that went best with the final set. I then decided to just feed thread through each hole with a needle and basically went round a few times and made sure that it was all secure and together. This took some time but I do think that it has worked out better than a clamp would have done and it also goes better with my theme of having everything based in the late 1800s.

Zoetrope and Praxinoscope 

When looking into the idea of flip books it was suggested to me to look into zoetropes and I found them really interesting. These were also around in the late Victorian period and would have been a really awesome idea as a possible final piece but I feel that the flip books work so much better for my projects as they are so long and it wouldn’t really work too well. I could however make a zoetrope out of one of my series as a little added experiment. I feel that this could turn out to be a really great little experiment as I could have this to add to my box which could work out really well. I would only make a small one out of card and stick the images around the inside. I am filling an old box with all of my ideas into it and think that this would bring a nice added touch to it and bring it all together.

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Artist Reference | Sarah Pucill

Sarah Pucill is a filmmaker and photographer who explores a sense of self in her work. The main features of her work look into mortality and the conventional filmmaking process. Pucill makes a lot of her films in simple places/rooms where she creates and enters different and new realms. Her work explores the representation of the feminine, queer or the dead. Her work is very strange and is very much surrealist works but I think this is what makes her work so much more interesting and captivating. Pucill’s first feature length production Magic Mirror explores the work  of Claude Cahun through her images as well as her writing from Cahun’s book Aveux non avenus (Confessions Denied, 1930). I like the idea of this as Pucill has basically taken Cahun’s work, restaged it and added some more context to it from Cahun’s own words in her book. I feel that this is a really great way to learn more about Cahun and to really understand the meaning behind her work as well as possibly getting an insight into the style of Pucill and her methods of film and photography.

Magic Mirror trailer: http://www.sarahpucill.co.uk/films/magic-mirror/

As I didn’t have time to watch the entirety of Pucill’s film Magic Mirror, I just watched the trailer but still found it to be very helpful and intriguing. I also think that the entire film can only be seen in the many exhibitions that it has been shown at. Something about this film really interested me and I really like that Pucill has mixed film with photography, something that I have done in the past and am making a constant link between in my own photographic work. I think that this way of bringing Cahun’s images to life more with her own words has really given me a clearer understanding of the context of her work and her constant thoughts on mortality. I like how strange and surrealist the trailer is, it really captivates me and makes me want to watch on as well as the voiceover from Pucill reciting extracts from Cahun’s book Aveux non avenue. The thing that  I’m struggling with this is that at what point does this become Pucill’s original work as the re-staged positions and images that she has created were Cahun’s and the voiceover was also extracts from Cahun’s own book. I do really like the idea of taking inspiration from other artists work and bringing your own twist to it and Pucill’s work is great but it is just re-staged versions of Cahun’s own images. Obviously no ones images can be as good or as unique as Cahun’s and her work really does stand out to me but I do like Pucill’s interpretation and recreations of it. I like the way Pucill looks in her images and really gets into the characters that Cahun has created, something that I can take inspiration from and work on in my own images.

A Series of Staged Images | Ideas

For my final project I was thinking of creating a couple of series of images for each topic that I have researched. I want to do two separate series for my work on lunacy as this is the one that I have looked at most in depth and is the most interesting to me. I also want to create a mini series influenced by Victor Barker and make it seem like stills from a silent film. I also might do something on witches or on hidden mothers. I have drawn my inspiration mainly from Duane Michals series that he creates, they are very simple but the entire mise-en-scene of his images makes them so intriguing. I have also taken inspiration from other photographers that I have researched for each individual series. I want my work to have a clear narrative and I feel that making mini series of staged images will be the most effective way of presenting my work. I want to make my images black and white as I feel that this will make the images stand out a lot more and they will look a lot better too. I will experiment with colour and black and white to see what looks best in the end. I want to make all of my mini series seem film-like as that is something I have a real interest in and want to incorporate this into my photography work. I feel that this will give an overall better effect to the images and make them more visually pleasing for my spectators to look at.

Series 1 | Lunacy

The first sequence of staged images that I have created is based on a story that I found out about a local lunatic that lived on the island in the late 1800s. The woman’s name was Jane Le Maistre and she was kept chained to an outhouse and neglected by those who were supposed to look after her. She sat in the stance of a monkey and could not use the lower part of her body, meaning that she was in some ways froze in her position and could not go to the toilet for herself. Even with this those who were supposed to care for her left her naked with a small coarse sheet over her. I wanted to recreate this to show the harshness and neglect that this woman faced because people didn’t understand her and they did not understand her illness. I also found out that she became very known by other islanders and professionals were sent round to check on her and when they arrived she miraculously had cut hair and was clean, covered in plenty of blankets with a bucket next to her where she went to the toilet. I wanted to create a series of staged images where my subject starts with nothing and with each photograph a new item appears or something about her appearance changes slightly. I wanted to put emphasis on how suddenly everything was fine and she looked a lot healthier than the actual conditions she had been left in for so long. For this series I took inspiration from Duane Michals and the series he makes as they are so simple yet effective. I also took inspiration from a photograph of Mary Ellen Mark that really stood out to me and helped me to adapt to the persona that I have created.

Series 2 | Lunacy

When I met up with photographer Tom Killick to look at his asylum images I found came across a really interesting on. I also thought that there wouldn’t be much point in trying to go to the asylum to make images as the building is a lot more modern than anticipated and is off limits to the public anyway. The one image that I found really captured my attention was one of a drawing of a tree that a patient had drawn in their room. I found this so intriguing and it really made me wondered what kind of troubled soul lived inside that room. As there would be no way to find out who lived in that room and what their mental illness was I decided to create my own narrative and come up with a story myself. I want to recreate this drawing of the tree in a plain and dirty room. I want to record this process of how this persona has created their art work. I will be staging this and dress as the subject. I think this will work out well and I could even make a little short film from it as well as take stills away too. I find it so interesting how this person felt the need to express themselves and their feelings in some way that they decided it would be best to draw all over the walls. Something about Killick’s image that also interested me was that the drawing wasn’t finished, it was as if the person maybe died or gave up or that could have been the time that the asylum was left and abandoned. I am aware that I could produce something almost cliche or cheesy with this which I do not want to do but again this is what the patient was drawing and I can only try to imagine and express what they must have been feeling. To me this drawing is a sense of freedom, they want to go to a place where their mind can be free. I did notice that the tree has no leaves and doesn’t look particularly bright or uplifting but then again the drawing was never finished so I can’t possibly guess whether or not the patient was going to add that in or not. I really do love this image and want to create a decent body of work to go with it and to really have a great series for a final outcome as well as possibly making a short film.

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Tom Killick photography

Series 3 | Lunacy

I wanted to put a lot of focus of my work on lunacy and the research that I have done for this particular subject. I have found it to be the most intriguing and so want to make this series of images. I read about a story of a man whose apprentice appearing in front of him in a white sheet and the man was scared out of his wits and never recovered. I found this to be a really odd situation but I guess it was in the late 1800s and people weren’t really as exposed to horror or anything like that but again it is strange. I wanted to recreate this with myself as the subject as I think that this could work out well. It will be a very simple series taking influence from the simplicity aspect of Duane Michals. This could work out really well, I will be making the images black and white also.

Series 4 | Colonel Victor Barker

For this shoot I am still unsure as what to do but I think that I want to base a mini series on the story of Colonel Victor Barker who lived on the island in the early 1920s. I think that I will make a simple mini series where I am the subject. I will be dressed in more feminine clothing and then change into a suit and put a pillow under my belly to make myself look bigger. I think that this could be an interesting shoot and brings a visual representation of what kind of transition Barker went through as he never actually had the surgery to get the right bits. I want to do this shoot next to a window but have the entire mise-en-scene of the series to be very minimal so that the focus is maintained on the subject and what the subject is doing rather than anything else. I think that this shoot could work out well as I have taken inspiration from Duane Michals and how simple his images and sequences are. I don’t want this shoot to seem like I am taking the mick out of transgender people because I am not. I am trying to create a simple series based on the story of Victor Barker and how the transition of someone in the early 1900s differs from that of modern day. I find that transitions back then were really difficult as less people understood transgender people and so it was more hidden and new identities were made and people had to try and change their own voices and clothing without any kind of medical procedure as there wasn’t anything available for them to go through the full transition.

Series 5 | Hidden Mother

I really like the idea of Hidden Mothers and find it so strange and creepy but it intrigues me. I want to venture into this further but am unsure how I would do so successfully. I don’t want to make rubbish images that aren’t strong enough but think that a series would look good if I figure out what to do. I am unsure how I could stage a series of images for this shoot as often the portraits are just one image but I have just thought that maybe I could make a series of the behind the scenes process of making one of these images and have the whole set up and the before and after making the image. This could be really interesting for the spectator to see as they get a glimpse of what goes on behind the scenes. I feel that this could look really good as a mini series for a final outcome.

Series 6 | Witchcraft

After researching into witchcraft I figured that I could make a mini series on one of the methods that people used to use to be able to tell whether someone is a witch or not. I feel that this could be really interesting to visualise instead of just having it written down or as research. I want to create a mini series of images where my subject is being trialled as a witch. I think that I want to reconstruct a scenario in a woodland area of a with being trialed and attempted to be drowned. I want to make a series of images that tell the story showing one of the ways that people were trialed for witchcraft as I find it so strange. I wanted to focus on one particular method, the drowning one. For this series I want to start off in a woods were a woman’s head is being dunked into a river as her hands are tied behind her back and after a few different shots and images I want to have a shot of a cliff from far away were the spectator can just see the silhouette of the woman and someone holding her at the edge of the cliff as if they are able to push her off.

Jersey Asylum | Research

On Monday afternoon I went down to 3C International to meet photographer/filmmaker Tom Killick to see the images that he had made of the abandoned asylum. As I am unable to get access to the building at such short notice I found seeing the images that Tom had created to be extremely useful and gave me a better insight as to what it looks like and has given me some inspiration on what kind of images that I should make. Something that surprised me was that the building looks a lot more modern that I had anticipated, I had originally imagined it to be all decaying, dark and rotting brown/black walls. It was quite the opposite, with there being white walls and the building looked in better shape than I had first thought. I really hoped it would look a lot creepier and old as you would hope for an abandoned asylum, which would’ve made extremely fun staged images but it was a lot nicer than that. I found that in most of the photographs there was just disregarded furniture and files all left in massive piles. There was only one padded cell in the entire building which had been stripped when the building was first abandoned. The other rooms weren’t actually too bad and seemed to be ok living conditions, with a bed, sink and mirror. Some of the rooms had TV’s in them that were put behind a glass wall so that the patient wouldn’t brake it. For some reason I thought that the asylum would be really small and that there wouldn’t be many residents there but when looking through Tom’s photographs he showed me images of all of the files and paperwork of these people, many of which said RIP and there were mass piles everywhere. I was shocked at the amount of patient that the Jersey asylum had in just over a 100 year period and the amount of them that died too seemed really vast. I didn’t think that such a small island would have so many mentally ill in their asylum. I do understand that in the early 1900s that there was this stigma against people with mental illness and no one really understood it unless they themselves were or had experienced it. Many cases would have been for depression or postnatal depression which is now treatable with medication and counselling. I feel that back then if someone was feeling depressed others didn’t get it at all and thought them as crazy and so they would be referred to the Jersey asylum which is really sad as it is something that needs help and depression isn’t a mental illness that benefits from isolation. I found Tom’s images really great as they show the exact state that the abandoned asylum is in and have really helped me to get a better understanding of what the inside of an asylum would look like, even if it is abandoned, and has given me greater knowledge on how I can construct a good response. I want to try and recreate some of the scenes and rooms in Tom’s photographs and create some sort of narrative and story behind it. This will come from all the research that I have done on the life of local lunatics and how they were treated in the late 1800s before the asylum was originally built.

About | Tom Killick

Tom Killick is an Australian filmmaker/photographer who is currently living in Jersey. Along with two others, Killick has set up his own television and film production company called 3C International where they create advertisements for companies including Sure, Natwest, ITV and Durrell zoo. They are currently working with Durrell zoo and Henry Cavill. The team have also travelled to places including India and been to international fashion events to capture some unique fashion trends and crazes. When I met with Tom he told me about his fascination with being able to photograph places that ordinary people/citizens don’t get access to and so the abandoned Jersey Asylum was the perfect place to go. He was actually asked by the States to make photographs of the entire building while it was still in an alright state as now it is decaying and not stable enough for people to go in there and visit it.

3C International Showreel

 

The Lady Vanishes | Hidden Mothers

When down at the Archisle I was introduced to the idea of hidden mothers. This was a craze during the Victorian period where families wanted their photographs to be taken of their children. The mother would hold the baby still with a sheet over their head so that they would not be seen. Looking at the images is hilarious as it is so obvious that there was a person behind the sheet. I find this idea so strange but it also really intrigues me. I feel that I would be able to link this to the idea of witchcraft and how they were set aside from society. I also just find this particular ‘style’ of photography very strange and something that I want to know more about! It is so odd but it somehow makes a lot of sense to just hold the baby and cover yourself with a blanket, I guess it would have been the Victorian’s way of PhotoShop. This also reminds me of Francesca Woodman and how she makes images and doesn’t retouch them afterwards, she does it live. I like this sense of making an image that is actually there in the present. It almost brings an element of truth to them, in that nothing was ever retouched or edited afterwards. It was raw, then and there and so they worked with what they had.

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When looking at the images of the mother’s with their children I am actually surprised at how the children aren’t actually crying or smiling, they don’t seem to have any emotions. I find some of these images really obvious and the spectator is able to clearly see that there is a person underneath the blanket but in others it actually blends well and the mother looks like a chair or something because of the way she is positioned. I do like these images as they are so strange but something about them really interests me and I want to know why other than the obvious reasons they chose to photograph them in this way. I could see if the mothers was hidden away off to the side or something but the photographers chose to just have the child sat on her lap and simply put a sheet over her. When reading more about the Hidden Mothers I found out that it used to take a minute and a half for the image to register so the subject would need to remain still for that period of time which was obviously harder for a child/baby to do than that of an adult. Often photographers would be female as by the late 1800s it was seen as one of the more respectable jobs for middle-class women. Something else that I found out was that the babies weren’t allowed to smile in the photographs as this would mess with the exposure and leave it blurred in the final photograph.

Experimentation

I tried to recreate this style of photographing with my sister and niece but it didn’t really work out as my niece wasn’t in the right mood to sit still and wait for me to make a photograph of her. I have however taken inspiration from the idea of Hidden Mothers and am thinking about doing an experiment with my mum and having her pose with a blanket over her head. I came up with a spin off idea of the hidden mother and how they are supposed to blend in with the scenery and be invisible. For a shoot  that I have done with my mum is that the expected role of women is often overlooked and is almost unspoken about that we almost forget how much mothers really do. Their everyday house chores become the norm and they seem to do everything without ever being noticed. I wanted to explore this in two different ways so I decided to make some images of my mum with a sheet over her head and others where I have edited out any bare flesh and just left her with clothing. I want to show how sometimes mothers are invisible and everything that they do for their families isn’t always acknowledged. These images aren’t good at all and I am not happy with how they have turned out. I have now changed my mind and am going to leave this experimentation as it isn’t to the standard that I want and I just don’t like them.

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This was the only decent image that came out of the mini shoot I did with my niece as she wasn’t in the best of moods and didn’t really want to do it. I could try and do another shoot with her but I am unsure whether or not I like the images and how it all looks. I feel that I wouldn’t be able to get a good location where the mother (my sister) would be able to blend well and make it look somewhat like a studio like the ones in the Victorian times. I do like that my nieces foot is moving as it looks as though she is some sort of ghost with it looking blurred which is what would have happened back in the Victorian times due to the long exposures they needed to use. Part of me likes this image and thinks that I could maybe work on it more and see what happens with it but I don’t want to make my niece do something that she doesn’t want to do. However, after she decided she didn’t want to sit still she put the sheet over her own head and started walking around wearing it which I captured and it looked quite funny. I don’t like the background of this image as I had to quickly set everything up and make do with what I had as there was a limited time that my niece was round and again she was in a bad mood.

I also tried to do a bit of experimentation with my mum but it was difficult as my mum isn’t the best at getting into all of the odd poses and positions I asked her to do as she obviously isn’t used to my obscure style of photography. I think that I could re-stage this and remake it myself as I have made images where the bare flesh on the persons body is taken away to just leave the image with their clothes and what they are doing. I think that these images are ok but I know that I can do a lot better than what I have produced so far. I might mix this into some kind of narrative and try to create more of a series in the theme of surrealism and narrative photography combined. This idea was interesting and I do think I could expand on this project some more to make stronger images. I only managed to get a few images out of this as it was just a quick experiment that I didn’t want to spend too much time on before fully committing to the idea. I now know how long each one would roughly take to edit and think that I would have plenty of time to get a mini series of possibly 8 to 12 images. The only thing about this particular set of images is it is very similar to that of my coursework as I wanted to create it as a kind of expansion onto it as I got my subject to wear the same dress and it follows the same theme. The images below aren’t the best and I can definitely do a lot better but just as a starter of experimentation they are fine.

Artist Reference | Duane Michals

Duane Michals in an American photographer who often uses his photographic sequences incorporating text to examine emotion and philosophy. He usually makes sequences of images as if they are action shots or documentary photographs. He developed this style in the 1960s when photojournalism first became really popular and he adopted this method and used it to create his own narrative. In the 60s his work was not well received as critics rejected his work. When in the 1970s Cindy Sherman adopted this style and it started to become increasingly popular with more and more photographers taking on this style of creating narrative and not actually photographing documentary or photojournalist methods. He staged images and got people to act and pretend, his images touch upon life after death and what happens to those that die. He makes stories/narrative and creates a new concept.

“I never went to a photography school, which was my saving grace. I didn’t know that you weren’t supposed to write on a photograph, and I didn’t have to unlearn all the rules that schools teach you.” – Duane Michals

A Duane Michals gallery: http://www.dcmooregallery.com/artists/duane-michals#1

I find Duane Michals methods of photography really interesting. I like the idea of it looking like stills from a film and that the characters are interacting with one another. The titles are on the pages with the images and some have writing underneath them bringing in more depth and context to what Michal’s was thinking or possibly what the characters where doing. I do really like this style and think it is a great way to tell a story just through images, the sequences of images are simple yet they are really intriguing. I feel that they interest me more because of the time they were made and how different the world looked and how different people looked in the 60s. Some of his sequences are really simple but are interesting to look at while others have more layers and depth to them. I like that some of his images are quite light and easy to follow while others are random and some others have deeper meaning making the spectator actively think about what they are looking at.

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The Fallen Angel

I chose to analyse this sequence of images as it stood out to me. I find that Michals way of sequencing interesting as usually in a set of film stills there are 12 frames per second but Michals has only used 8. I feel that this backs up the quote from above that he had no prior knowledge of photography or anything and so just made images that he wanted to make without having any influence from the photographic world being put onto him. I found the sequence to be unusual but my interpretation of it is that the main subject was an angel and by the clue in the title had fallen from heaven to see his lover one last time. He then kissed her and lay on top of her and seemed to loose his wings and had to run away. I feel that maybe he could have lost his wings because he wasn’t supposed to go back down to earth and disrupt the living but he still went against that and did it anyway. This image is really interesting and the spectator could take away a number of interpretations from it. I like that the images are in black and white, even though that would have been the  only option in the 60s, it looks a lot better and allows the spectator to focus in on the angel instead of being distracted by anything else. The intensity of the light coming in from the window just adds more to the effect that the subject is an angel but also eliminates any other distractions from the outside buildings. The images would have been made on a film camera and a long exposure would have been put on to give the slightly blurred effect making the subject more angel-like and is they are a ghost.

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A Man Talking To God

I had to choose this photograph as it is so odd. I do think that this is a great image as it does, in a way, reflect how many people think about God. For example, both men are sat naked while talking and many people belonging to Christian and Catholic religion say that they will stand naked before God at their time of death to see whether they will make it into heaven. Obviously they don’t quite mean literally but in this instance it works, making the image stronger and more hard-hitting for the spectator to look at. I feel that the piece of paper over the man on the rights face symbolises how possibly anyone can be a God or that your beliefs can be in anyone and you can confide in whoever you want without actually having to physically see any God. I like the style that this photo has been made with the caption as it makes it more personal and is more intriguing to me. I also find the way the man on the right is positioned is interesting as he looks as though he is teaching the other man a lesson or telling him about something and the man on the left is taking it all in and following the other mans lead. The image looks good in black and white again so there are no distractions from the main message of the image making it stand out even more.

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This image really stood out to me when looking through Michals photographs as at first glance it looks very odd. I feel that this image is similar to the style that Francesca Woodman follows with using a slow shutter speed and getting the subject to move so that some of the image is blurred or distorted. I like this image as it makes it seem as though this man, Joseph Cornell, is a ghost and is looking in the mirror to see if he can see himself clearly. The subject is centered right in the middle of the photograph and the back lighting is over exposed and draws the spectators attention right over to it. The bright white light coming from the window attracts my attention immediately followed by the distorted figure of the man. I do really like this image as it is strange but also intriguing to look at at the same time. I also think that this image is more effective in black and white as the spectator is more attracted to the bright light rather than being distracted by any colours in the room. I find that this image represents a ghost or that the story/narrative of this person is that they have died. When researching about Michals I found that he makes his images largely based around life after death and his interpretation of what that would be like. He steers away from the mainstream photography of the 1960s which was largely documentary photography and creates staged images that are unique and a narrative has been created instead of simply bare witnessing.

Artist Reference | Mary Ellen Mark

Mary Ellen Mark was an American photographer best known for her documentary photography and photojournalism. She passed away in May last year (2015). Mark often photographed those who weren’t in mainstream society. Some of her best work was Streetwise and Ward 81. Mark has had 18 collections of her work published. Her work has also been exhibited at galleries and museums worldwide and also widely published in Rolling Stone, Vanity Fair and The New Yorker. She was also a member of Magnum Photos between 1977 and 1981. One particular body of work of hers that I am interested in is entitled Ward 81 and is a documentary series taken in a mental asylum. I want to look into Mark’s work for research to get some inspiration for the staged images that I am going to make based around lunacy. I think that this will be a great way to get to know some of the mannerisms of those facing mental illness and how I should re-stage and act in my own photographs.

Mary Ellen Mark website: http://www.maryellenmark.com

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I find Mark’s Ward 81 images really interesting as it shows the everyday lives of those living with mental illness. I find her way of documenting very raw but some part of me wonders whether or not some of the images have been staged. For example one where a woman it lying down on her bed, it looks as though Mark could have told her to lay there but then again she may have actually been already there when Mark came across her. I find her images very gripping and want to look through each one carefully to really see all of the details in her images. I like that she makes all of her image black and white as it really allows the spectator to focus in on the subject and look at what they are doing, their facial expressions and their mannerisms rather than being distracted by colours within the rooms or objects in the background.

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This image stood out the most to me when looking through Mark’s Ward 81 photographs. It is almost unsettling to look at as the subject is staring into the camera. She looks slightly angry or that she is just sat curled up and Mark came in and made a photo of her that she didn’t particularly want taken of her. The subjects position interests me as she is holding in tight sat on a chair, she looks almost uninterested in what Mark is doing but I also get the impression that she doesn’t like that she is being photographed. Something that I noticed when looking at this image was the framed photo of possibly the woman’s daughters. At first glance I feel that the spectator would just look at the woman and her facial expression and feel slightly uncomfortable but when you look at the image closer you are able to see the little details within the photograph such as the framed photo. The background of the images looks like some sort of radiator that is blocking a rectangular hole in the wall leading to another room. This makes me think that possibly the asylum could not afford a heater in ever room and so residents would have to share with one another.

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This image also caught my attention as it is so strange. The subject is posing for the camera in a very odd position. It looks as though she has lost one of her arms or she could have possibly got it in the main area of her shirt. I find Mark’s images powerful with the fact that the subject is often looking directly into the camera. Unlike other documentary style photographs the subjects are looking directly into the camera and are very aware that it is there, they almost play up for the camera. Usually in documentary shoots, I find, that subjects aren’t looking at the camera and it more contains candid photos. I do like how Mark’s subjects address the camera and allows the spectator into their world, making them feel more a part of their environment. The subject in this photograph has a cigarette hanging out of her mouth but it isn’t lit, it looks strange to me. This image makes me kind of uncomfortable as the subject looks so odd staring directly into the camera and the way she has positioned herself too.

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I chose this image again because one of the subjects is looking directly into the camera, almost addressing the spectator. The woman on the left looks slightly cross-eyed as one eye is looking directly into the camera while the other is looking slightly off. I also find it interesting how the woman on the right is sat just watching the other woman. I again wonder whether or not this image is staged or whether she actually asked to make a photograph of them and this was their genuine response. My eyes naturally gravitate towards what is on the table and it looks as though there is records, a brush and that possibly these women are passing the time by cleaning them up or something. I like this image as it is very strong and does stand out to me, the characters in Mark’s work really interest me and I want to learn more about them, their story and why they are in the asylum. Each characters/subjects facial expression is different and they seem to pose in very different ways.

Artist Reference | Francesca Woodman

Francesca Woodman was an American photographer best known for her self-portraits. Many of her images obscure the face by blurring and moving with long exposure times or are merging with surroundings. Woodman killed herself at the age of 22 before her work was discovered. She had been battling depression for much of her life and her experimentations with photography explored different ideas including angels. Her work is very moving and intriguing to look at. Whenever I look at her work I wish I knew more and want to find out the meaning behind her images. I love her photographic work as I really do love black and white images. Something that I also really like about Woodman’s work is that she uses herself as the subject, which is something I have been exploring through my own work. Woodman often poses naked in her images and has many images of naked women within her images.

“A defining voice of her generation.” – British Journal of Photography

Woodman created a series of images entitled On Being an Angel. In the images Woodman becomes the subject and uses the photographic world as a very personal means of expression. Her work explores gender, representation and sexuality. Her work contains juxtaposition perspectives, some images show her completely naked while the others show her as trying to hide and distort her body. She shows through her photography her conflicted views and thoughts. This work really stands out to me and is so interesting in the way that she photographs showing two complete opposites possibly expressing the conflicted views inside her head. After researching more of her work I noticed that a few of her images are Untitled and most of her images are black and white. This also reminds me of Cindy Sherman and her method of allowing the spectator to think for themselves and come up with their own interpretations. What I like most about Woodman’s work is that it is so unusual and brings an element of surrealism to it, making her images stand out more to me. I feel that the fact that Woodman killed herself at the age of 22 due to suffering with depression shouldn’t be a factor of her work, I feel that her work is brilliant regardless of her mental state. I feel that her work would have eventually been discovered naturally as it did after she killed herself.

Exhibition of Woodman’s work: http://www.foam.org/museum/programme/francesca-woodman

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This image really stood out to me when looking through Woodman’s work titled On Being an Angel. I  really love the whole composition and miss-en-scene of this image, it really interests me. I find it odd that she is hanging off of the door and holding on to it while hiding her face from the camera behind her arm. I love that she is wearing an oversized shirt that almost looks like pyjamas or something. At first I wondered how she managed to get herself up there and saw that the chair was near so she would have most likely positioned herself from there. I don’t quite understand this image but that doesn’t really matter as it is so intriguing to me and leaves room for me to make a variety of different interpretations. Knowing that Woodman was suffering from depression I see that this could be a less intense way of showing someone hanging themselves, she wants to end her life but needs to see how elevated she must be off of the ground before doing so. The way she is covering her face as if shying away from the camera also interests me as I feel that she has a conflicted view of photographing herself. She wants to make these amazing images and use herself as the subject but at the same time conceals her identity. I like the room as there are so many little details all around that I am able to interpret and see her environment. I really do not know what to interpret this image as, it is so unusual but it looks so great and really did stand out to me. I like how she is slightly off centre in this image but your eyes are still immediately drawn to her followed by the chair giving the spectator the assumption that she used the chair to get herself up there.

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This is another image that really stood out to me in Woodman’s work. I like that she uses slow shutter speeds to make her images blurred and the end results are so intriguing to me. In the 70s/80s there would not have been any kind of editing software for Woodman to make surrealist images with effects added in afterwards so she had to improvise and actually make images that she envisioned there and then in front of the camera. I love that her work is so simple, she would have made this image on a black and white film camera most likely and that would be it. There would be no re-touching or changing in editing. I like this style and think that I could possibly create some images in this format too. The use of a white dress/ cloth is really interesting as typically people see a white cloth as a symbol of a ghost, which has now become an unrealistic joke kind of halloween costume. I like that this image is blurred and that the spectator is unable to see Woodman’s face or her expression  as it brings more mystery to her work. She does look like a ghost in this image as the slow shutter speed has created an almost ghost-like complexion with Woodman’s legs looking see-through as well as part of her dress and her arms. I really like this image and think that it is simple yet brilliantly done. Looking at the background of this image looks as though she is in some dirty car park somewhere which is really interesting that she chose to photograph in a darker room/space as to not over expose the entire image with there being a slow shutter speed to capture in more light. I like her method of work and find it really interesting to see and learn more about.

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This image probably gives spectators the best look at Woodman’s face without it being blurred or distorted. I really wonder what is going on in this image. She is kneeling down in a dirty old room with decaying walls and pieces of wood covering the floor as she stares blankly into the camera with her hand half covering her face. I find it strange that her dress is unzipped and it looks almost as if she is holding her breast or possibly keeping the dress from falling down. I do really like this image as we are able to actually get a glimpse of what Woodman looked like. The composition of the image is again with Woodman more to the right side of the image and not centred. I find Woodman’s work intriguing as it is so unusual and does have an element of more gothic style images with the expressionless look on her face and the way she makes ghostly self-portraits. I think her photographic work is extremely strong and does stand out to me as unique and bold.

Artist Reference |Roger Ballen

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Roger Ballen is an American photographer, now living in South Africa. He began work as a documentary photographer but soon ventured into fictional methods and staging images. One particular body of work that I am interested in is one of his books entitled Shadow Chamber. This work looks into lunacy and in his images he uses poor people who pose in cell-like rooms that occupy the grey area between fact and fiction. His images are intriguing and hard-hitting. The spectator wants to venture further into the world that he is created and try to make sense out of his peculiar images. The rooms in his images are strange and unsettling; their walls are grey and the room is always dirty. His images are unique and the figures within them always seem to be hiding away or are curled up on the floor with motionless expressions on their faces. Shadow Chamber was published in 2005. His work is very unique and stands out in the photographic world.

“I don’t think things that are nightmarish are actually dark. Sometimes nightmares give you a lot of insight.” – Roger Ballen

Roger Ballen’s website: http://www.rogerballen.com/

I find Ballen’s work really interesting and different. It leaves a lot of questions open and allows the spectator to think outside the box. I find his work quite strange as he uses animals, objects and people in obscure ways. Within Ballen’s images he creates an environment that is dull, dirty and very much staged. There is something about Ballen’s images that make me kind of uncomfortable as they are so bizarre and the subjects in the images always seem to be in another world or they are despondent to the camera, which is most likely the desired effect. Some of his images really intrigue me and make me want to know more about them but there are some that are really quite disturbing and uncomfortable to look at.

11Roger_Ballen_Loner_2001When looking through the book entitled Shadow Chambers I came across this image and found it really intriguing. My attention was captured by the doll hanging on a cross made of twigs with a piece of paper attached to it with ‘GOD’ written on it. Something about this image is almost sinister, it really makes me wonder what Ballen’s message was behind it. My initial interpretation is that this person may not have enough money to be able to get an actual wooden plaque of Jesus on the cross but in some way wanted to show their religion and so made one out of things that they have found. When researching more into Ballen’s work I found that everything in the rooms is a performance, staged. I like how the baby is in the middle of the shot, it just makes it more visually pleasing with the boy lying directly underneath it, almost as if it is protecting him. I like the little puppy in this image looking directly into the camera and with its paw resting on the boy as if he is being cared for by the puppy in some way, a comfort to him. The image is kind of creepy when you look at it for a while as the baby doll looks almost decapitated and one of its eyes looks as if there has been dirt rubbed into it. Also the boy’s feet are extremely dirty and it looks as though he has been unable to wash them for a while, this also matches the dirt of the cover adding to the effect of how grim and dirty the entire room is. I also just noticed that written on the wall is ‘Christ + Me’ as if the subject in the image is looking for some sort of saviour and is going by based purely on their faith in God and Christ.

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Another image that stood out to me while looking through Shadow Chambers was this one. Something about it is really odd, maybe it’s just everything in the image itself. At first glance I thought that the subject was being tied to something through the chair but when I look closer I realised that it is actually a snake. Ballen’s images are so strange. When you first glance his images don’t look like much but when you really focus in on the image and see all of the little details i that small space you really get a sense of the efforts that were made to create and stage his images. I really wonder why there is a snake just going around the room and how odd the position of the subject is slightly crouched over. My attention is then drawn over to the reflect on the floor of the subject making the floor seem wet. This makes so much sense when I think of how the subject is wearing a rain jacket, as if it has been raining inside.

This video really interested me as it gave me more of an insight to the thinking behind Ballen’ s work and how he creates images so that people remember them and keep them in their mind. His images are so out of the ordinary and call for deeper thinking to really understand what is going on in the images. I find his work to be more about a deeper meaning rather than just what you can see in the images. This video has actually inspired me in a way to create content that will stand out and that is stranger and more hard-hitting. I want my images to impact my spectators and leave them wanting to find out more, images that are really unusual and almost uncomfortable to look at just like Ballen’s images. Ballen illustrates his art through photography, it is just another way for him to be able to express his art freely and share it more broadly around the world.

Lunacy | Jersey History

For this project I have decided to look more into the way our island treats those that are seen to have mental illnesses and the historical views of people who were on the island. I am using the Archisle to get help from this as they have many images there that I could work from. Interestingly it turns out that the Archisle doesn’t have much in terms of outcasts or those that aren’t in social circles as back in the early years of photography it was only the rich elites that were photographed and especially in Jersey it was all about getting the richer people on the island photographed. This isn’t something that I see as a setback because it just goes to show how our island treats those that are in need of help or are deemed insane. We tend to forget about them or try to ignore them and hope that they will sort themselves out when in actual fact they need help for a reason. I chose to look at local history as it is something I have access to. I want to make a series of staged images going more in depth on different cases within Jersey of lunacy and really embody and show how those people were treated. When reading more about this topic I have found that, especially in the late 1800s, residents really do not treat people with mental illness well at all. They usually tie them up or completely disown them which is awful.
I wanted to do further and more in depth research to really get a clear understanding and feel of those suffering with mental illness on the island and to see whether or not my theory will be proven that those within our society who are slightly different or misunderstood are outcast and neglected even when they are the ones in need of support and care the most. I also want to be able to make well informed images as a response to this research and wouldn’t want to create a false image of how people suffering with mental illness were treated on the island. It is something that I have a genuine interest in and want to search further in to and find out as much as possible to create clear and strong images.

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When looking at an article, Lunacy and the ‘Islands in the British Seas’ I found out a lot about how the mentally ill were treated in Jersey in the late 1800s leading up to the creation of the Jersey mental asylum. There were so many cases in the island were islanders leave and neglect them. All cases of domestic issues were determined by the island Parliament, Bailiwick of Jersey. In 1859 Jersey was still using the general hospital, in part, to hold pauper (poor) lunatics without any form of medical help. Eventually a separate building was built near the Town Hospital. This held 70 people and was open to pauper lunatics from the town. It was only in 1868 that a permanent public asylum was opened.
When reading more about local lunacy and how those that were seen as mentally ill on the island I was really able to see how society cast them away and just how much my point has been proven that those that are slightly different or are in need of any kind of help that is not physical they are completely shunned and left to rot on their own. It is actually really sad to read and shows the kind of neglect that people give just because they can’t fully understand someone. One case that I looked at in particular was that of Jane Le Maistre were basically she was confined in an out-building without clothing expect and woollen cloth thrown over her. It was written that she would sit in the attitude of a monkey and was in this position for so long that she was unable to use the lower part of her body, it was motionless. After a while Le Maistre became a public issue with more and more people finding out about her wellbeing. the Royal Court soon convened but local inhabitants became defensive claiming her to be well cared for and being cleaned regularly. Inhabitants were supported by local professionals, two doctors whose visit was clearly anticipated found Le Maistre wrapped in two warm blankets, hair short, clean with no appearance of filth or vermin. This just shows the manipulation and stirring of the truth that the people of Jersey did in order to avoid others being judgemental or disapproving of them. It’s also sad as Jane Le Maistre would have been unable to defend herself or tell the truth as she was deemed insane and no one would fully understand or believe her.
Another case that I looked at was that of Dr Lowe, a neighbour of a Jersey lunatic. Dr Lowe locked away this mental patient after he attacked him and left him there for twelve years as he thought an asylum would cost too much, especially as the island was already faced with debt. The Hospital Committee of the States Parliament concluded that a lunatic asylum was not needed after hearing from Dr Lowe. There was known to be less than fifty cases that needed confinement which would lead to isolation and as stated, in most cases of lunacy, it would only increase their insanity. It was concluded by the committee that it would be better for lunatics to stay at home for their families to care and look after them. In 1847, the Hospital housed 38 lunatics. When reading further I found out that in most parishes there were those living with mental illness and they would be confined and chained into a room in the dark, filthy and in solitary cells. They were seen to have had incurable madness. There is a story of Castletown that a lunatic was being confined in a room with food being given to him through a window. Many were held down with chains or rope. Lunatics were often kept/left in inhumane conditions as they were neglected by society. It was seen as a misfortune to have a lunatic person within your family. A final case that I looked at really intrigued and astonished me. It was that of a lunatic called Waterson who was frightened out of his wits by an apprentice who jumped in front of him in a white sheet. He never recovered and was confined in a filthy outhouse, damp walls. He was barred in and had very little light, here in this prison he existed for 17 years.

Witchcraft | Fiction

witchcraftWhen looking more into the local history of transgender people from the 1920s-1930s I found that there was often mention of witchcraft and how superstitious Jersey was as an island back in the 15th and 16th centuries. They would carry out so many witch hunts and have ceremonies on the beaches. I really took an interest in this and think that I could reflect more on this and possibly come up with a few different shoots for it too. I find it so interesting to find out more about this island and how the people of the past thought and the way that anyone who was slightly different was cast out and made to feel less than human. I don’t want to relate witchcraft with the topic of transgender people but I think the prejudice comes from a similar kind of place, with people not really understanding those that are different and trying to eliminate anyone that is different or that stands out in an unconventional way.

During the 16th and 17th century witchcraft became widespread across Jersey. In this era Catholicism [Catholic faith] was being challenged by Calvinism [reformed Protestantism], Anglicanism [Christianity within the Church of England among others], this made it harder for people to practice their religion out of fear, rumours and suspicion of others. Witchcraft is also known as devil worshipping and so following any kind of religion that was different to Catholicism could be a sign of witchcraft as obviously those belonging to the Church of England would practice their faith differently. Citizens often feared those that could possibly worship the devil and so communities made it of importance to seek out and destroy them. Unsurprisingly, there is no real evidence found in Jersey of devil worshipping or worshipping the pagan Gods (Gods not belonging to the Christian faith were seen as devils). It really interests me to find out more about these stories and get to really know the ins and outs of why people had this major paranoia and how much religion did dominate the world compared to nowadays.

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I’ve always been extremely scared of the idea of witches and the way they are seen in films. It really intrigues me, the amount of people who are shown as witches in film, are always women. Somehow this doesn’t surprise me as I feel that as a society we are so quick to judge women and never allow women to really have a strong voice without there being something wrong with them or without them being perceived as a witch, evil or too unlikable. Women in film are never really shown to be bosses unless there are the leaders of an evil cult that set out to kill and destroy the lives of others. I have never watched a film with a male witch, only ever a male protagonist who is the head of the witch hunt. There is so much stigma put on witches and that they are so horrible, ugly and scary but when looking more into this I found that usually it is just ordinary women. After reading more into the history of witches I have found out the cruel and inhumane ways that these people were treated. They were often hanged, burned alive, thrown of a cliff or left to drown in a river. I really do not like how these people were treated with such brutality and that those purging them got away with it and seemed to think that ‘God’ would still accept them even though they had sinned and taken someone else’s life. Obviously those people did not see what they were doing as murder but instead they saw it as purifying the land and ridding the devil worshippers of the earth.

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Trials were carried out in Jersey. The trial by water meant the placement of a heavy weight at the bottom of a cauldron of water that was then brought to boiling point. The accused was then forced to plunge their hand in the cauldron to retrieve the weight and then carry it a long distance. After which the accused hand would be wrapped and sealed and had to remain like this for three nights. If after this time the hand was healthy the accused would be judged to be innocent and if there were signs of scalding they were proved to be guilty. A trial by the cross was to see who could hold their arms up in a cross-like shape for the longest was most likely innocent. The trial by fire was similar to that of water but the accused had to carry a red hot iron for nine feet before having their hand bandaged. This is so ridiculous and I cannot actually believe that people thought this proved anything at all. I feel that I would be able to make a photographic response to this, possibly with some hard-hitting images that make my spectator question what they thought about witchcraft. There is proof of trials being carried out at Gorey Castle as well as interrogation between the lesser courts. There is also evidence that people were shaved in order to find witches marks which would have been extremely humiliating and degrading. They were left in damn dungeons and so were freezing. There are also stories about how those accused of sorcery were cast from a high cliff. Other stories of witchcraft mention how many people genuinely feared witches and would carry acorns in their pockets as it was thought to guard against evil and an acorn design was widely incorporated into the stonework and entrances of old buildings.

 

My Specification | Final Ideas

After working on different topics and looking at different things to do with the Archisle I have decided to change my specification and ideas to focus on how our society treats outcasts, anyone that is different. I have begun to look into transgender people and Jersey’s history with this topic. I find it really interesting and want to find out more and more about it and see how our society doesn’t really understand people going through their transitions. I am also looking into lunacy within the island and how people with mental illnesses are/were treated and dismissed because they are misunderstood. I have also begun looking into criminals and how they are photographed with their mug shots. I find this topic really interesting and want to look more into this as it is something different and something that I want to reflect on the truth of our society. I think that I want to focus in on lunacy within the island and create some kind of narrative with this project. I want to create a film-esk kind of staged series of images as I think that this will be the best method of recreating the stories that I have found out about. I want to focus my work on misfits, those that don’t fit in with the norms of society. I have been looking into how transgender people are still not generally accepted by our society, I have also looked into local cases which was really interesting to read up on. I then ventured into the history of the island and how witchcraft and witch hunting was so huge and at a large magnitude. Along with this I looked into lunacy within the island and historically how our society has treated those with mental illnesses. This includes pre World War 1 and how those in the late 1800s knew very little about mental health.

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Famous Transgender People | Truth

I wanted to focus in on some more famous transgender people that I knew of before researching too much into the topic. It really interests me to see how different people transition and how they are perceived and the way they present themselves to the public. I do think that it can almost be harder to transition when so many people know who you were and there is also so much pressure and stigma coming from those who don’t know much about the topic. I wanted to research this topic as it is something that I don’t know a lot about and want to find out more so that I can make accurate images. I am intrigued by this topic as for me it seems so sad that a lot of these people never go through their transition because they feel to scared or trapped based purely on fear that society will judge and ridicule them.

Caitlyn Jenner
Caitlyn Jenner has to be the most famous transgender person in the world right now. She went from being father, Bruce Jenner, of the Kardashians as well as an Olympic gold medalist for the men’s decathlon in 1976. Everyone knew who Bruce Jenner was. He was married to Kris Jenner for 24 years. Caitlyn’s transition seemed to come as a shock to everyone, including his own family. It must have been such a difficult transition as it would have been so different to any other trans person’s transition. His was televised all over the world as he is part of one of the most famous families at the moment, the Kardashians. On Keeping Up With The Kardashians we really get an insight to the struggles that the entire family are going through and how they are dealing with their father coming out and going through this transition. It really does interest me to see this and I feel that because they are so much in the public domaine that they kind of have to accept the transition as they don’t want to be seen as transphobic and I do think it’s hard to live your life constantly being followed by cameras. When Caitlyn transitioned she said she felt free and that she could be her “authentic self”. I could never imagine being trapped inside a body that you know isn’t really who you are, it seems like such a hard thing to accept and to be able to openly come out and have the strength to go through that transition. I do think that the topic of transgender people is becoming more widely known and possibly becoming more accepted within our Western society. Caitlyn has also started her own TV show entitled I am Cait, I think that this show is actually educating people on transgender and what it is to feel the way she does and how people can be their true authentic selves.

Lili Elbe
I had no idea who Lili Elbe was before late last year when I went to go see a film entitled The Danish Girl. The film really enlightened me on what transgender people go through and this was the first time I really think that I sat down and thought about it and the lives that this topic effects. The film was amazing, showing the fun aspects of Elbe’s life and how she lived. Lili was born a male, Einar Magnus Andreas Wegener, and lived alongside his wife. They were both painters and in fact he was a very well known one. At first Einar posed as a woman for his wife to finish off a painting but it turned into something more, he came to realise that he was a woman authentically. The film goes through the ups and downs of Einar’s life as a man and Lili’s life as a woman. This film was so interesting to watch and I really think that I learnt a lot from it. Without this film I would never have known about Lili at all. She was one of the first known people to undergo proper surgery to become a woman. She successfully transitioned in 1930 but later died due to complications of one of her sex reassignment surgeries. Lili’s memory lived on in Gerda [Einar’s wife] who made her fortune on paintings of Lili. This story actually makes me really emotional as it seems so rare to have a transgender case at such an early time period, 1920s-1930s, yet Gerda was so understanding and supported Lili the entire time. She must have loved her very much as she painted her.

Colonel Victor Barker
Possibly a less famous transgender person but a local one. I came across this story while working with the Jersey Archisle. This story really is amazing and almost unbelievable to actually fathom that there were many, not just one, transgender people across this island at a period as earlier at the 18th century. It really amazes me how still so many people are transphobic and don’t care to understand it. I myself do not fully understand but I am trying and am finding out more and more about this community through my research. I want to know because I want to be able to fully accept it. Victor Barker was a war veteran, he worked as a hotel clerk when he was arrested for not paying a debt he owed to a restaurant. This story truly is gripping and, in a way, it excites me that it happened in Jersey because so often I feel that not a lot happens here and that not many great people live or have ever lived here. I find this island to be very consumer driven, we seem to passively accept things most of the time but the more I look into local history the more I find that not to be the case. It is so interesting to find that Victor Barker was on the island around the same time as Claude Cahun, a photographer who challenged gender norms. When reading Colonel Barker’s Monstrous Regiment I found that Barker seemed to want to be a man because of the life men led back then compared to how women lived theirs. This has really taken my interest and made me want to research into the lives of transgender people more.

Gigi Gorgeous
Gigi is a Canadian YouTuber who has actually gone through her transition in the public domain. She has been making videos since she was male and has carried on making those videos throughout her transition. In Gigi’s videos she comes across as a very open and strong character and is full of confidence. It just shows how different it is nowadays for transgender people and, in the Western world especially, people are more open to them and more accepting. I do think it is still really difficult to be transgender in our current world and society but Gigi is just living as her authentic self regardless. I find it baffling to even think that she was ever a man. Obviously she has undergone a somewhat large amount of surgery to get to the physical stage that she is at now and it is so interesting to see how far surgery and procedures have come even from the 1930s. Gigi is always so open in her videos and lets people know about her personal life and how she feels and who she is, something that those in the 1930s for instance would never be able to do. I really do think we live in a more intelligent world where most people can accept others for who they are and although might not fully understand it they will still accept that it is that person’s choice. Gigi is also friends with Caitlyn Jenner’s daughter Kylie Jenner who, I feel, has become more open to the transgender community and showing other young people that accepting transgender people is a good thing. The age of social media really is taking over and celebrities are becoming more and more influential which is why I think Gigi is so great as she is in the public domain and does show herself for who she is.

Gigi’s YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/GregoryGORGEOUS/videos

Colonel Barker’s Monstrous Regiment | Book Research

When working with the Archisle I was given a really interesting book to have a look at and take inspiration from. This book is basically about a Colonel who came over to Jersey during the first world war after getting a bad injury. He made his way through the circles and men of Jersey, unknown to everyone else that he was actually a woman. He was arrested and imprisoned when he was found out. This is the basic information that I know but after reading the book I found out so much more and find it so interesting and unique to actually have a transgender person living in Jersey as well as Claude Cahun around the same time who challenged gender norms. The book is called Colonel Barker’s Monstrous Regiment. To me the title sounds awful as if Barker had done something so horribly unforgivable and evil that is was a ‘montrous’ thing to do as if they could be nothing much worse, when in fact all that Barker ever did was pose as a man and maybe because she felt in her self that she was a man.

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Barker was obviously treated differently as a man to when he was a woman and preferred the treatment he received as a man. 1929, Central London Barker was a reception clerk of the Regent Palace Hotel. He wore very formal clothing and constantly wore an extremely tight belt. The story goes that he would tell a long story of how he was blown up in the war and without his surgical belt he would not be able to move. He would often tell stories about his experiences during the war. Something that I found interesting too was that in 1929 there was a warrant for Barker’s arrest, he owed a lot of money after the failure of a restaurant he once owned. The book also suggests that Barker had a son who he looked after and was at boarding school. His first wife left and in 1929 he was with another woman who he took good care of and would take time off work to care for her. This is really intriguing to me as maybe as a woman Barker had a child and when he then went through the transformation [non-surgical] into a man he had to make up a back story and came up with this.

Family Background

father: Thomas Barker
mother: Lillias Adelaide Hill
The couple married in Jersey when he was thirty and she was just eighteen years old. He spent his time on gentlemanly pursuits and enjoyed playing out this role. He also put his dog into shows alongside his wife. He had a smooth-haired fox terrier while she had two bloodhounds. Lillias Adelaide Hill belonged to a family whereby a relative, Olave Baden-Powell [female], founded the Boy Scouts and the Girl Guides. The Barker’s moved to Jersey in 1889 and settled in St. Clements. Around this location in the sixteenth and seventeenth century it was the prevalence of witchcraft, were witches were tried. Thomas was the Honorary Secretary of the Jersey Dog Club. He was also club captain at the Royal Jersey Gold Club in 1898. The Barkers first born was a girl on 27 August 1895 but she wasn’t registered until 13 September 1895 due to her father being busy with the Jersey Dog Club holding its 8th Annual Show at the Vegetable Market. She was named Lillias Irma Valerie but everyone was to address her as Valerie. They had a second child, a boy, on 20 April 1899 he was named Tom Leslie. Valerie was very tomboyish and grew up enjoying reading boys books and pranks. Thomas [father] taught her the skills of fencing, cricket and boxing. Valerie attended a convent school at Graty to finally finish her schooling. She would shock the nuns by dressing up as a boy as well as smoking.  Back in the Victorian days it was not seen as feminine to aspire or want to achieve success.

Local Transgender cases

William Pallot was an islander who went to court because he would dress as a woman and walk around near Fort Regent. In the court it was declared that ‘from the eccentric manner in which he had seen him parading in the streets’ that he had no sanity and was to be taken to the asylum. He ‘dressed partially like a woman, with curled hair, powdered face, bracelets, etc. He had the voice and gait of a woman, as well as the mind of a woman.’ I find this so interesting to see how people would react to possible transgender cases and how they could not see that a gentleman would ever be trapped inside his own body or that he could quite possibly be trying to be himself with becoming a woman. Their immediate reaction is to say that he must be insane and that he must go to the asylum because no man would ever think in such a way. It amazes me that back then people would be so naive and unaware of what others may be going through. We now live in a time were we are a lot more accepting of transgender people, women and gay people [nowhere near a perfect world but a better one]. These people are so narrow minded and closed minded to the fact that quite possibly this man was born in the wrong body that he knows deep down that he is not a man but in fact a woman. I guess back then that it would be uncommon for a transgender person to be so open and free but then again it seems to me that people have been challenging gender norms more often then than say now in Jersey. Claude Cahun, Victor Barker and William Pallot all seem to know who they are and they all seem to have had this fascination with challenging gender norms and seeing what life is like as someone else or even if they adopted to the opposite sexes way of living. This book is really interesting and I am really enjoying finding out more about local history too. It is interesting to see how men were treated compared to women and how Pallot was found to be insane and that a sane man would never think is such a way. It shows how differently they treated men to women. Women were often found to be witches and were tried and killed while men were never really tried as witches and even though Pallot stated that he was reading another man’s fortune with cards he was not tried as a witch but seen merely as insane.

During the 1890’s there was a huge amount of suicides and attempted suicides. This suggests that for most people that was there only escape with there being on average two suicides a month with a population of barely 55,000. Jersey seemingly hated anyone or anything that was different and so if you did not conform to the norms of life back in the 1890s you were seen to be a witch or insane.

Edward de Lacy Evans was an Australian man who married his third wife, Julia Marquand, a Jersey girl. He would dress as a woman and when in the mines, to amuse the other residents, he would dress as a woman and sing. He suffered an accident in the mines and somehow ended up in court and was checked by doctors and the verdict came of lunacy and was certified with amentia [softening of the brain]. He was admitted to a lunacy ward where he shared a room. He would never change in front of anyone. After a six week period on this ward he was transferred to a hospital in Melbourne where he was furthered examined. It was revealed that Edward de Lacy Evans was in fact Ellen Tremaye, a woman. He was deemed to have amentia by doctors and was insane. There was no way that he could actually think in such a way as a woman. Ellen Tremaye was the anonymous author of a book entitled The History and Confession of the Man-Woman.

Louis Jobosch was a German in his late fifties. He wanted to travel over to France but was stopped and checked by a doctor who then would not allow him to travel into France. As a result he headed to Jersey where a witch hunt was going on and people were told to keep an eye on him. He was arrested as soon as he arrived at his lodgings. He was in fact a woman. The Jersey police soon learned that Jobosch had been living as a man for forty-two years. He was orphaned at the age of thirteen and then went on to travel the world working as a courier and who by then could speak several languages.  He was often head saying that he wished he was dead and had before attempted to jump into the sea but was caught by passing boat’s. He died after being taken from Jersey to a Southampton hospital where he died on pneumonia. A note was left after his death that read ‘I die of misery – trust God forgive me’. This is so sad because I think that Jabosch truly felt trapped inside the wrong body and that dressing up as a man wasn’t enough and that throughout Jabosch’s whole life he could never come to terms with himself or make peace with his own demons. He asked for forgiveness from God as though he had done something terribly wrong, this is really sad to read as it makes me think about all those that feel trapped and encaged in their own bodies that the body that they inhabit isn’t actually their own and that they don’t belong.

Truth | A Possible Specification

For the past couple of weeks I have been working alongside the Archisle and finding out more information about Jersey history. I have more specifically been shown how feminism exists within the islands history. At first I was just looking at this from personal interest as it is something that I have always felt passionate about and am always keen to find out more and broaden my knowledge on the ever growing topic of feminism. Something I never thought about was local feminism or even how local men and women were treated decades and centuries ago. I wanted to learn about the women of Jersey in the earlier periods of the 1920s and how they present themselves and how women were portrayed. The archive really helped with this as they have an vast amount of portraits taken by a local photographer of the elites of Jersey back in the earlier period of photography. I found this to be so interesting and really brought some inspiration to mind. The other week, when down at the Archive, I visited the library and was shown around by Anna. She was showing me around and introduced me to many different books and magazines from Jersey history and opened up the prospect of looking into the idea of how many women were tried as witches compared to the amount of men. Jersey was always a hugely superstitious island and there were many witch hunts that went on here. I think I want to find out more and possibly focus some work on this topic as it really does interest me. One book that Anna actually let me borrow was one entitled Colonel Barker’s Monstrous Regiment. This book is something I think I would be able to base some work off of the idea of truth. This book tells the story of a young woman who posed as a man for many years of her life and worked in a hotel for years and lived alongside men with a strong presence. She was never found out until she was arrested for owing money to a restaurant that was in debt. I find this story to be so extraordinary and am amazed that someone, who was possibly transgender, that interesting lived on this island. I am currently reading the book and am learning about so many different cases linked to the island of transgender people and what it meant and what it was like to be transgender in those days. I think that I could really get into this project and find out more about it, even though it will be quite difficult to get a handle on as I am an outsider looking in. This will be a challenge but I want to at least attempt it and see if it works out. I have other ideas to fall back on so it isn’t too much of a big deal if it doesn’t work out. I think that in recent years transgender has really become a topic of interest for a lot of people with more and more people, such as Caitlyn Jenner, feeling comfortable with coming out and showing who they truly are. I think that I will research more into this and see how it could work out.

What Am I Doing?

At the start of this course I had planned out that I was going to do a project based on the environment and involve surrealism into this. I find this topic so interesting and would be really fun to carry out. However, I’ve now got other ideas in my head which I am leaning more towards as they seem to be interesting me more. I think that I am going to carry on with all three of my different ideas and once done some further experimentation I will narrow it down and finally choose my favourite topic to focus in on and work on that. Other ideas involve gender and the generic conventions of how we are expected to me. More specifically I have been looking into the transgender community and what it is like to actually be transgender. I am also looking more into witchcraft and how superstitious the people of Jersey were when witchcraft was a big thing.  I really want to explore all of these ideas but feel that there isn’t much time to do so and I really need to finalise my key ideas and actually go out and do some experimentation with those ideas in mind.

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Environmental Shoot | Experimentation

Here are images of the experimentation that I have done so far for my project. I found these to be fun and interesting to do as they were more experimental and different to the kind of images that I usually create. I wanted to challenge myself and try to bring in new materials into my work. I have managed to create a few different kind of images and am happy with the outcomes. I have specific ideas in mind but do find myself changing and adapting new ideas when it comes to being on location. I want my images to stand out and make an impact, something I think I have with these images. I wanted to create something that would be fun for me as well as a bit of a challenge and something that will really get my spectators thinking. I want my work to stand out. In order to do this I got experimenting with layers and introducing different materials into my work so that it is not just a flat piece of work. Incorporating different techniques from different realms of creativity has really helped to bring my project to life.

After looking at my photographs I found that I really do not like them and they are boring. I want my images to be different and exciting for the spectators to look at. At present I find the images quite mundane and think that I can do much better. I will try and experiment with them to see if I can make them any better and more interesting. I think that I am going in a different direction with my project and no longer want to do this topic but I’m just going to experiment a bit more and try it out to see if it all works. I’m going to be doing other experiments and different topics just so I have more than one thing to fall back on if this particular project doesn’t work out. I prefer to have a few different ideas so that when it comes down to it I will have plenty of options to choose from.

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I had such high hopes for this photo and had a really great plan of how it would turn out but I don’t really like how it looks and know that it is not as good as I had hoped and imagined it to be. I think it looks alright and that there could be potential for it to look at lot better but I don’t want to mess around with it and for it not to work out. I also made some other images that look alright but I don’t think that I want to experiment with them any further. I have now changed my ideas and plans for this exam project and want to try out something different.

Above is the experimentation that I did a couple of weeks ago on an environment shoot. I went round the area where I live and made photographs of all of the litter that had been left and discarded on the ground. After making each image I did go and put the litter in the bins that were literally about 10 steps away from where they were left. It really makes me sad to see how people and how we as a society treat the natural world and don’t care about what the effects are. I do think that these images are quite boring but in a grid could be more effective. The only reason that I’m not going to be doing all of this is because I have changed my ideas and want to try out a different kind of project. I like the images as I feel that, as a series, they give a clear and strong message to my spectators. However, I know that I can do better experimentation and have venturing into a different idea for my final project. For each photograph I wanted to originally just get images that were more close up and abstract but when photographing I found that it looked a lot better when I had a little bit of the environment that it was in, in the photo too. I think that this looks a lot better and shows more context and allows the spectator to see what we are doing to our natural world.

 

Photo Book | Ideas

For this project I have decided that I want to create a photo book to bring all of my images together and to tell a story within the series of photographs that I am going to make. I have some ideas of different pages that I want to add into my photo book and think that they will be really effective when it comes to the final outcome. I already know what I want to do for the front and back page and also think that I want to change the first page attached to the cover to green to blend in with what I want to create as the front and back cover. I feel that I will be able to make this book in time and think that if I manage to do it right then I will be able to make a really great book that I am happy with. I am basing my project around nature and the environment that we as a society have re-moulded and manipulated to fit what suits us. My images are going to be very green and bright as I want them to be exciting and beautiful for my spectator to look at and to stand out to them more.

Front/back cover

For the front and back cover I want to spread one image across the entire thing. I will be using a hardcover as this is the best looking one. I don’t like this but it is the best wrap for the cover compared to ones that come off etc. I have decided that I want to make an images of a green woodland area that is really bright and captures any possible spectators attention. I want to make this image and then print it out. Then I will put both of my hands in red paint and print them onto both sides of the image. This represents what humans have done and continue to do to the natural world. As soon as I thought about this being a project I came up with this idea for the front and back cover as I think it could be really interesting and something unusual drawing in my spectator making them want to look at my photo book. The next pages in from the front cover will be the same/similar green to the green that’s on the front/back cover. The image below is the one that I have chosen to use for my cover and I haven’t edited it as I think this image looks much better natural as nature is beautiful on it’s own and doesn’t need any kind of filters. I am going to start experimenting with this and will see if it looks good with the hand print on top of it. I think that this will work out really well and I am excited to see what the outcome of this image is. After I have made this image I will start making my photo book to see how it looks and start bringing it all together from there.

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Inside pages

Landscapes
For the inside pages I want to incorporate my Instagram and typical sunset images. I think that this could be a really interesting idea as usually Instagram photos are square adding a different style/layering to the images. I want to use two images of my favourite sunsets on one page with the page on the right being a couple of landscape images being ripped up and made into a new image. I think this could be really interesting. I want this ripped up image to represent the pollution in the air that is breaking up our atmosphere and changing it, polluting what we see and how we breathe. I really want to try this out as an experiment as I think it adds something more to my photo book giving the spectator more to look at and interpret. For this image I will be printing out different sunset images that I am going to make and just rip them up, I want to try and rip them in such a way where I can piece them back together, even though they will be different images. I really think that this could work out well and add something unique and different to my work.

Staged
I love making staged images, it’s one of my favourite methods of photography. I find it really interesting and think that this will really work out in my photo book adding more to it than just landscapes. For this aspect of my project I think that I will re-use or re-shoot images that I made previously for performance photography as I really liked how these images turned out and think that they could work really well with this project. I want to keep with the theme of rubbing out people’s bare flesh and just having their clothing on show. I want to do this as what I’m basically trying to say is that it doesn’t matter who’s in the photograph, what matters is what they are doing and what they are wearing. I think that this could be a really interesting way of looking at things and could raise questions in my spectators minds. Another idea that sprung to mind was when I saw one of Claude Cahun’s images down on a beach in Jersey, she is lying on the sand. I want to use this and recreate it in my own kind of way.

Abstract

I also want to create more abstract images. I have in mind ones that will be extreme close up shots of rubbish left on the streets of Jersey. I think that this will be a really interesting shoot to produce and to learn more about the society we live in and how careful or careless we really are. I think that I will make this into a photo collage on one page as I think that this will be the most interesting way to lay it all out. I want to show the broad spectrum and the vast amount of litter that is left lying around the streets of Jersey. I really hate when I see litter on the floor when there is a bin five steps away from the rubbish. I can’t understand why people think it’s ok to just leave things in a huge mess as if it will have no affect on the environment around them. For example, it could be extremely hazardous for animals trapping them or even suffocating them. I want these images to make people feel slightly sick or even ashamed and realise how they are treating our natural world. I think that this shoot will be fun to do as an experiment and to see how well it actually all works out.

My Specification | Ideas

Artist Inspirations

John Baldessari is an American conceptual artist and has over the years created images distorting people’s faces making sure that the spectator does not see their faces. I really like Baldessari’s work as it is unusual and makes spectators think more about the image and what the subject is doing rather than the features on the subjects face. I like this style of distorting the face or making it less clear for the spectator to be able to see, it intrigues me more and makes me wonder about it. In my own work I want to distort people’s faces to almost make them anonymous and so the spectator won’t be able to recognize anyone and so they don’t focus on their facial features but instead on the meaning conveyed in the image itself.

Christopher Mckenney is a horror surrealist photographer from Pennsylvania who makes strange images that don’t often show a person’s full body. They tend to be covered by something or parts of their body have been rubbed out. I really like Mckenney’s style of photography as it is so unique and interesting to look at. His work makes me think of nightmares and a lot of it reminds me of the devil, his work is dark and twisted. Something about that really intrigues me and makes me want to look at more of his work and find out the meanings behind his work too. I want to adopt his unique style of photography with rubbing out parts of people’s bodies and features to make for more interesting photographs.

Linda Blacker is a fine art photographer from Chelmsford, United Kingdom. Her work is very put together and staged down to the last point with extra attention to detail as well as her models almost always being completely painted head to toe. Blacker’s photographic work is very fantasy based and images are usually touched up in editing to make them more perfect. I don’t find Blacker’s work very interesting but I like the idea of using a more conceptual approach using paints etc. I also like the use of making the model not look like themselves, just another way of distorting the face and body.

David Hilliard is a documentary photographer. He works making panoramic style images. I love this style of work as it brings in more of the surrounding environment and gives the spectator just that little bit more to see and to look at. Hilliard’s work is so visually pleasing as his images are always so bright and clear. I like to just look through his images and see how colourful they are with the natural beauty of lakes, flowers and plants. His work is interesting to me as I feel that a lot of it is staged as he would need to get the subject to hold their position while he makes his panoramic images.

Orvar Atli is a landscape photographer and has been a mountain adventurer since his teenage years. He usually photographs in Icelandic mountains and captures the raw beauty of the places that he visits. I love his style of work, I think it is very beautiful and really captures nature at its best moments. I want to experiment with this idea and possibly add some panoramic images into my own work too to add to the effect.

  • John Baldessari – distorting the face
  • Christopher Mckenney – rubbing out peoples features
  • Linda Blacker – staged + dressed up models
  • David Hilliard – panoramic style images
  • Orvar Atli – how images look [visuals]

Subject | Topic

After thinking about the exam project for a while I have decided to focus my photographs on the environment and make surrealist images of how our society treats the natural world and show in a more theatrical way how it really is effecting everyone not just humans. I did think about carrying on with something in the realm of feminism but I want to show that I have more to offer and that I believe in further developing different photographic skills as well as following a range of movements. I will be using myself in some image as I have previously done just because I find it fun to experiment and easier to mess around with when it’s just me doing it. I aim to incorporate some aspects of feminism and the ideal of female beauty which is so often pushed towards women. I want to maintain the focus however on the environment and to make my images as interesting as possible. I think that surrealism is a really great photographic method to follow as after researching many surrealist photographers I have found their styles to be so unique and interesting as well as all seeming to follow the theme of nature and how humans are changing this for the worst. I love how beautiful surrealist photographers make their images, making the spectator really feel like they are in some sort of dream.

Style of Images

For this exam subject of Truth, Fantasy or Fiction I have decided to really take all three elements in different ways. Ultimately, my images are a reflection of our society and how it really does treat the natural world, I want my images to be a reflection of the truth. Something I read about photography was that none of it is true, it is how the photographer sees the world and their own personal interpretation of it. This is what I see the world as and that is what I want to focus in on. Something that I spotted in the exam booklet was a quote from an art critic, Charles Baudelaire, who claimed that artists must be truly faithful to their own nature. I like this as it is so true that artists tend to make photographs from their own minds and will come up with concepts and ideas to express as part of their own self expression. The fantasy aspect of my work comes from the surrealist images that I am going to make, which I think merges well with the title of fiction too as my work is more fantasy based, it isn’t real or necessarily true. The work that I am going to create is a reflection of how as a society we neglect nature and take over it without a second thought. How we as a society tend to think nothing bad is going to happen if we cut down the only remaining trees in our neighborhood. For me it’s all about getting my message across and sharing that message with a wider audience, with my spectators. I want  them to be able to understand nature and how badly we as humans are effecting this natural and beautiful world.

When/how are they going to be created?

I want to start making images this week and have been planning on how I would actually be taking them. PhotoShop is going to act as a key element in my photographs as I want to focus on distorting the face and not allowing the spectator to see the subjects face as well as manipulating some images to make them more surrealist. I want to create images similar to the ones that I have done in the past by rubbing out peoples bare flesh. It will make my images more interesting and conceptual. I will need to prepare a lot for making these images and create some sort of plan to get everything prepared before actually going out and doing the shoots. I know how I want most of my images to look exactly and need to plan my way around actually being able to make these images.

Shoot Planning

This week I plan to start getting some shoots together and start producing some work towards my photo book. I definitely want to create a photo book as I have a strong idea of what kind of images that I want to produce for it as well as a front and back cover. I have begun some experimentation and have brainstormed most of my key ideas. I feel that I have enough ideas currently to make an effective book and want to add to the book as I go to see whether or not I need to make anymore images or whether some need to change to fit in with the aesthetic of the rest of the images. I have decided to focus in on surrealism within photography as I have, in the past, really enjoyed this topic and found it more fun and exciting with outcomes looking more unique. I want to be able to put my own stamp on my images and make them stand out so experimentation with surrealism will really benefit my project. As previously stated in a blog post I am going to focus my work on the environment and how we as a society treat our natural world. I really feel passionate about the environment and the way that it is treated and want to enlighten people, to get my spectator to think more carefully about how they treat that environment. I’ve come up with a few interesting ideas that I need to do some more figuring out about as I want to make them as good as they can be. I have decided to make all of my images portrait as I want to make my photo book portrait and make everything look complete and together. I am also thinking of making some landscape images that can be used as double page spreads just to add more dimensions to my work and to make it more appealing visually for my spectator to look at.

Shoot 1 | Ideas

For this shoot I want to go around the streets of Jersey and take extreme close up photographs of rubbish that has been left around. I want to make the images more abstract and close up to make them more interesting and to add in layers to my photo book. I want to add a few of these images into my photo book as extras to bring in the more real and truthful side of our society. I came up with this idea a few weeks ago as I looked outside my window and just saw an abundance of rubbish all around my area. I was so frustrated that I went down and picked up all the rubbish and threw it in a bin that was about 5 steps away from where the rubbish had been left. I just don’t understand how people can be so lazy that they are unable to walk over to a bin to get rid of their waste. I want to bring this to light in this shoot and make those close up photographs purely to make the images more abstract and interesting rather than just photographing a boring piece of rubbish left on the ground. This is quite experimental as it might not work out as well as I am hoping that it will but I want to try it out and see whether or not it does work out.

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average rubbish photos [inspiration]
Shoot 2 | Ideas

For this shoot I want to make surrealist images similar to the ones that I have previously made in the past. I really like this style and want to experiment with it further. For these images I will take a photograph of the plain background of the woods and then another with the subject stood in front of the camera to make it easier when editing and rubbing out any bare flesh that is on show. This time when editing I want to make my images very sharp and spend more time on getting the edges sharp and making it look as professional as it can be. I also want to make images like this in town and again have a plain background image with the next one being one filled with people with their faces and any bare flesh being rubbed out. I really want to experiment with this idea as I find it so interesting and unique, making the spectator wonder what is going on and why they can only see their clothing. I think that these images will work well and I want to use some of them as double page spreads in my photo book. This is something I really enjoy doing as it is different and strange making it more interesting for the spectators to look at and interpret.

Shoot 3 | Ideas

I have an idea for this third shoot but I am unsure whether or not it is going to work out. I want to try it and experiment and to just try it out and if it doesn’t work out it isn’t a big deal. Basically I want to use the woods to create a sort of thrown for Mother Nature. I want to dress my subject up as Mother Nature and have a strong image of her looking into the camera. This is just to add another layer to my photo book to make it more intriguing as well as adding in the fantasy aspect of the exam theme to my work. I think that this experimentation could work out really well if I organise it and plan everything well. I really want to make this particular image/set of images mystical and really interesting to look at. I think that this is going to be one of the most challenging shoots for me to do but I if I organise everything and plan it all out before hand I think that I will be able to do it successfully.

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mother nature inspiration

Surrealist Films | Inspiration

Un Chien Andalou

Un Chien Andalou is a 17 minute long surrealist film and was created in France in 1929 and is a black and white silent film. It is basically a film where a man uses a blade to cut into a woman’s eyeball. Within the first few moments of the short film the audience see the moon, the blade and the eye being cut. You don’t actually see the eyeball being cut into but instead you see a thin cloud passing by the moon, which obviously represents the eye. I like old films like this as they seemed to be more creative and left more to the imagination and allowed spectators/audiences figure things out for themselves and make them think that they had seen something when in fact it was just the trick of the camera shots/angles. I love that old cinema would do this all the time purely because there wasn’t the budget to spent on elaborate special makeup and effects whereas nowadays technology has moved on and audiences almost want to see everything, like they need to see every detail of a scene just to believe it more. I find this short film so random and strange, which kind of made me laugh because it was so out of the ordinary. I like the transitions and how a character could be in one place and suddenly be transported into another. I find this concept interesting and adds more to the short film, making it so much more inviting for the audience to keep them guessing and to move them away from the ordinary and passive way of thinking. For me this short film was made to provoke thinking and to really make audiences think for themselves and start to interpret things for themselves too instead of constantly being told exactly what is going on and what is happening in a film. After watching this short film I was left wondering what I had just watched. It was so random but strangely enough I found it amusing. It is one of those things that are just so strange and out there that you can’t help but laugh at it but also question how strange it is. I thought the cutting of the eye ball at the beginning was a signifier that they were living in a surrealist world and it was also gross to see and split open eye. The ants made me think that the man was dead and they were for some reason feasting on his dead hand, like bugs do when people die. The leading male protagonist literally seemed insane to me and was the most random in the short film but he really did intrigue me with his facial expressions and the eyeliner around his eyes.

Notes | Thoughts

-holding ants in his hand and is in a frozen position staring at it
– woman with hair slicked back pocking at a severed hand that she had in  a box in the middle of the street while police try to push spectators away
– characters always freeze in a moment
– woman run over in the street, man looks so excited about it
– the man gropes the womans boobs [so odd]. she doesn’t want him to but he makes her and he images her with no top on and seems to be dribbling
– very theatrical performance and they use there facial expressions as obviously they never used to speak in these silent films
– doesn’t make any sense, he appears in different rooms etc
– the man is strange and somewhat creepy
– the man seems to be a bit delusional or just really weird as he seems to get excited for the gory and unsettling painful parts of the film
– books turn into guns
– transported to another place, in a woods somewhere. touches womans bare back before he falls to the floor possibly dead
– she looses her arm hair which ends up on his face. she leaves through a door in the house and ends up on a beach with some other man

KOYAANISQATSI (Life Out Of Balance)

Koyaanisqatsi is a 1h23minute film that brings to the light the beauty of our natural world alongside contemporary urban society. This is something that I want to focus on in my own photographic work and so this film is a perfect example to gain some inspiration from. This film shows the true horrors of our urbanised world and how it is constantly being destroyed, re-built and is taking away natures natural beauty. I love this film as it is really relaxing to look at with the music per the top and being able to see these beautiful landscapes with the sun and clouds moving showing the time-lapse. I have always been a lover of the natural world and often find myself going down to the ocean when I need to de-stress or relax. Something about the natural world is so therapeutic and more beautiful than any building ever could be. The main thought that I left with after watching this film was how often destruction does on in our urbanised society and how often we abuse our natural world, throwing rubbish around and not caring about the consequence that future generations are going to be focused to face because of the people of todays selfishness and carelessness. This film has really helped me with my thoughts on my project and inspired me to make a really great series of images that will really give a clear message on what I want my spectators to see and the movement that I want to follow.

Notes | Thoughts

-aboriginal drawings
-earrie , with soft calming music
– the voice makes it sound like some sort of ritual
– the music makes the destruction look almost poetic, as it falls you feel more empathy towards it and just watch as it slowly falls to the ground
– beautiful landscapes with music playing over it
– showing off the natural world with slow pan shots as well as the music making it more fascinating to look at
– shot of bats in a cave, sound of their voices and flying
– one huge time lapse
– cloud time lapse replicates fire and smoke, going fast pace
– water fall blue sea and clouds of smoke
– calm ocean
– different shots transitioning across smoothly
– clouds moving fast to transition into the ocean making a smooth transition that blends well
– clouds look like the ocean going over all of the mountains, looks amazing
– really relaxing to watch
– film made using a drone, flowing across water and miles of land with crops and flowers
– visually beautiful shots
– large truck, black smoke, electronic systems build over the natural world to make roads and garbage disposals
– giant connect pillions that carry electricity and holds the wires that the internet and electricity goes through
– power station throwing out gas into the natural world
– unnatural gases coming out of these stations
– roads and pathways being built over the natural world, confining it
– construction building, moving around dirt and remoulding it to suit people
– mass construction
– explosions
– amazing shots make it look almost sad that the natural world is slowly being taken away to make room for the urbanised society that we live in
– people on a beach next to a large construction site
-tourists coming to see these buildings
– skyscrapers are so tall, reflection of the clouds in them
– plane out of focus, blurred moving as if staring from a reflection in the ocean or showing the fuel that is used for planes that infects the air [pollution]
– you could make a photo book out of the shots made in this short film, it’s almost poetic
– the film is more effective as it makes you focus on one thing for an extended length of time, making you focus on the little details and think more about what we are doing to the natural world
– highways, hundreds of thousands of cars using fuel and polluting the earth. people don’t use their legs anymore because it isn’t convenient
– war, explosions, people dying and nature suffering, cluster bombs
– intense explosions constantly in nature while tall building and cities are doing just fine
– buildings are all geometric shapes, perfectly constructed and lined while nature is suffering and being abused and ignored
– rubbish and destruction everywhere
– people living in dirt and human waste
– mistreated
– dirty and disgusting
– repetition of buildings, cars etc
– everything in nature is different and unique in its own beautiful way whereas urban society looks all the same
– tall, ugly buildings
– smashed windows, destruction
– emphasis on how the urbanised world is mistreated and a waste of space
– constant destruction and being blown up, remoulded and changed to suit people
– formation of the clouds is dull and gloomy
– seeing the destruction of the buildings made me feel more on edge, it was horrible to watch. made me more tense
– so unnatural and everything looks the same
– floods of people, in masses walking around
–  people looking into the camera stood in front of machines that people made, fast pace trains, large plane with pilot staring into carema
– huge lights and cameras behind a group of women staring into the camera
– sun setting through the reflection of windows of a huge building

Artist Reference | Erik Johansson

Erik Johansson is a photographer from Sweden. He currently lives in Prague, Czech Republic and Sweden. Johansson’s goal in his photographs is to make them look as real as possible. A lot of Johansson’s work focuses on the environment and he also focuses on his editing, making images look surreal and stand out. I find his images look very fictional and are really well executed and most look very realistic with few looking a bit more animated. I find some of his work looks almost too perfect for it to actually be real but I guess that is the point of surrealism photography, it isn’t supposed to show reality. I like that his work comes from a vision that he has created.

Erik Johansson website: http://www.erikjohanssonphoto.com

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Erik Johansson photography

I do like the work of Johansson and find it really brilliant the way that he edits his images to make them look almost like paintings. I like his style of creating new and strange photographs that don’t really make much sense but when looked at for long enough the meaning behind most of the images becomes clearer. I like that a lot of his focus is on the environment and shows how the human race treats its natural environment, which is something that I want to focus on in my own project. I find that he has some good images and then some amazing images that really show political views and are so powerful compared to some of his others.

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Erik Johansson photography

This image is so powerful to me. I chose it because it really did stand out to me. It reminds me of how people will cover things up and choose to ignore it in the hopes that it will go away. However, climate change is something that is so prominent in every part of the world with 2015 being the hottest year on record. People don’t want to change their ways and so will just keep it up and try to overlook what is really happening to our natural world. I love this image as it really does embody this and speaks volumes of how we are as a human race. We tend to pretend that everything is fine and stay inside our bubbles without caring about anyone else or the world that we live in because it’s likely to not effect us. I loathe that people think this way and find this image so true and real to what people are actually like. I like the outfit that the model in the image as wearing as he looks like a normal person in his back garden trying to paint his fence or something.

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Erik Johansson photography

I picked this image next as it goes well with the one above and how it shows climate change. I really like this image as it shows how people are trying to cover it up again and trying to, not fix it but to hide it away so that no one will notice or so that we don’t have to think about the damage that the human race has actually done to the natural world. This image is very artistic and looks almost like a painting. I like the position of the model as she stitches up the ruins that humans have done to the natural environment. This image really embodies what global warming is doing to our natural world and how badly the human race has affected the natural world too. I find this image really interesting and think it makes a huge impact on its spectators, which is something that I want to portray through my own images.

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Erik Johansson photography

This image is strange and I don’t really get it but I like it. It really is a surrealist image and somehow it is really interesting. I wonder about how the subject is walking through his house from his kitchen through to his bedroom, as you can see through the little details on the floor. I like that the kitchen has that checked floor, which people often associate with a kitchen in a restaurant and so would easily be able to identify that as the subjects kitchen and then the little lamp next to the other door with little pictures and details on the door itself tells us that the room he is heading too is more personalised and most likely his room as he is also in his pyjamas/robe taking a hot drink with him to bed. I don’t quite understand why there is a landscape in the background, as if the man’s house is taking over that natural land and possibly how people are constantly building on top of the natural world. I really like this image anyway as it makes a normal/boring landscape image a whole lot more interesting and intriguing raising questions in the spectators minds making them want to figure out the meaning and what is going on in the image. I really like this as a surrealist image and the idea of making a landscape image more interesting, this is something I want to do in my own work incorporating different layers to make it more interesting for my spectator to look at.

Artist Reference | Ben Zank

Ben Zank is an American photographer, born in New York 1991. He currently lives in Auckland, New Zealand. Zank is often the subject of his images and has been making photographs since he turned 18 after finding a small film camera, Pentax ME Super, in his grandmother’s attic. I really like Zank’s work and feel that his surrealist photographs are really intriguing and unique. Zank’s unique style really stood out to me and interests me a lot. I find many surrealist photographers use nature as part of their work and incorporate it in different ways, Zank does this but he also uses manmade objects such as roads, decks as well as focusing on the human body. His work often leaves out models faces and focuses on more on what they are doing as well as a sense of intrigue making his spectators want to find out who is being photographed and what they actually look like. I like this style and want to mould this into my own work. I love how strange his work is, it really embodies surrealism.

Ben Zank website: http://www.benzank.com

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Ben Zank photography

I really love Zank’s work and find it so interesting to look at as a spectator. His work gives me inspiration for my own work and to try and create photographs just as professional and unique as his are. Something that I did notice within many of his images is that he tends to have a lot of yellow in it. This colour is strong and vibrant and stands out against darker grey’s and black colours. I feel that Zank does this on purpose so that the spectator will be captivated by the yellow and it will capture their eye purely because yellow is so bright and a colour that not many people tend to use or wear. I think that as a surrealist photographer he fits right in as his work is unusual and strange. He often distorts peoples faces and leaves them out of the images bringing a sense of allure or wonder making the spectator want to look at more of his work to see if the subjects faces will be revealed.

Image Analysis

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Ben Zank photography

This is the first image of Zank’s that I found. I came across this image while searching for surrealist images and this one really stood out to me. I found it so strange and unique the way that the subject was lying on the road with his legs halfway up in the air with his face being covered by the yellow lines on the road. I really do love this image as it is so odd and not something that you would really expect to ever see. I really like the the subject and the main part of the image is on the bottom half of the image and in focus while the upper half of the image is blurred and dark. The yellow really stands out for me and draws my attention straight away. I then navigate over to the subjects legs and how he is strangely positioned on the floor and almost looks as though he has become part of the road as the spectator is unable to see his face from the yellow lines of the road covering it. I like the style of not being able to see the subjects face as I feel that it brings more to the image and allows the spectator to focus on what is going on around the subject and what the subject is doing rather than what the subject looks like. I also think that it makes the spectator want to look at more of his photographic work to see if they will eventually be able to see his face.

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Ben Zank photography

This image really stood out to me. It looks as though the subject is struggling to get out and is trying to escape from the rocks that are confining him. This could be symbolic of something in life that is putting pressure on him and making him feel trapped and like he cannot escape. I really like how the rock looks grey/blue it really brings the feel of it being cold with the subject not wearing any clothing showing bare flesh. I feel that the blue and white making the subjects skin tone stand out and really make the spectator focus in on the subject and the position that they are in. I think that the composition of this photograph is great too as there is an even amount on both sides of the rock with the subject being centred right in the middle of the image. This image is also square, which I have noticed in some younger surrealist photographers work. This square photograph reminds me of film cameras or even Instagram with having square boxes to fit your images into. The way the subjects hands are positioned and the way that they are sort of scrunched up makes me think that he is struggling to get out. His face is again covered by his arm in this image, which seems to be a theme in most of his images where you are unable to see his face or features.

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Ben Zank photography

I find using the ocean in surrealist photography work really interesting and so many surrealism photographers use this. It is strange that he is wearing a suit in the ocean, something you wouldn’t usually expect to ever see, which makes it all that more interesting and captivating. I want to find out more about the story behind the subject and why he is shoulder deep in water while wearing a suit. The ripples in the ocean look pretty and add to the calm atmosphere of the photograph. The lighting in the image and the environment is quite dull and isn’t really that interesting but the subject of the image really makes it more appealing to look at. It makes me wonder whether the subject has had a bad day or isn’t having the best life and wants to just stop and to let it take him over. Yet another part of me thinks that the possible stress that the subject is under has forced him just to dive into the ocean and take a minute to take it all in. There are endless scenarios that you could come up with as to why the subject is in the water and I like that as it is open to interpretation and to really capture its spectators attention making them want to find out more and look into the image deeper. The composition of this image also interests me as the subject is more in the bottom right hand side of the image rather than directly centred. This does make the image more interesting and gives the spectator more of the environment around the subject rather than solely focusing in on the subject themselves.

Artist Reference | Brian Oldham

Brian Oldham is a fine art photographer, born in Southern California and is 22 years old. He is currently living and working near Los Angeles. In most of his images Oldham becomes the subject and makes unique surrealist images. I really like Oldham’s style as it really is unique as well as fitting right into the realm of surrealism photographers. His work stands out and he freely experiments with different ways of photographing, which is something that I admire. His work is also very political and has clear messages that really make his work that much more interesting and captivating.

“My passion for creating blossomed at a young age as I experimented with self-portrature, and taught myself how to create freely. I make art to replace the words I cannot fathom; each thread holding a love for all things strange and beautiful. I strive to bring life to the quiet whispers at the back of my mind, to make whole the ghosts of my experiences.” – Brian Oldham

Brian Oldham website: http://brianoldham.format.com/#1

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Brian Oldham photography

I really love the work of Brian Oldham and have previously looked at his work back in summer while finding inspiration for my performance photography experiments. I find that surrealism photography is often the most exciting, it brings to light the struggles that people are going through and shows the inner workings of photographers brains. I like that it brings out the weird and unusual as so many people tend to conform and just do what they are told and taught to believe in certain things, whereas surrealism challenges that and is so creatives and expressive. I find Oldham’s work so captivating to look at and I like to try and figure out how he made some of his images and how brilliant they are. With Oldham’s work he uses a lot of nature and the natural world which is common for surrealism photographers and something that I find really interesting and want to use within my own project.

Image Analysis

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Brian Oldham photography

When having a look through some of Oldham’s work I came across a new project that he is in the process of creating that really stood out to me. This particular image is almost like a dig at the Catholic Church on how they do not accept gay people or gay marriage. I love that he has made this image and is making a series based upon this entitled ‘”For the Bible Tells Me So”‘. I love this as it is so true with religion that people often follow it without thinking for themselves and some tend to just passively accept this yet those that are ‘different’ or those people that don’t quite agree or fit in with the general expectations are thrown out and abandoned. I love the quote on the side of this image as it really tells a strong message with the image of Oldham being covered in blood. I feel that this image is powerful and actually quite a risky one. The topic of religion is so controversial and can be a really touchy subject for many people but that doesn’t seem to phase Oldham as he has a clear, strong message that he wants to get across. I love that his work is so politically driven and that he thinks deeper than many others. He wants to make a change in how we as  a society see one another and how we see gay people. The entire miss-en-scene of the photograph is just perfect with the almost halo light circle around his head as well as the subjects blank facial expression. This body of work is really powerful and it really does stand out to me as a excellent piece of artwork. I think that in this image the subject is naked as it shows vulnerability and that it is about the blood falling down his body rather than any sort of clothing that he is wearing. It also makes sense with the quote stating that “If a man lies with a man as he lies with a woman”. It’s as though he has been found while with a man and that he has the blood of the other man all over his body. I think that this image is so powerful and quite risky, which is something that will really stand out. It makes me want to find out more and to see the rest of the images that he creates for this particular project.

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Brian Oldham photography

I chose this image because it made me think about how he edited it together. My guess is that he made an image of himself jumping in the air and positioned himself that way and in editing he turned the image upside down and turned it black and white. This image really interests me as it is as though he is falling out of the sky and bracing himself for when he hits the ground. I like the simplicity of having just a plain grey background as it allows the spectator to solely focus in on the subject rather than whatever is going on in the background of the image. This image could really mean anything and he could just be floating in the air. I like that the subject is centred in the middle of the square image, he stands out much more against the plain background too. Some part of me feels that this photograph shows conflicting views in his own head and it is sending him spiralling, which is why he is covering his face. The way he covers his face looks almost as if he was sitting that way and trying to take everything in until he was flung into the sky. Oldham’s work often features someone being suspend in the air and almost like they are floating.

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Brian Oldham photography

This image interests me. The title of this project is ‘Pixels’ and is a work in progress. I like this idea of distorting someones face, it makes it more intriguing for the spectator making them want to find out more about who the person is and what they actually looks like. It brings together the digital age with reality and mixes them together by the distortion of their body and face. It is interesting to see these two image alongside one another, one being completely in focus where the spectator is able to see the subject with the other image being completely pixelated and covered up. I find that these images show how he lives in the real world and how in the digital world he becomes a load of pixels or how his identity doesn’t really matter in the digital world.

Artist Reference | Christopher Mckenney

Christopher McKenney is a photographer of conceptual art and is from Pennsylvania. He specialises in horror surrealist photography. He also does live concert photography. I really like McKenney’s unique and strange style as it stands out and is really in your face photography. McKenney’s surrealist work creates a sense of dystopia and brings the spectator into a scary, more undesirable world with blood, cloaks and seemingly possessed souls. His work ranges from burning people to self-made ‘ghosts’ covered in blankets. McKenney started making photographs back in 2012 where he first found himself in the woods with a sheet, chair and a frame.

“I like taking away identity when photographing and to leave people thinking. I only make the photos I do to express myself and what other people see or think is up to them, as long as I make them feel anything I’m ok with that.” – Christopher McKenney

Christopher Mckenney website: http://www.christophermckenney.com

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Christopher McKenney photography

Originally when looking for surrealist photographers, I came across McKenney’s and really found them interesting. Back in the summer I took inspiration from this photographer and made my own surrealist images in the woods using a sheet to cover up the body of the model in the images. I found this really fun and different and something that I want to maintain and bring back to in my exam as a key project. McKenney’s work is unusual and, unlike most surrealism photographers work, his work is based on horror and he tends to make more dystopian images. I really like that his work is not something you would expect to see from surrealism photographers and he makes his images for himself and has his own meaning behind them. His images are so different and he allows the spectator to make their own interpretations on what is going on in the images.

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Christopher McKenney photography

This image stood out most to me. It’s a really in your face image that strikes its spectators straight away. I find it so interesting. The story that I create by looking at this image is that possibly an American man who works in an office, shown by the creased suit he is wearing, who is giving up and doesn’t want to carry on with his life anymore. It also makes me think of the American dream and how it might not be so perfect and all that it is cracked up to be with this man wanting to end his life. This image is actually quite sad and makes me wonder what went so wrong in the subjects life that he wants to end it. The composition of this image is also strong as the subject is right in the centre of the image with an equal amount of water beneath him with his reflection being shown clearly. I love McKenney’s work as it is so strange yet thought provoking making me want to find out more about him as a photographer and look at more of his work. To me the gun represents the pressure placed on many people to be successful making the subject feel extremely pressured and out of his depth, which is symbolises in with the water being up to his waist. The background looks dull and gives a more chilling atmosphere to add to the main prop of the gun in the image. I feel that this image is a great visual representation of how people may actually feel and does really embody the style of surrealism photography. Also, the reflection of the subject in the water adds more to the image and makes it that much more captivating, as if the subject could be staring through the flag that is tightly wrapped around his head and staring at his own reflection.

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Christopher McKenney photography

I chose this image next as I thought it linked with the previous one with the American flag.  I really like this image as it is unusual and looks almost as if a ghost is wondering around wearing a sheet. This style of pretending to be a ghost and wearing a sheet has been around for so long with little children dressing up that way for halloween. This images brings a twist to this halloween tradition as beneath the sheet/flag there isn’t a body and it looks as if possibly it is a real ghost with the body being invisible to its spectators. I find this image interesting and want to take inspiration from this for my own work on experimenting with how I edit my photographs and to try and use more unique and different styles of photography. This image is captivating as it is so strange and leaves the spectator guessing as to how the image was made and the message that is being brought across. Something that I also noticed has that the subjects hand is on his heart, which is something people do when their national anthem comes on as a sign of solidarity and being patriotic towards their country. I also think that the detail of this is evident with the American flag being what the subject is hiding under. I find it common in surrealism work for the subjects face to not be a prominent aspect of it and that is usually covered up, which is also show in the work of McKenney where you very rarely see the face of a subject.

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Christopher McKenney photography

I chose this image as I felt the colour of the red went well with the images above. I wanted to analyse this image because the red of the grass is so bizarre and something that you would never ever see normally. I like this as a surrealism image as it is odd and is interesting to look at. It makes me wonder why the person’s arm is spread across the middle of the image almost going all the way across. It makes me want to find out more about the person and why they are in that position. It could be the blood of people who have died either in battle or just in general and the arm represents the human form giving a hint to spectators that the colour red in the grass is actually symbolic of blood. I feel that this is the meaning behind this image as McKenney does specialise in horror surrealism so I wouldn’t be surprised if it was that. I find this image more simplistic than a lot of his images and doesn’t really need much work in terms of props and models as it is just one person’s arm and the red grass could have easily been changed while editing, possibly in PhotoShop.

 

Artist Reference | Linda Blacker

Linda Blacker is a fine art photographer, born in Chelmsford, UK. Her unique style intertwines fantasy and reality to create eye catching and colourful photographs. She creates stories within her work with her models being basically unidentifiable as they are usually covered head-to-toe in body paint. Blacker is the creative director, stylist and retoucher on all of her images. Her work is an art form and almost like a film set with makeup artists, different props and with her directing everything herself.

Linda Blacker website: http://lindablackeraluk.co.uk

Linda Blacker photography
Linda Blacker photography

I like Blacker’s style as it is unique and really intrigues me. Her work makes me want to look at more of her images and want to read more about her as a photographer. I found Blacker through YouTubers who often pose in her photographs. Blacker has made the connection with online stars and has brought them into the photographic world, being able to expand her spectatorship through these stars. Her work is really interesting to look at and it all seems to be perfectly planned out. I like that most of the time her models are completely covered in paint as it almost acts like a mask and doesn’t share the identity of the model to the spectator. I find this style different and really does embody fine art photography.

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Linda Blacker photography

This is one of my favourite photographs that Blacker has created. I find it one of the most interesting how there are just different coloured geometric shapes painted onto a mans face and shoulders with the rest of his body not even being there. It looks like a painting as there is not bottom of the mans body, it just stops like a painting might look. I find this interesting as it does really look like  a painting but then you are drawn to the eyes of the subject and realise that it is a real person. If I’m honest I don’t really get Blacker’s work or any meaning that her images may have behind them but I quite like that as the images are so captivating and just interesting to look at that it takes a while to be able to take it all in and even then you don’t really need to generate meaning from that. I like the use of the mustard coloured background as it is better than just always having a white background and makes the image stand out more. I feel that the mustard background also compliments the colours painted on the mans body as they all work well together and some of the mustard on the mans body blends in with that of the background. I find that the clothing the subject is wearing, hat and shirt, also adds another layer to the image and makes me more interested in trying to figure out what is going on.

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Linda Blacker photography

What is going on in this image? I chose this because this image genuinely doesn’t make much sense to me but I guess I don’t mind that as it is fun to look at. I like that the paint brushes are standing up on their own, it adds a sense of surrealism to them as if they can paint themselves. I do have an idea of what this image could possibly be about. I think that maybe the subject is controlling the paint brushes with his mind but then again I feel that the paint brushes are more likely to be controlling him as they have painted all over him and he is just staring into the camera and taking it. I like the theme of having mostly everything blue and that the subject also has blue eyes. I find this image really odd but something about it makes it interesting. I don’t really know how to feel about Blacker’s work as I like how different and unique it is but part of me doesn’t really find parts of her work interesting. The more I look at this particular image the less I like it, which is a shame as I find her work really artistic and creative. I do think that she makes great images but possibly ones that I have no interest in as I do prefer tableau photography and surrealism photography.

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Linda Blacker photography

This image reminds me of one that Christopher McKenney has created with the reflection in the water but it has been done in a completely different way. Her fine art really shows through her images as they aren’t so much conceptual but more artistic. Her images are like paintings and I don’t really tend to generate much meaning behind any of them but this interests me. I like the use of geometric shapes in Blacker’s images, especially the one above. I think that this image is one of her more simple images as it just has a woman wearing, not too much paint staring into the camera. Something that I realised is that on one half of the image the subject has a neutral facial expression while on the flip side she has more face paint on that looks like black tears rolling down her eyes. This image is interesting to look at and looks like a direct reflection, with the only difference being that the reflection at the bottom of the image is supposed to be sadder than the top half of the image.

Exam Prep | Mood Board

After looking at the exam booklet I think that I have figured out what I want to focus on. I don’t want to do the same stuff that I have been doing for the personal study as I want to experiment and show different skills through editing and making images. I have looked into Surrealism photographers work and want to follow this path too as it is so unique and interesting to me. I have analysed their work, which has helped me to gain some inspiration for my own work. For this project I will be focusing on the environment and how our society has changed that and that nature is becoming less and less within our world due to corporate buildings and the rise in pollution. I have a few ideas of what I want to do for this and will start experimenting with these ideas and see whether or not they actually work well. I want to make another photo book as I feel that the image ideas that I have will look better in a photo book altogether to tell a larger story with different styles and techniques used in my photographs. I really want my work to stand out and be different, I want it to reflect surrealism photography as well as incorporating landscape photography. I want to experiment with different techniques, shapes and layers. This will be an interesting experiment and I think that it will make a good photo book.

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possible ideas

 

Surrealism Photography | Fantasy

Surrealism photography is known as a new form of reality and is heavily influenced by dreams. This is the world that we create in our minds, often we come up with these ideas when we are sleeping when we have no control over and often don’t make any sense. Surrealism is the unconscious mind and a world that we are able to share with others that they would never be able to imagine. The movement of surrealism was created in Paris 1924. There are so many surrealist photographer including Man Ray, Christopher Mckenney, Brian Oldham, Dora Maar and Eric Johansson. I love this style of photography as we are able to express ourselves in new and unusual ways that most people might see as odd yet they become poetic and fascinating to look at. One surrealist photographer that I really love the work of is Christopher Mckenney, it is so unusual and different to many other artists work I’ve seen before. I also really like the work of Brian Oldham as his work too is strange yet fascinating to look at.

Christopher Mckenney website: http://www.christophermckenney.com

Brian Oldham website: http://brianoldham.format.com/#1

Surrealism photography
Surrealism photography

Surrealism | My Thoughts

I really like the style of photographs that artists create within surrealism. They are so interesting and unique. I love that we are able to create new worlds and enter new realms that we would usually not be able to conjure up in our own heads. These fantasy worlds are constantly changing and developing bringing in different types of utopia and dystopia into our minds. I love that surrealist worlds can be utopian and something that people aspire to want to be in and think of along with the opposite world of dystopia and how we are able to create imaginary worlds that are undesirable. Through this movement I want to be able to carry on my work created back in the summer and make an effective photo book from it. I want my work to evoke meaning and to generate a sense of intrigue with my spectators. I feel that surrealism is such a fun movement  and you are really able to create pretty much anything that you want within the photographic world.

 

Tableau Photography | Fiction

Tableau photography is also known as narrative photography. It’s a staged set of images that tell a story to the spectator. Famous photographers include Cindy Sherman and Gregory Crewdson. I really like the idea of tableau photographs as through this you are able to create photos that you made up in your head and be able to become a whole new persona. This really interests me and I really like the style and work of many tableau photographers as well as many surrealism photographers. Through tableau photography we are able to tell new and interesting stories, either ones that are already around like myths, films or fairy tales or we can create new worlds and bring new ideas to life. I like to focus my own staged photographic work on movements such as feminism and show the stereotypes that are faced with women. I feel that tableau really benefits movements and photographers are able to express political messages that they feel strongly about.

Cindy Sherman website: http://www.cindysherman.com

Gregory Crewdson website: http://www.gagosian.com/artists/gregory-crewdson

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mood board [Sherman + Crewdson]
Tableau | My Thoughts 

I love tableau photography and find it so interesting, especially from artists such as Cindy Sherman. Tableau photography allows photographers to generate a sense of narrative and gives them the opportunity to tell a story about anything they please. I feel that they are able to become new personas and create new and interesting tales. This style is very thought provoking and I feel that photographers are able to incorporate movements within their work. I want my work to provoke change and to change my spectators view on the world and make them want to make a difference. There is always opportunity within the photographic world to make something new and exciting. I feel that so many photographers are able to freely express themselves through their work and successfully stage their images to create unique and interesting images.

Documentary Photography | Truth

Documentary photography is what I see as true photography and is supposed to be series of images that tell a true tale about certain individuals lives. It is a way of putting aspects of different peoples lives on record and maintaining them in photographs. Documentary photography portrays real lives and brings to light some important issues that faces our society and those living in other countries. Journalists are some of the users of documentary photography as their work is seen as factual and there is also a code of conduct that journalists go through to ensure that they are telling the truth. I really enjoy seeing documentary photography as it speaks volumes to actually see how the rest of the world is and what people are going through and comparing it to my own life and privilege. I love the documentary work of so many photographers and have recently discovered the work of Andrea Bruce who makes some really interesting photographs. Much like the extraordinary work of James Nachtwey whose work is truly moving.

Andrea Bruce website: http://www.andreabruce.com

James Nachtwey website: http://www.jamesnachtwey.com

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Documentary | My Thoughts

I feel that documentary photography is really important as it shows people in different parts of the world what is going on elsewhere. I find it so important in news and maintaining to true stories and sharing peoples extraordinary lives. I feel that documentary photography speaks volumes when done in the right way and shows the world hard-hitting issues of the world and allows spectators to make change and to think more openly. I think that I will take inspiration from the realm of documentary photography and the idea of truth telling. I want to use this in my own work and show my spectators the reality of what society is like and how it is effective everyone within it. I find that documentary photography can be so powerful and really make a difference in the world provoking change and making spectators want to find out more and to make a proper change to help those less in need and to change the way we work as societies, governments and policies.

Truth, Fantasy, Fiction | First Thoughts

For the exam project we have been given the title of truth, fantasy or fiction. I really like this title as I love making more surrealist style images and I feel that I will be able to experiment more with my photographs and my ideas.There is a wide variety of projects that I feel that I would be able to come up and feel that I will be able to make a strong response. Artists that come to mind are Christopher Mckenney and Brian Oldham who I studied back in the summer when artist Tom Pope came over as the photographer in residence for the Jersey Archive. I really like the idea of revisiting this work and adding and developing it as I feel that there was so much that I could do with this style and I want to experiment further with it. This is an exciting exam title for me as I really do like staging images and bringing narrative into my work. I want to make another film for this project and am starting to come up with some different ideas to incorporate with making a film as well as an effective book. I have ideas for both a short film and a photo book and have a clear subject/movement for my project in mind. I want my work to stand out but I also want to venture into a different style and a different topic. One word/phrase that I picked up on was ‘en plein air‘ which actually means to paint directly in nature. This is where artists use nature to create their work. For example, an artist will go straight to the natural world and paint in the environment or a photographer will go out into the world to make their images instead of staying in a studio. I really liked this idea and want to use this for my own work and to go to proper locations to make for more interesting photographs. This also reminds me of the work of Tom Pope and how he uses his environment and nature to make his images and takes inspiration from the world around him in his performances. Another link that can be made to ‘en plein air‘ is artist Claude Monet who made paintings of natural landscapes while in that landscape. His work is almost poetic and really stand out to me and I really like his work. When reading more on the exam paper I noticed the words ‘illustrative or political’ meaning behind them, which I really like the idea of and want my work to be strong and have proper meaning behind it. I think that this is really interesting and it does make me think more about my project and want to better myself to generate powerful meaning.

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Claude Monet artwork
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Truth, Fantasy or Fiction mood board

My Thoughts | Truth

‘The quality or state of being true.’ This is the dictionary definition of the word truth. To me truth means being honest, it isn’t fake or misleading it is simple real. I feel that this is a really great topic as there is so much you can talk about and so many ideas can be explored through this. Truth is something very powerful, by telling the truth we are somewhat exposing ourselves or others, We don’t twist the reality of things or lie to get what we want. When thinking about truth I also came up with the idea of possibly finding the truth behind something, so investigating into something more and finding out more about it to bring a certain topic to light. This topic is more on the side of documentary to me as I feel that you are able to make more journalistic images or those that tell a true story. I want to tell a story about our society and to make it true to life.

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Documentary [truth] photography
My Thoughts | Fantasy

The options for this title are endless. With fantasy you are able to venture into your own world, to create images that are unusual. I feel that this particular topic would give you the chance to make different and creative images without having to worry about whether or not it is realistic or if it is true to the real story like a documentary. When I think of fantasy I think of new worlds, ones that surrealist photographers create to make their photographs. I feel that this word really embodies surrealism in photography as through this we are able to create new and exciting worlds that others wouldn’t even be able to imagine. I want to take inspiration from fiction artists including Linda Blacker with her fascinating staged images creating different and unique personas within her work.

Surrealist [fantasy] photography
Surrealist [fantasy] photography
My Thoughts | Fiction

Fiction could be anything from fairy tales to movies. It is similar to fantasy and the opposite of truth. Fiction is not real, it has been made up. I like this as I feel you would be able to make staged images based off of films or fairy tales as well as possibly myths or legends. When I think of fiction Cindy Sherman comes to mind as a photographer who stages all of her images from images she creates in her head. I like the idea of this topic and feel that again there is so much you would be able to create from it. I feel that this particular word would suit more for staged images made from films or fairy tales. I also think that photographer Linda Blacker would fit into this category as a lot of her work reminds me of fairy tales and is from a completely fictional world.

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Tableau [fiction] photography
Overall | First Thoughts

I think that I want to combine all of the words together within my project as I feel that they will all be appropriate. A lot of my work will be focused on the word fantasy and creating surrealist images but behind my work will be truth about our society and how we live as human beings. I want this project to stand out and to be different from anything that I have done before. I don’t want it to become repetitive or boring for my spectators to see a similar kind of thing all the time. I really want to venture out in this project and try something that I only touched about back in summer. This will be an exciting opportunity for me to create and also to experiment a bit more with models, locations and in editing. I have in mind a photo book idea and really want to make it as professional as possible. Over the next couple of weeks I want to work towards this photo book and making strong enough images for it to be effective. I want to focus my work on nature and the natural world and how the human race is effecting that.