Start: Planning for my Project

I am still trying to gain a firm idea of how I will go about the course of this project. I will be quite a challenge but I am hoping if I organise what I need to do and break it down I will be easier to tackle.

This is a summary of what I am doing

  • Learning more about my Granddad who I never met
  • Visiting my Nan every week – photographing, researching and asking questions
  • Photographing all the time – different locations
  • Weekly blog post – recap every week and plan what I need to do in organised chunks
  • Talking to friends and family: Nana, Dad, Steve, Cathy, John Heulin? old Salvation Army Friends? Old Vic College Friends?
  • Re-tracing steps: go to his old house, Vic College, grave etc.
  • Parade Road (Nana’s house) is a good exploration: he lived there!
  • Look at themes that both directly and indirectly explore him; e.g. Nana is lonely. Good starting point.
  • Keep looking at photographers work! – Richard Billingham, Alec Soth,  Yury Toropstov etc.
  • Make any research relevant to this theme: otherwise it is basically a waste of time … this is my main project and everything should be a build-up to get best possible outcome
  • Plan interviews and record conversations
  • Try to enjoy it. It will be an interesting project
  • Making mistakes are good – I will learn what and what doesn’t work
  • Take risk in all areas
  • Plan Plan Plan – Work in stages, it will be too overwhelming otherwise. Get specific sections done that I plan beforehand
  • Stay organised

All in all I will have a lot of work to do. I am going to make the most of the time I have got to make an interesting and worthwile project which is personal to me. Completing the project will be quite difficult, my Nan does worry and get confused a lot (she’s 85). I have to do my best though to work with her in the project and slowly build up photographs of her, and take more risks in what I photograph as she starts to become more comfortable about the idea of being photographed. It might be quite fustrating at times, but I will do my best and work all the time to improve. This project is also new and a challenge for me.

Research and planning will be key. I will use the blog posts to track, plan and monitor. Staying on track will be very important if I want this project to develop and progress.

In most of my blog posts from now on I will try to link back to the project. This will be a good way of making sure that all the extra work I put in is actually relevant to what I need to do in the first place. Otherwise it will be a waste of my time, which I cannot afford to do.

I am just going to go for it and do my best. At the end of the day if it does not work out the way I was hoping, then at least I will have still learned a lot of interesting and revealing information about my Grandfather. I will try to be as creative and experimental as possible, taking risks and developing my own creativity in the process.

 

Satellites: Response to Images

This image was taken at a large metal works in Siberia. The photograph is a new topographic styled landscape shot which Bendiksen has clearly taken influence from the work of William Eggleston, known for his dark portrayal of bleak landscapes. The image is very ambiguous because to some degree it shows the factory in a dramatic, romanticized manner, whilst at the same time it depicts the factory as grim and unpleasant. My judgement is that the image is a metaphor for evaluating Communist Russia (1917-1991), which on one hand was highly impressive in terms of what it achieved, but at the same time a regime which was responsible for great atrocities; death, persecution and mass suffering, in particular under the leadership of Joseph Stalin (1922-1953). Specifically this photograph explores the influence Communist Russia had over the industrialization of Russia.

Bendiksen explores this ambiguity by framing to image to showing factory as impressive, by arranging the image in a traditional landscape format. Bendisken still however through the incorporation of a low level of lighting and the red glow, giving an eerie mood, is highlighting the fact that despite this impressiveness, it still has a darker side to it.

The context behind this photograph is that Bendiksen was out photographing landscapes in the countryside. He then came across a piece of scrap metal, which was the left over of a Russian satellite. The two men on the top of the scrap metal are satellite collectors, people who make a living out of collecting and selling these pieces of scrap meatal. Suddenly as Bendisken was about to photograph the two men, standing on the large piece of scrap metal, thousands of butterflies suddenly appeared out of nowhere. Bendisken stated that “things came together .. you had the swarm of butterfly’s, you had the spaceship, you had the farmers, the stormy dark clouds in the background, the sun was just starting to break out. It was just a perfect storm of different elements.”

This photo relates to Herni Cartier Bresson’s theory of the ‘decisive moment’. Bendisken has combined his knowledge of composing photographs with an element of luck, being the light and butterflies. The result an incredibly powerful and raw image, with a sense of peculiarity which captivates the viewer into wanting to find out more about the context, and so delve deeper into interpreting its meaning. I almost find that this photograph is somewhat dream-like and separate from reality. This theme of being being dream-like is effective because it is able to serve as a metaphor for the scrap metal collectors optimists and dreamers, taking advantage of the rich opportunities that selling the remains of these magnificent displays of metal-work have to offer.  This is an image which I find to be quite positive and uplifting, an image which symbolises hope in an uncertain future.

The image shows a snippet of a darkened room, with the subject appears to the concentrating on a task. On the television set, the face of former Communist leader Josef Stalin’s face can be shown. The presence of Stalin into the frame is very sinister as a result of this and the glim mood established through the green illumination of low level of lighting, it is a very frightening and unsettling. Without Stalin piercing into the photograph this image would not be as effective because it creates this added suspense.

This photograph directly explores the theme of Russia’s Communist past. Russia under Stalin regime was infamous as a society of excessive  social control. Propaganda would appear everywhere. Stalin appearing on the television set symbolises this theme of social control, and serves to unsettle the viewer, reminding them of the horrors of Stalin’s regime and Communism.

Overall I find this type of image to be a more experimental side to Bendiksen’s photography. In terms of composition it is perhaps not the best image however I like the mood and feel that the image establishes.

 

 

Photo editing

From my photoshoot, I chose my best photographs, and edited them. Although this photo shoot is not part of my family project I used it as an experimentation. I took these photographs using my iPhone, however the quality of the photographs aren’t very good and some are blurry because the shutter speed is set to slow therefore when I do my project I am going to use a camera rather than my phone.

I edited these photographs by experimenting with the brightness and contrast, with the different colors and by cropping them. Overall I think this improved the appearance of the photos.

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SHOOT 1

For my first shoot i took images one morning before school of everyone in my house to show how normal life is in my house in the week. For these images i experimented using flash in some of the photos, which i think makes the images look amateurish which i think looks quite interesting. I followed my parents round to take these images, but for some of my other images i am going to try and take them when my family do not know i am taking the images. IMG_4962 IMG_4963 IMG_4965 IMG_4966 IMG_4967 IMG_4968 IMG_4969 IMG_4970 IMG_4971 IMG_4973 IMG_4974 IMG_4975 IMG_4978 IMG_4979 IMG_4980 IMG_4988 IMG_4994 IMG_4996 IMG_4997 IMG_4998

I took this portrait image of my mum as she was showing my that something was in her eye, my mum did not know i was taking this image and so it caught her by surprise. I like this image because of the angle that it is taken as it is a very close up image. IMG_5000 IMG_5001 IMG_5002 IMG_5003

I took this image of my mum when my mum was leaving to go to work. When i took this image i used flash, this image was a spontaneous image as i was just following my mum around the house and i took it as she was turning around. I think that the dull lighting in this image makes my subject stand out because of the motorbike jacket which has been lit up. In this image the main focus is the bike jacket which is important as this my mum needs to wear this on her bike to feel safe as she cannot take the car to work. IMG_5004 IMG_5005 IMG_5006 IMG_5007 IMG_5008

Through these images my main focus from taking them was to document my mums life and to show on an ordinary mundane day what happens in her life. I focused on taking images of her but also taking other landscape images of my house and of other people in my family to show what their life is like with the effect of my mum. These images are ordinary family images which show a  routine of what happens in the morning in my house. I focused on taking images of my mum on her bike as this is what she takes to work, because of her anxiety she cannot take the car to work as she freaks out that she will not be able to get out of the situation.